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  Item 8: Conduct of the Defendant Following Discovery of the Body

  On the evening of April 19, 2000, shortly after the defendant returned home from his job at Dreamer, he was visited by a police detective who was conducting a routine investigation of the neighborhood. Dragon, Huang, and Chen-yi were still at work and had not yet returned to the apartment. The detective asked the defendant to answer numerous questions related to his current domicile and his work, and then he left. As soon as he had departed, the defendant tried to contact the others who shared the apartment.

  The defendant called Chen-yi’s cell phone and reached him while he was on the job in Dogenzaka. “The police were here,” he said. “Lots of them. They showed me the picture of a woman I didn’t know. They said they’d be back. If they find you here they’ll figure out we’re illegal.”

  When Chen-yi heard the defendant’s account, he immediately called Huang at his place of work, the Mirage Café in Koenji, Suginami Ward. He planned to tell Huang not to return to the apartment. But Huang had already gotten off work and was on his way home. Chen-yi next raced to Dragon’s place of employment—Orchard Tower—in the second block of Kabuki-ch, Shinjuku Ward. When he told Dragon what had happened, they both went to stay with an acquaintance of Dragon’s.

  While Huang was on his way home, unaware of the events that had transpired, he was met by a police detective and shown a photograph of the victim. Huang told the detective that he had seen the woman before. He also told him that the defendant had a key to one of the Green Villa apartments.

  Around the same time, the defendant left unit 404 in the Matoya Building and stayed the night in a capsule hotel. Policemen went to question him at the Dreamer the next day, but he did not show up for work. The next day, April 21, the defendant left the hotel and went to Chen’s house in Niiza City in Saitama Prefecture. He asked Chen to cover for him by telling the police that he returned the key to Green Villa apartments, unit 103, on April 8, the day before the crime. At that time he had also delivered ¥100,000 in cash. Chen informed him that he had already spoken to the police, and he refused to adhere to the defendant’s request. Moreover, he told the defendant that the police were looking for him—since they knew he had had the key in his possession—and he ought to turn himself in. The defendant refused.

  On the way back from Chen’s the defendant began to worry about money. He decided to stop by his place of employment, resign, and ask to be given his back wages. So he headed toward the Dreamer in Musashino City.

  When the police detective questioned the owner of the Dreamer, he discovered that the defendant had either entered the country illegally or was working without a proper visa. The defendant was therefore apprehended later that day and held on charges of entering the country illegally and working without appropriate documentation. He was brought to trial on June 30 of the same year and found guilty of the immigration and employment crimes for which he had been charged.

  Subsequently it was discovered that the fingerprints found in unit 205 Hope Heights, the scene of Yuriko Hirata’s murder, belonged to the defendant. Moreover, he was discovered to be in possession of the victim’s necklace. After a thorough police investigation, the defendant was charged with the murders of both Hirata and Sat.

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  “MY CRIMES”: THE DEFENDANT’S STATEMENT BY ZHANG ZHE-ZHONG

  JUNE 10, THE TWELFTH YEAR OF HEISEI (2000)

  The original was written in Chinese. One of the examining officers instructed the defendant to write the statement after he had the defendant reenact the crime using a life-sized mannequin at the police station.

  Detective Takahashi said, “Tell us everything about your life up to now; every rotten thing you’ve done, down to the last detail. Don’t hide anything.” Well, I’ve been living a rough life, hand to mouth, just trying to do the best I can. I haven’t even had time to look back over the last few years of my life or pause for reflection. I can’t remember the things that happened in the distant past, and I don’t want to. They were too sad, too painful, and I’ve sealed them tightly in a forgotten chamber of my memory. I have many memories that I’ve tried to leave behind.

  But Detective Takahashi has kindly given me this opportunity to tell my side of the story, and I would like to do my best to meet his request. It means, however, that I will have to think back on my pathetic life and recall all the many stupid mistakes I have made—mistakes that cannot be unmade. I have heard that I am suspected in the death of Miss Kazue Sat, but I am innocent of this crime. I hope this statement will clear my name where that is concerned.

  In China, a person’s fate is determined by where he is born. This is a saying we are accustomed to hear. But for me it is more than just a saying, it is the truth. If I’d been born in a city like Shanghai or Beijing or Hong Kong, not deep in the mountains of Sichuan Province, my life would have been filled with promise. It would have been bright and happy, of that I am certain. And certainly I would not have ended up making such a mess of things in a foreign country!

  It’s true that I am from Sichuan Province. Ninety percent of the total population of China lives in inland areas like Sichuan. Even so, those areas possess only 10 percent of the nation’s wealth. The rest is controlled by Shanghai and Guangzhou and other port cities. Only 10 percent of the nation’s population lives in port cities, yet those cities control 90 percent of the nation’s wealth. The economic disparity between those who live on the coast and those in the inland regions only continues to deepen.

  For those of us who live inland, we can only grit our teeth in despair as we smell the scent of the paper money and watch the glitter of the gold that we will never possess. We have no choice but to satisfy ourselves with millet and coarse grains, our faces and hair streaked with the dust of the fields we tend.

  Ever since I was a boy my parents and my siblings always said, “Zhe-zhong is the smartest child in the village.” I am not writing this to boast but to be sure that you understand the conditions under which I was raised. I was, to be sure, brighter than the other children my age. I picked up reading and writing in no time at all. And I was able to calculate finances without any effort. To stretch myself and expand my knowledge, I wanted to continue my schooling and go on to higher-level classes. But my family was poor. They could only afford to send me to the village elementary school. When I realized that my dreams would never be realized, I suppose—like a tree whose roots are stymied and twisted and not allowed to grow—I began to nurture a dark jealousy in my heart, an ugly envy. I believed fate had determined that I would be born into this miserable existence.

  Going elsewhere to seek work was the only way people like me could escape this fate. When I went to Guangzhou and Shenzhen, I worked long and hard, thinking all the while that eventually I also would be able to enjoy a wealthy life and save money just like the people from those regions. But after I came to Japan, I was overwhelmed with the feeling that my plans were utterly hopeless. Why might that be? Because the wealth of Japan was beyond compare even to that of China’s port cities.

  If I had not been Chinese, if I had been born Japanese, I surely would not be experiencing these hardships now. From the minute I entered this world I would have had access to so many delicious dishes that half the food would go to waste. To get water, I would just turn a tap. I could bathe as often as I liked, and when I wanted to go to the next village or a neighboring town, I wouldn’t have to walk or wait for a bus that might or might not ever come, I could take a train that rushes through the station every three minutes. I could study what I wanted when I wanted, I could pursue the career of my choice, I could wear attractive clothing, I’d have a cell phone and a car, and I’d end my life under the care of an excellent medical staff. The difference between the life I had in China and the one I might have had in Japan was so great, just imagining it caused me nothing but grief.

  For so long I dreamed of this free and miraculous country, this Japan. I envied all who lived here. And yet it is in the coun