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  Well, he’d take care of all that for her, whether she liked it or not. He had the feeling she wouldn’t, but she’d come around. She was too used to being taken care of, and, as he’d told her, now it was his turn.

  Yesterday had changed everything. He’d felt her response to him, felt the way her mouth had softened and shaped itself to his. She wanted him, too, and the knowledge only increased his determination to have her. She had tried to keep him from seeing it; that acid tongue of hers would have made him lose his temper if he hadn’t seen the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes. It was so unusual that he’d almost wanted to bring back the haughtiness that aggravated him so much… . Almost, but not quite. She was vulnerable now, vulnerable to him. She might not like it, but she needed him. It was an advantage he intended to use.

  There was no answer at the door when he got to the ranch house, and the old truck was missing from its customary parking place in the barn. John put his fists on his hips and looked around, frowning. She had probably driven into town, though it was hard to think that Michelle Cabot was willing to let herself be seen in that kind of vehicle. It was her only means of transportation, though, so she didn’t have much choice.

  Maybe it was better that she was gone; he could check around the ranch without her spitting and hissing at him like an enraged cat, and he’d look at those cattle in the south pasture. He wanted to know just how many head she was running, and how they looked. She couldn’t possibly handle a big herd by herself, but for her sake he hoped they were in good shape, so she could get a fair price for them. He’d handle it himself, make certain she didn’t get rooked. The cattle business wasn’t a good one for beginners.

  He swung into the saddle again. First he checked the east pasture, where she had said the fence was down. Whole sections of it would have to be replaced, and he made mental notes of how much fencing it would take. The entire ranch was run-down, but fencing was critical; it came first. Lush green grass covered the east pasture; the cattle should be in it right now. The south pasture was probably overgrazed, and the cattle would show it, unless the herd was small enough that the south pasture could provide for its needs.

  It was a couple of hours before he made it to the south pasture. He reined in the horse as he topped a small rise that gave him a good view. The frown snapped into place again, and he thumbed his hat onto the back of his head. The cattle he could see scattered over the big pasture didn’t constitute a big herd, but made for far more than the small one he’d envisioned. The pasture was badly overgrazed, but scattered clumps of hay testified to Michelle’s efforts to feed her herd. Slow-rising anger began to churn in him as he thought of her wrestling with heavy bales of hay; some of them probably weighed more than she did.

  Then he saw her, and in a flash the anger rose to boiling point. The old truck was parked in a clump of trees, which was why he hadn’t noticed it right off, and she was down there struggling to repair a section of fencing by herself. Putting up fencing was a two-man job; one person couldn’t hold the barbed wire securely enough, and there was always the danger of the wire backlashing. The little fool! If the wire got wrapped around her, she wouldn’t be able to get out of it without help, and those barbs could really rip a person up. The thought of her lying tangled and bleeding in a coil of barbed wire made him both sick and furious.

  He kept the horse at an easy walk down the long slope to where she was working, deliberately giving himself time to get control of his temper. She looked up and saw him, and even from the distance that still separated them he could see her stiffen. Then she turned back to the task of hammering a staple into the fence post, her jerky movements betraying her displeasure at his presence.

  He dismounted with a fluid, easy motion, never taking his gaze from her as he tied the reins to a low-hanging tree branch. Without a word he pulled the strand of wire to the next post and held it taut while Michelle, equally silent, pounded in another staple to hold it. Like him, she had on short leather work gloves, but her gloves were an old pair of men’s gloves that had been left behind and were far too big for her, making it difficult for her to pick up the staples, so she had pulled off the left glove. She could handle the staples then, but the wire had already nicked her unprotected flesh several times. He saw the angry red scratches; some of which were deep enough for blood to well, and he wanted to shake her until her teeth rattled.

  “Don’t you have any better sense than to try to put up fencing on your own?” he rasped, pulling another strand tight.

  She hammered in the staple, her expression closed. “It has to be done. I’m doing it.”

  “Not anymore, you aren’t.”

  His flat statement made her straighten, her hand closing tightly around the hammer. “You want the payment right away,” she said tonelessly, her eyes sliding to the cattle. She was a little pale, and tension pulled the skin tight across her high cheekbones.

  “If that’s what I have to do.” He pried the hammer from her grip, then bent to pick up the sack of staples. He walked over to the truck, then reached in the open window and dropped them onto the floorboard. Then he lifted the roll of barbed wire onto the truck bed. “That’ll hold until I can get my men out here to do it right. Let’s go.”

  It was a good thing he’d taken the hammer away from her. Her hands balled into fists. “I don’t want your men out here doing it right! This is still my land, and I’m not willing to pay the price you want for your help.”

  “I’m not giving you a choice.” He took her arm, and no matter how she tried she couldn’t jerk free of those long, strong fingers as he dragged her over to the truck, opened the door and lifted her onto the seat. He released her then, slamming the door and stepping back.

  “Drive carefully, honey. I’ll be right behind you.”

  She had to drive carefully; the pasture was too rough for breakneck speed, even if the old relic had been capable of it. She knew he was easily able to keep up with her on his horse, though she didn’t check the rearview mirror even once. She didn’t want to see him, didn’t want to think about selling the cattle to pay her debt. That would be the end of the ranch, because she’d been relying on that money to keep the ranch going.

  She’d hoped he wouldn’t come back today, though it had been a fragile hope at best. After talking to Roger that morning, all she wanted was to be left alone. She needed time by herself to regain her control, to push all the ugly memories away again, but John hadn’t given her that time. He wanted her, and like any predator he’d sensed her vulnerability and was going to take advantage of it.

  She wanted to just keep driving, to turn the old truck down the driveway, hit the road and keep on going. She didn’t want to stop and deal with John, not now. The urge to run was so strong that she almost did it, but a glance at the fuel gauge made her mouth twist wryly. If she ran, she’d have to do it on foot, either that or steal John’s horse.

  She parked the truck in the barn, and as she slid off the high seat John walked the horse inside, ducking his head a little to miss the top of the door frame. “I’m going to cool the horse and give him some water,” he said briefly. “Go on in the house. I’ll be there in a minute.”

  Was postponing the bad news for a few minutes supposed to make her feel better? Instead of going straight to the house, she walked down to the end of the driveway and collected the mail. Once the mailbox had been stuffed almost every day with magazines, catalogs, newspapers, letters from friends, business papers, but now all that came was junk mail and bills. It was odd how the mail reflected a person’s solvency, as if no one in the world wanted to communicate with someone who was broke. Except for past-due bills, of course. Then the communications became serious. A familiar envelope took her attention, and a feeling of dread welled in her as she trudged up to the house. The electric bill was past due; she’d already had one late notice, and here was another one. She had to come up with the money fast, or the power would be disconnecte