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  A sense of menace had filled the silence on the line. For the first time in three weeks she felt isolated and somehow threatened, though there was no tangible reason for it. The chills wouldn’t stop running up and down her spine, and suddenly she had to get out of the house, into the hot sunshine. She had to see John, just be able to look at him and hear his deep voice roaring curses, or crooning gently to a horse or a frightened calf. She needed his heat to dispel the coldness of a menace she couldn’t define.

  Two days later there was another phone call and again, by chance, she answered the phone. “Hello,” she said. “Rafferty residence.”

  Silence.

  Her hand began shaking. She strained her ears and heard that quiet, even breathing, then the click as the phone was hung up, and a moment later the dial tone began buzzing in her ear. She felt sick and cold, without knowing why. What was going on? Who was doing this to her?

  Chapter Eight

  MICHELLE PACED THE bedroom like a nervous cat, her silky hair swirling around her head as she moved. “I don’t feel like going,” she blurted. “Why didn’t you ask me before you told Addie we’d be there?”

  “Because you’d have come up with one excuse after another why you couldn’t go, just like you’re doing now,” he answered calmly. He’d been watching her pace back and forth, her eyes glittering, her usually sinuous movements jerky with agitation. It had been almost a month since he’d moved her to the ranch, and she had yet to stir beyond the boundaries of his property, except to visit her own. He’d given her the keys to the Mercedes and free use of it, but to his knowledge she’d never taken it out. She hadn’t been shopping, though he’d made certain she had money. He had received the usual invitations to the neighborhood Saturday night barbecues that had become a county tradition, but she’d always found some excuse not to attend.

  He’d wondered fleetingly if she were ashamed of having come down in the world, embarrassed because he didn’t measure up financially or in terms of sophistication with the men she’d known before, but he’d dismissed the notion almost before it formed. It wasn’t that. He’d come to know her better than that. She came into his arms at night too eagerly, too hungrily, to harbor any feelings that he was socially inferior. A lot of his ideas about her had been wrong. She didn’t look down on work, never had. She had simply been sheltered from it her entire life. She was willing to work. Damn it, she insisted on it! He had to watch her to keep her from trying her hand at bulldogging. He was as bad as her father had ever been, willing to do just about anything to keep her happy.

  Maybe she was embarrassed because they were living together. This was a rural section, where mores and morality changed slowly. Their arrangement wouldn’t so much as raise an eyebrow in Miami or any other large city, but they weren’t in a large city. John was too self-assured and arrogant to worry about gossip; he thought of Michelle simply as his woman, with all the fierce possessiveness implied by the term. She was his. He’d held her beneath him and made her his, and the bond was reinforced every time he took her.

  Whatever her reason for hiding on the ranch, it was time for it to end. If she were trying to hide their relationship, he wasn’t going to let her get away with it any longer. She had to become accustomed to being his woman. He sensed that she was still hiding something of herself from him, carefully preserving a certain distance between them, and it enraged him. It wasn’t a physical distance. Sweet Lord, no. She was liquid fire in his arms. The distance was mental; there were times when she was silent and withdrawn, the sparkle gone from her eyes, but whenever he asked her what was wrong she would stonewall, and no amount of probing would induce her to tell him what she’d been thinking.

  He was determined to destroy whatever it was that pulled her away from him; he wanted all of her, mind and body. He wanted to hear her laugh, to make her lose her temper as he’d used to do, to hear the haughtiness and petulance in her voice. It was all a part of her, the part she wasn’t giving him now, and he wanted it. Damn it, was she tiptoeing around him because she thought she owed him?

  She hadn’t stopped pacing. Now she sat down on the bed and stared at him, her lips set. “I don’t want to go.”

  “I thought you liked Addie.” He pulled off his boots and stood to shrug out of his shirt.

  “I do,” Michelle said.

  “Then why don’t you want to go to her party? Have you even seen her since you’ve been back?”

  “No, but Dad had just died, and I wasn’t in the mood to socialize! Then there was so much work to be done… .”

  “You don’t have that excuse now.”

  She glared at him. “I decided you were a bully when I was eighteen years old, and nothing you’ve done over the years has changed my opinion!”

  He couldn’t stop the grin that spread over his face as he stripped off his jeans. She was something when she got on her high horse. Going over to the bed, he sat beside her and rubbed her back. “Just relax,” he soothed. “You know everyone who’ll be there, and it’s as informal as it always was. You used to have fun at these things, didn’t you? They haven’t changed.”

  Michelle let him coax her into lying against his shoulder. She would sound crazy if she told him that she didn’t feel safe away from the ranch. He’d want to know why, and what could she tell him? That she’d had two phone calls and the other person wouldn’t say anything, just quietly hung up? That happened to people all the time when someone had dialed a wrong number. But she couldn’t shake the feeling that something menacing was waiting out there for her if she left the sanctuary of the ranch, where John Rafferty ruled supreme. She sighed, turning her face into his throat. She was overreacting to a simple wrong number; she’d felt safe enough all the time she’d been alone at her house. This was just another little emotional legacy from her marriage.

  She gave in. “All right, I’ll go. What time does it start?”

  “In about two hours.” He kissed her slowly, feeling the tension drain out of her, but he could still sense a certain distance in her, as if her mind were on something else, and frustration rose in him. He couldn’t pinpoint it, but he knew it was there.

  Michelle slipped from his arms, shaking her head as she stood. “You gave me just enough time to get ready, didn’t you?”

  “We could share a shower,” he invited, dropping his last garment at his feet. He stretched, his powerful torso rippling with muscle, and Michelle couldn’t take her eyes off him. “I don’t mind being late if you don’t.”

  She swallowed. “Thanks, but you go ahead.” She was nervous about this party. Even aside from the spooky feeling those phone calls had given her, she wasn’t certain how she felt about going. She didn’t know how much the ranching crowd knew of her circumstances, but she certainly didn’t want anyone pitying her, or making knowing remarks about her position in John’s house. On the other hand, she didn’t remember anyone as being malicious, and she had always liked Addie Layfield and her husband, Steve. This would be a family oriented group, ranging in age from Frank and Yetta Campbell, in their seventies, to the young children of several families. People would sit around and talk, eat barbecue and drink beer, the children and some of the adults would swim, and the thing would break up of its own accord at about ten o’clock.

  John was waiting for her when she came out of the bathroom after showering and dressing. She had opted for cool and comfortable, sleeking her wet hair straight back and twisting it into a knot, which she’d pinned at her nape, and she wore a minimum of makeup. She had on an oversize white cotton T-shirt, with the tail tied in a knot on one hip, and loose white cotton drawstring pants. Her sandals consisted of soles and two straps each. On someone else the same ensemble might have looked sloppy, but on Michelle it looked chic. He decided she could wear a feed sack and make it look good.

  “Don’t forget your swimsuit,” he said, remembering that she had always gone swimming at these parties. She’d loved t