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  She was naked. The warm air brushed against her bare skin with the lightest of touches, and then she felt his fingertips doing the same, trailing so gently over each of the dark marks on her shoulders, her arms and breasts, her stomach, that she barely felt him. “Lean down,” he said.

  Slowly she obeyed, guided by his hands, down, down—and he lifted his head, meeting her mouth with his.

  Their first kiss…and they’d already made love. Barrie was shocked at how she could have been so foolish as to forgo the pleasure of his kisses. His lips were firm, warm, hungry. She sank against him with a little sound of mingled surprise and delight humming in her throat. Her breasts flattened against him, the crisp hair on his chest rasping her ultrasensitive nipples, another joy she had unknowingly skipped.

  Oh, this was delicious. His tongue probed for entrance, and she immediately gave it.

  Several minutes later he let his head drop to the blanket. He was panting slightly, his eyes heavy-lidded. “I have another question.”

  “What?” She didn’t want to give up the delights of his mouth. She’d never enjoyed kissing so much before, but he was diabolically good at it. She followed him down, nipping at his lower lip, depositing hot little kisses.

  He chuckled beneath her mouth. The deep, rusty sound charmed her. She sensed that his laughter was even rarer than his smiles, therefore doubly precious.

  “Will you let me be on top this time?”

  The question surprised her into laughter. She stifled it as best she could, burying her head against his neck, but her body shook with giggles. He slipped out of her, making her laugh even harder. She was still laughing when he wrapped one strong arm around her and rolled, lifting her so they didn’t roll off the blanket, efficiently tucking her beneath him and settling between her legs. Her laughter caught on a gasp as he surged heavily into her.

  Her senses swam as she was bombarded by new feelings, when she had already experienced so much. She’d known he was a big man, but lying beneath him sharply brought home the difference in their sizes. Though he propped his weight on his forearms to keep from crushing her, she still felt the heaviness of that iron-muscled body. His shoulders were so broad that he dwarfed her, wrapped around her, shielded her. When she had been on top, she had controlled the depth of his penetration. The control was his now, her thighs spread wide by his hips. He felt bigger, harder than he had before.

  He waited a moment to see how she would accept the vulnerability of her position. But she didn’t feel vulnerable, she realized. She felt utterly secure, buffered by his strength. Tremulously she smiled at him and lifted her arms to wind them around his neck.

  He smiled in return. And then Zane Mackenzie made love to her.

  Chapter 6

  There seemed to be scarcely a moment for the rest of the day when they weren’t making love, resting from making love or about to make love. The sounds of the waterfront surrounded them, the low bellow of ships, truck horns, the sounds of chains and cranes, but inside that small, dim room there seemed to be nothing else in the world but each other. Barrie lost herself in the force of his unbridled sensuality and discovered within herself a passion that matched his. The need to be quiet only added to the intensity.

  He kissed the bruises on her breasts and sucked her nipples until they throbbed with pleasure. His beard-stubbled chin rasped against her breasts, her belly, but he was always careful not to cause her pain as he searched for all the other bruises on her body and paid them the same tender homage.

  “Tell me how they hurt you,” he murmured, “and I’ll make it better.”

  At first Barrie shied away from divulging the details, even to him, but as the hot afternoon wore on and he pleasured her so often she was drunk with the overload on her senses, it began to seem pointless to keep anything from him. Haltingly she began to whisper things to him.

  “Like this?” he asked, repeating the action that had so upset her—except it wasn’t the same. What had been meant to punish at the hands of the kidnappers became purest pleasure in Zane Mackenzie’s hands. He caressed her until her body forgot those other touches, until it remembered only him.

  She whispered another detail, and he wiped out that memory, too, replacing the bad with caresses that lifted her to peak after sensual peak. She couldn’t imagine being handled more tenderly than he handled her, or with such delight. He didn’t try to hide how much he enjoyed looking at her, touching her, making love to her. He reveled in her body, in the contrast between her soft curves and his hard muscularity. It aroused her to be the focus of such intense masculine pleasure, to feel his absorption with the texture of her skin, the curve of her breast, the snug sheathing between her legs. He explored her; he petted her, he drowned her in sexuality. The area around them was still so busy they didn’t dare converse much, so they communicated with their bodies.

  Three times, while they were lying drowsily in the aftermath of loving, he checked his watch and reached for the headset radio. He would click it once, listen, then put it aside.

  “Your men?” she asked, after the first time.

  He nodded. “They’re hiding out, waiting until it’s safe to rendezvous.”

  Then the chatter of voices outside became louder as some people approached, and they fell silent.

  The afternoon wore on, and the light began to dim. She wasn’t particularly hungry, but Zane insisted that she eat. He pulled up his pants; she once more donned his shirt. More formally attired now, they sat close together on the blanket and finished off the bread and fruit, but neither of them wanted any of the cheese. The water was warm and still tasted of chemicals. Barrie sat within the curve of his arm and dreaded leaving.

  She wanted to be safe and comfortable again, but she hated to lose this closeness with Zane, this utter reliance and companionship and intimacy. She wouldn’t push him to continue their relationship; under the circumstances, he might feel responsible and think he would have to let her down gradually, and she didn’t want to put him in that position. If he indicated that he wanted to see her afterward, then…why, then her heart would fly.

  But even if he did, it would be difficult for them to see each other regularly. He was more than just a military man; he was a SEAL. Much of what he did couldn’t be discussed. He would have a home base, duties, missions. If they escaped safely, the danger to him didn’t end there. A chill settled around her heart when she thought of the times in the future when, because it was his job, he would calmly and deliberately walk into a deadly situation. While they were hidden in this small room might be the only time she could ever be certain he was safe and unharmed.

  The fear and uncertainty would almost drive her mad, but she would endure them, she would endure anything, for the opportunity to see him, to grow closer to him. Their relationship, if there was to be one, would have to grow in reverse. Usually people came to know each other, grew to trust and care, and then became lovers; they had become lovers almost immediately, and now they would have to get to know each other, find out all the quirks and personal history and tastes that made them individuals.

  When she got back, she would have to deal with her father. He must be frantic, and once she was safely home, he would be even more paranoid and obsessive. But if Zane wanted her, she would have to deliberately hurt her father’s feelings for the first time in her life; he would be supplanted as number one in her life. Most parents handled the change in their offsprings’ lives with happiness, assuming the chosen mate was decent, but Barrie knew it wouldn’t matter who she fell in love with, her father would be opposed to him. No man, to him, was good enough for her. Even more, he would bitterly resent anything that would take her out of his protection. She was all he had left of his family, and it didn’t help that she greatly resembled her mother. As ambassador, her father had a very active social life, but he’d only ever loved one woman, and that was her mother.

  She would never turn her back on her father, because she loved him dearly, but if the chance for a relationship,