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  She looked across at John. The candle on the table showed the heaviness around his eyes, and the determination in her face. ‘It is only you who are so bound,’ she said. ‘By your own love for him. And by an oath of your own making. Not J. You have bound yourself, John; but my son, thank God, is free.’

  John heard in the kitchen of New Hall that the duke’s homecoming had been sweeter than his own. The whole royal court had ridden out of London to meet him in a great cavalcade of riders with seventy coaches carrying the ladies to throw rose petals and rose water and greet the returning hero. The queen alone had avoided his triumphal return, but only her immediate household had stayed away and sulked. The king had thrown a great dinner to celebrate the triumphal return, and after dinner he had drawn Buckingham away from the crowds and into his private bedchamber and the two men had spent the night together, alone.

  ‘The evening together, you mean,’ John suggested. ‘The duke will have gone to his wife, the Duchess Kate, at night, when the dinner was over.’

  The messenger from London shook his head. ‘He lay that night with the king,’ he said firmly. ‘In the king’s own bed in the king’s own bedchamber.’

  John nodded briefly and turned away. He did not want to hear more.

  ‘And he sent a letter for you,’ the man went on, digging into his pocket.

  Tradescant wheeled around. ‘A letter! You damned fool, why did you not say so at once?’

  ‘I did not think it was urgent –’

  ‘Of course it’s urgent. He may want me at a moment’s notice, you may have delayed me with your kitchen gossip and your nonsense about beds and nights and rose petals –’

  John dragged the letter from the man’s hand and took two stumbling strides to be away from him, so no-one could see the words on the page. He glanced at the seal, the duke’s own familiar seal, broke it and unfurled the page. He had written in his own hand. John tightened his grip on the paper. It was in his own idiosyncratic spiky handwriting, and it was headed ‘John –’

  The relief was almost too much. He could hardly see the words as the paper shook in his hand. The duke had summoned him, the sharp word on the quayside meant nothing. Buckingham wanted him at his side and now their life would begin together as they had planned.

  ‘Grave news?’ the messenger enquired from behind John.

  John flattened the letter to his body. ‘Private,’ he said shortly and took the letter out into the garden like a stolen sweetmeat to devour on his own. He found the knot garden deserted and he walked down one of his own neat paths and sat on a small stone seat at the end of a miniature avenue. Then, and only then, he opened the letter for his lord’s commands.

  John –

  A ship, the Good Fortune, is in the Pool of London with a dozen boxes of curiosities for my rarities room. They are goods from India, carved ivory and worked rugs and the like, some gold and some silver cabinets. Also there is a small box of seeds which will be of interest to you. Do fetch them to New Hall for me, or send someone you can trust. I shall be at Whitehall for Christmas with my king. – Villiers.

  That was all. There was no message bidding him to Whitehall, no summons. There was no word of love or even remembrance. He was not cast off, he was not a spurned lover. He did not stand high enough for rejection. Buckingham had simply forgotten the promises, forgotten the nights, and moved on to other things.

  John sat on the stone seat for a long time with the letter in his hand, the high skies of Essex arched cold and grey above his head. Only when the cold of the stone seat and the cold of the winter winds had chilled him to the very bone did he stir and realise that the coldness was from the world around him, and not seeping icily into his veins from his heart.

  ‘I have to go to London,’ Tradescant remarked to J. They were working side by side in the duke’s rose garden, pruning the year’s growth down to sharp sticks cut carefully on the slant.

  ‘Can I go for you?’ J asked.

  ‘What for?’

  ‘I could help you.’

  ‘I’m not in my dotage,’ John said. ‘I think I can get to London and back with a wagon on my own.’

  ‘If you are carrying valuables …’

  ‘Then I’ll hire a man with a musket.’

  ‘You might like my company …’

  ‘Or I might prefer to travel alone. What’s the secret, J? You never liked London before?’

  J straightened up and pushed his plain hat back on his head. ‘I would like to visit a young woman,’ he announced. ‘You could come and see her too. Her parents would make us both very welcome.’

  John stood up, one hand on his aching back. ‘A young woman? What young woman?’

  ‘Her name is Jane. Jane Hurte. Her father has a mercer’s shop near to the docks. While you were away, a package came for his lordship and they sent me down to London to fetch it. Mother wanted some buttons and I stepped into the Hurtes’ shop. Jane Hurte took my money and we had a few words of conversation.’

  John waited, taking care not to smile. There was something deeply endearing about this stilted account of courtship.

  ‘Then I took a lift with the sheep fleeces down to the market, and visited her again.’

  ‘In June?’ John asked, thinking of shearing time.

  ‘Yes. And then the duchess wanted something fetched from the London house, so I went down on the cart with her maid and spent the day with the Hurtes.’

  ‘How many times have you been there?’

  ‘Six times,’ J said reverently.

  ‘Is she a pretty lass?’

  ‘She’s not a lass, she’s a young lady. She’s twenty-three.’

  ‘I beg her pardon! Is she fair or dark?’

  ‘Sort of dark, well, she’s not golden-haired, but not altogether dark.’

  ‘Pretty?’

  ‘She’s not painted and curled and half-naked, like the women of the court. She’s modest and …’

  ‘Is she pretty?’

  ‘I think so.’

  ‘If you are the only one that thinks so then she must be plain,’ John teased.

  ‘She’s not plain,’ J replied seriously. ‘She’s … she’s … she looks like herself.’

  John abandoned hope of getting much sense from his son about Jane Hurte’s looks. ‘Does she share your beliefs?’

  ‘Of course. Her father is a preacher.’

  ‘A travelling preacher?’

  ‘No, he has his own chapel and a congregation. He’s a most respected man.’

  ‘You are serious about her?’

  ‘I wish to marry her,’ J said. He looked at his father as if measuring how far he could trust him with a confidence. ‘I wish to marry her soon. I have been disturbed recently.’

  ‘Disturbed?’

  ‘Yes. Sometimes I find it hard to think of her only as a spiritual partner and companion.’

  John bit the inside of his cheeks to suppress a smile. ‘You can love her body as well as her soul, I suppose.’

  ‘Only if we are married.’

  ‘Does she want to marry?’

  J flushed a deep brick red and bent over the roses. ‘I think she might,’ he said. ‘But I could not ask her while you were away. I needed you to meet her father and discuss her dowry and all the arrangements.’

  John nodded. ‘We’ll stay overnight in London,’ he decided. J’s apprentice lovemaking seemed very sweet and young compared to the complexity of his own pain. ‘Send them word that we can come at dinnertime and perhaps they will ask us to dine.’

  ‘I’m sure they will. Only, Father …’

  ‘Yes?’

  ‘They’re very devout people, and they think badly of the king. We will have a better time if we do not talk about the king or the court, or the archbishop.’

  ‘Or Ireland, or the enclosures, or the Ile de Rhé, or my lord Buckingham, or my lord Stafford, or ship money, or the court of wards, or anything,’ John said impatiently. ‘I am not a fool, J. I will not embarrass you before your sweet