Killian: A West Bend Saints Romance Read online

  I felt a rush of something I couldn't quite place, seeing her with them. These men had to be the people she was working with, the people she'd chosen to be with.

  Her crew.

  A wave of jealousy washed over me, this feeling of possessiveness I couldn't shake. She'd been mine once.

  Or, rather, once upon a time I thought she was mine.

  I told myself I had no right to her anymore. I'd never had a right to her, even back then.

  I stopped, a few feet away from the group, looking at the old man. "You."

  Tempest turned to look behind her. "Oscar," she said, her voice soft. "What did you do?"

  He shrugged. "I'm simply an old man, looking for a meal," he said, taking the sleeve of the man in the suit and calling for the host. "I think a table at the far end, over there by the window, will do nicely. For three."

  The nerd with the glasses looked up from his phone. "There's four of us."

  The man in the suit patted him on the back and cleared his throat. "I do believe it's just the three of us for dinner, Emir," he said.

  The group followed the maitre'd across the restaurant, and I stepped forward, close to Tempest.

  I had the nearly irresistible urge to slide my hand up to the nape of her neck, grab a handful of hair, and draw her against me.

  Or to fucking throttle her.

  I wasn't sure which feeling was stronger.

  Instead, I stood there, looking at her. "Tempest Wilde," I said. "Or should I call you Maggie?"

  She stood there, expressionless for a moment. "You found me," she said.

  I wasn't sure if she was disappointed or pleased.

  And then a smile played on the edges of her lips. "Silas Saint," she said. "It's been a long time."

  She tilted her head down, swept a strand of brown and purple hair over her forehead, and looked up at me, eyes twinkling. Her hair was different from the way I remembered. But the look she gave me was familiar.

  That part, I hadn't forgotten.

  13

  Tempest

  "What are you doing here, Tempest?" Silas asked. He stood so close to me that I couldn't think about anything except the way his lips would feel as they dragged across my skin.

  "A girl gets hungry," I said. As soon as the words left my mouth, I realized how much they sounded like an innuendo. Silas made a sound in his throat, low and guttural.

  I stood there motionless, drinking in his presence.

  I wanted to stay there forever, life on hold.

  "You were at the fight," he said. "Maggie. Jameson, is it now?"

  "Tempest," I said. "It’s Tempest. It always was."

  He laughed, but there was no mirth in the sound. Instead, it was just bitter. "Your name was real, then?" he asked. "That's the only thing about you that wasn't a lie."

  "You know that's not true, Silas," I said, my voice soft. "With you, it was real. We were real." He thought I'd deceived him, ripped out his heart and left West Bend - left him - without a care in the world.

  He couldn't know how hard it was for me to leave back then. His mother had been right. I would only drag him down.

  He had no idea how hard it was now, standing here before him.

  "Do I know that, Tempest?” he asked. "You don't know the meaning of the word real."

  "I did love you once," I said, honest. For once. “Back then. That was real.”

  Something flickered across his face, painful and intense, and I almost regretted telling the truth. It was wrong, telling him something that would cause him more pain, years later.

  Silas stepped forward, so close to me I could feel his warm breath, his face inches from mine. I heard him inhale, and every cell in my body responded to his nearness, anticipating his touch.

  Desperate for his touch.

  I wanted to know if his lips tasted the way they used to. I wanted to know if he felt the same way underneath my fingertips that he did years ago. I wanted to know if our bodies would meld together, fitting like two puzzle pieces, the way they did when we were teenagers, initially fumbling and naive.

  But he didn't kiss me.

  Instead, he slid his hand up my arm, leaving a trail of goose bumps in his wake, until his hand reached the nape of my neck. He clutched at my hair, grasping a handful, and pulled me close to him. The movement sent a shock of pain through my body that made me wince.

  Followed immediately by a rush of arousal at his touch.

  "Outside," he growled. "Now."

  Only barely loosening his grip on my hair, his hand still on my neck, he led me around the tables in the bar, past his friends, and through the tinted glass doors that opened onto a balcony, empty of anyone else. The cityscape stretched out in front of us, the twinkling lights of Vegas that went on for miles until they faded away at the edge of the desert. Music pumped softly over the speakers.

  Silas pushed me forward until we reached the far end of the balcony, where a canopy with white billowing fabric framed matching white cushioned lounges and glass tables. Without asking, he took my purse from my hands and set it on one of the tables. He barely stopped moving. Instead, he guided me toward the edge of the space, his grip on me unyielding.

  He only stopped when we reached the glass wall that lined the balcony, finally letting go of me.

  I turned to face him, my heart thumping wildly in my chest. “Most people would say ‘Hello. How have you been? Have a seat. Can I buy you a cocktail?’” I said.

  Silas didn’t smile. His expression was dark, his eyes greyer than the soft blue from my memories, like the kind of sky you see at the beach right before a storm.

  Dark and foreboding.

  He stepped forward, and I leaned back, the railing of the balcony cool against my skin, draped in the low cut fabric of my dress. Silas slid his hand around my waist, the gesture possessive. When he spoke, his voice was low and hoarse. “Would you like me to say hello?” he asked.

  “That would be nice.”

  “Hello, Tempest.”

  The way he said it, deep in his throat, made me weak, and I swallowed hard before I spoke. “Hello, Silas.”

  “Would you like to sit?” His hand slid to the middle of my stomach, lingering for a moment, and the movement sent a shock of arousal like electricity, running through my veins.

  “No.”

  “Can I buy you a cocktail?” He traced his finger up the middle of my abdomen, in between my breasts, to the top of my cleavage, and paused there.

  “No.”

  He lowered his gaze to my chest, as he traced the outline of the top of my breasts, just above the material on my dress. I lightly closed my eyes, thrown back to feeling seventeen again, anticipating his body pressed against mine.

  "There," he said. "That's out of the way. Are you happy now?"

  "Ecstatic," I said. “Was it so hard to extend a little courtesy to an old friend?”

  He grunted in response. “Is that what we are, Tempest? Old friends? Why the hell are you suddenly showing up in my life?"

  I shrugged, the gesture a hell of a lot more nonchalant than I felt. Outside, I was the picture of calm. Inside was an entirely different story. "Coincidence," I said. "Or maybe it's just the universe's twisted sense of humor."

  I was aware of Silas's finger, paused at the top of my breast, unmoving. My breath hitched in my throat.

  "What were you doing with Coker?" he asked.

  "I can't tell you that, Silas." I wanted to explain, to tell him why I was doing what I was doing, to tell him that I wasn't who I was back then, back when I was an accomplice to my parents' scams. But I knew the explanation would ring hollow. Besides, what the hell did I know about Silas anymore? Could I even trust him?

  Silas looked down at me, his blue eyes filled with a mixture of lust and anger. He slipped a finger underneath the fabric of my dress, against my bare breast.

  I inhaled sharply, tasting the coolness of the air, and looked behind him to the restaurant, aware that he was barely blocking my body with his.