Killian: A West Bend Saints Romance Read online

  Her cheeks are flushed and a piece of hair falls down over her forehead. She wipes it away and sighs loudly. Hell, I didn't think she could get any hotter than she looked yesterday, but she's proved me wrong. I think she's sexier when she's angry.

  "I'm the boss, you ass!" She yells it, her hands on her hips.

  “You’re the boss. Well, hell. How about that.”

  She purses her lips. “Yeah, how about that. And, despite what you assumed, I had it handled. Because this is my store. And I don’t need some caveman barging in here with some misguided notion that he’s rescuing me because I can’t deal with a couple of assholes."

  “I didn’t say –“

  She holds up her hand. “I can take care of myself, thank you very much. And I can run my own damn business.”

  Shit, she’s standing there a few inches away from me, her face upturned toward mine, lush lips parted slightly, and she's absolutely stinking mad. And I’m not sure I’ve ever wanted to kiss a woman more in my life.

  Is it wrong that I just want to piss her off more to see her the way she is now?

  “You’re welcome,” I say.

  Her eyes get big again. “I didn’t say thank you.”

  “You said 'thank you very much', actually.”

  “That was sarcasm. Sorry if it was too subtle for you.”

  “I accept your apology as well,” I say graciously.

  “That was not an apology.”

  “Well, it wasn’t a great apology. But you’ll get better at it.”

  By all rights, I should be apologizing to her and I damn well know it. She’s right, and I’m man enough to admit it.

  But not right now. Right now, I just want to see her with her hands on her hips and a flush on her face, leaning forward as she yells at me, her t-shirt dipping low enough that I can see the top of her cleavage as her breasts rise and fall with each breath she takes.

  I’m a pig. I never pretended otherwise.

  I’m not a complete chauvinist, though. Clearly, I underestimated Coffee Girl. She’s perfectly capable of standing up for herself. And I shouldn’t be staking my claim on her like she’s my property. But damn it, when I saw those two assholes giving her grief, I couldn’t help it. That shit just isn't right.

  She makes a frustrated sound, her hands clenched into fists at her side, then pulls her apron over her head and slams it down on the counter. “I don’t have time for an argument. I have to go pick up my kid from school.”

  “I should know your name, since we’ve just had our first fight."

  She narrows her eyes as she looks at me. “It’s not our first fight,” she says, “because there aren’t going to be any more. Because you’re going to walk out of my bakery and go back to your cabin and do whatever it is that you do there.”

  “Chop up the bodies of unsuspecting women I spill coffee on,” I say. I think I see a flash of something in her eyes then, the corners of her mouth turning up. She wants to laugh, but she doesn’t.

  She turns toward the door, holding it open for me, my cue to exit the premises, I suppose. “Lily,” she says, her one concession to me.

  “Lily,” I repeat.

  “And?” She arches an eyebrow. "You are?”

  “Going to grab a cup of coffee before I take off.”

  “I think you might be the most irritating person I’ve ever had the displeasure of meeting.” She exhales heavily as she gestures to the older woman behind the counter. "Opal, please give Caveman a cup of coffee. To go."

  5

  Lily

  “After Princess Chloe defeated the fire-breathing dragon she asked him, ‘Would you like to come to the palace with me? We could even have cake if you like, although I’m not sure I have a big enough chair for you.’ The fire-breathing dragon burped, and a little puff of smoke escaped from his mouth.”

  Chloe giggles. “He only breathed smoke because he’s trying to be nice.”

  “It’s true. Princess Chloe decided it might be fun to have a dragon around the house…if he could avoid setting anything on fire.”

  “How is he going to not set things on fire?” Chloe asks. “That’s what dragons do.”

  “I don’t know.” I pretend to mull it over. “Do you have any ideas?”

  “The dragon could help her cook.”

  “That’s a good idea,” I agree. “He’d be a natural at barbecuing.”

  “But dragons can’t wear chef hats.”

  “Of course they can,” I tell her. “Princess Chloe would have to send away for a special dragon size, though. With a matching apron.”

  “This story is not about me.” Chloe looks at me, a stern expression on her face. “And you know that dragons aren’t real.”

  I feign shock. “What makes you think this story is about you? This is an entirely fictional story about a completely made-up girl and her pet dragon. And how do you know dragons aren’t real, anyway?”

  “Mom.” She cocks her head to the side. “Of course they’re not. That’s why this story is fictional, because fictional means that it’s a lie. But you can keep telling it anyway, I like pretending.”

  “Fiction isn’t exactly the same thing as lying.”

  “Yes it is,” she protests. “It’s like when Hannah says that we’re hiding in this town because you’re supposed to be in jail. That’s fiction.”

  “Wait a second. This is what the kids in your class are saying?”

  “Yeah,” Chloe shrugs nonchalantly and averts her eyes and I know from the look on her face that they hurt her feelings. “I mean, they say all kinds of things. I know that it’s lies, but they won’t listen.”

  I exhale heavily. “I’ll have a talk with your teachers.”

  “Mo-om,” she protests. “Don’t do that. I know it’s not true anyway.”

  “They still shouldn’t be saying stuff like that.” Those stupid little shits.

  “It’s okay. I told them we were spies.”

  “You did?”

  “Nana said it was okay sometimes to tell white lies. I don’t think this was a bad lie.”

  “You told Nana what the kids at school were saying?”

  Chloe shrugs. “Nana said my white lie was clever.”

  I draw her against me and kiss the top of her head. Gone are the days of preschool and arguing with her classmates about whose turn it was to use a toy. Now it’s teasing and bullying. “Nana is right. You are clever.”

  “What does clever mean?”

  “It means that you’re smart. Spies, huh?”

  “Yeah. Secret agents."

  "Do we have trench coats and sunglasses?"

  “You know that spies don’t really wear trench coats and sunglasses. If they did, everyone would know they were spies.”

  “When did you become so jaded?”

  “I don’t know what that means,” she says.

  “It means…” I sigh, searching for the word. “Realistic. You used to believe in fairy tales.”

  “I’m growing up.” Her voice is somber. A pang of nostalgia for when she was younger goes straight through my heart.

  “I don’t need to be reminded of that fact, kiddo.” I hug her tight to me.

  I stopped believing in fairy tales a long time ago.

  After Chloe is asleep, I lie awake in bed unable to sleep, a million thoughts racing through my head. I fell in love with this small town out in the middle of Nowhere Colorado when Chloe and I drove out to visit my parents, who'd moved from the suburbs of Chicago to Gold River, Colorado, four hours from here.

  Most people retire and move to Florida, or at least to someplace warm where they don't have to worry about shoveling snow all winter, but not my parents. They move to one of the coldest places in the United States. After Adam's death, they were on me nearly every day to move out to Gold River with them, but I resisted the idea.

  At first, I intended to stay in Chicago where Adam and I had a life together. Then when everything came out - the scandal that destroyed everything I had believe