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  JOAN FELT ALL eyes on her as she approached the dais. The gown she’d chosen for the midday meal was even more bold and daring than usual. Red had always been her favorite color, but she’d avoided it of late so as not to draw too much attention to herself.

  But today she wanted attention, and the deep crimson velvet of the cotehardie seemed to be doing its job. Of course, it wasn’t just the dramatic color. The gown was snug fitting in the arms and bodice and cut almost indecently low across the chest. If she could manage a deep breath—which she didn’t think she could—she would be in danger of revealing the edge of her nipples.

  The undergown was a rich contrast of gold damask, trimmed with fine beaded and embroidered ribbon. Her hair was loose and held back from her face by a simple gold circlet. The gossamer gold veil that covered the back of her head was so thin and transparent that she might as well have been bareheaded.

  She only had a few pieces of jewelry remaining. Most of what her father had given her had been claimed by her cousins (mainly Alice) as part of their inheritance. The simple gold necklace, cameo, and small ruby earrings that Joan wore tonight had been beneath her cousins’ regard. The bracelet that MacRuairi had given her was hidden, tucked under the sleeve of her gown. She didn’t want Alice to see it and ask questions.

  Joan had taken unusual care with her appearance, and if the level of appreciation in the male gazes staring at her was any indication, her efforts had been worth it. But there was only one gaze she sought. One gaze that she knew required boldness and flashiness to draw. Sir Hugh Despenser, King Edward’s new favorite, only liked the best. Even as a young man, he had always surrounded himself with the finest, prettiest, and most rare.

  Joan had known Sir Hugh for six years. His father—also Sir Hugh—had been her first guardian after the death of her father. She’d liked the older knight, and although the younger Sir Hugh had been gone most of the time, he’d always treated her kindly.

  As a girl, she’d been somewhat in awe of the brash young nobleman whose striking but refined dark-haired, dark-eyed handsomeness verged on prettiness. He dressed richly and colorfully in clothes fit for a king. Though arrogant, conceited, and with an undeniably high opinion of himself, his bold, boisterous charisma and unrepentant, lavish extravagance had always amused her. There was charm in someone who made no pretense about who he was and what he wanted.

  He had an unexpectedly strong streak of honor in him though. As she’d grown into a young woman, she’d been aware that his gaze had lingered on her longer and with a different kind of interest. But he’d respected her position in his father’s household and never attempted to cross that particular boundary—even when others had.

  She hoped he would reconsider now when the boundaries no longer existed. She wanted to look in his direction to see whether his gaze was one that was turned toward her, but forced her eyes straight ahead instead. She didn’t want her intentions to be too obvious or show too much interest in him—men liked to be the pursuers, not the pursued.

  Joan knew she was taking a risk—a big risk—in setting her sights on Sir Hugh. He was both older and savvier than the young knights she usually targeted. But if the rumors that he held the king’s confidence were true, it would be worth it.

  King Edward had been mourning the death of his previous favorite, Piers Gaveston, Earl of Cornwall, for nearly a year. The reverberations from the execution of the much-hated Gaveston by some of Edward’s barons were still rippling throughout the kingdom.

  The exact nature of the king’s relationship with Gaveston and others he picked out for his favor was speculated upon, but as the men were often married and involved with women—without the king’s displeasure—Joan thought it likely something more than sexual in nature. The sodomy of which some accused him was almost too simple an explanation. What Edward felt for these men was beyond that—it was love, brotherhood, and friendship so deep and consuming that it bordered on obsession. It made him lose sight of everything else and not care that he was alienating his barons, his queen, and his kingdom with the largess he heaped upon his favorites.

  The men already seated at the high table stood as she approached. De Beaumont held out his hand to help her take her seat beside Alice’s younger sister, her cousin Margaret, who had arrived at Carlisle Castle just before they’d left for Berwick. When the royal party arrived, Joan would take her normal place on one of the lower tables, but with the few women at the castle at present, she was being honored with a seat on the dais.

  “You look exceptionally beautiful today, cousin,” Sir Henry said with a long look over her hand.

  Joan didn’t like the speculative glint in his eye—and apparently neither did his wife.

  Alice’s gaze narrowed. “That’s a pretty dress, Joan. I don’t recall seeing it before.”

  Joan swore silently. The last thing she needed was to have Sir Henry cast his lecherous gaze in her direction and draw her cousin’s ire. At times, Alice’s jealousy worked in Joan’s favor. Indeed, they might not have left Carlisle Castle to travel with Sir Henry and his men to answer the king’s muster at Berwick Castle were it not for her cousin wanting to keep a close eye on her husband. Alice suspected her husband had engaged in a liaison with one of Queen Isabella’s ladies-in-waiting the last time he’d traveled to London (which he had), so when she heard the queen was marching north with the king, Alice had insisted they would go to Berwick as well.

  Unlike the previous queen who had traveled with the first King Edward into battle all the way to Stirling Castle, Queen Isabella and the rest of the ladies would remain in relative safety at Berwick Castle when the king and his army marched on.

  Despite the bad memories evoked by the castle that had been the place of her mother’s imprisonment, Joan knew it was a great opportunity to be in the center of all the activity where she might discover information, and she’d been grateful for her cousin’s possessiveness of her husband. But at other times—like now—it could be dashed inconvenient. The last thing Joan needed was to have a jealous Alice watching her.

  “Thank you, cousin,” Joan said, pretending obliviousness to Alice’s concern. “Lady Isabella had it made for me before I left. It needed a few adjustments, but I was pleased that it still fit.”

  Her cousin’s gaze dropped to the low cut of her bodice and her mouth pursed as if she might disagree about the fit.

  But someone else spoke before she could. “I must thank my mother the next time I see her,” a voice on the other side of Sir Henry said. Recognizing it, Joan felt a wave of satisfaction that only deepened when she turned and met Sir Hugh’s appreciative gaze. “Her taste is as exquisite as the beauty of the woman wearing it.”

  Joan blushed prettily and gave him a nod to acknowledge the compliment. She could still feel the heat of his eyes on her as she turned away and started a quiet conversation with Margaret—who was nothing like her sister—about their activities for tomorrow.

  Joan didn’t need to attract any more attention. The first spark had been lit. The question was whether it would catch fire.

  It was a conflagration.

  Joan remembered Sir Hugh as bold, and he did not disappoint her. Barely had the first course been served when he made his way down the bench where she was seated and squeezed in between her and Margaret. For the rest of the meal, he entertained them with stories of some of the ridiculous things he’d witnessed at court. His witty observations had them both laughing until tears ran down their cheeks. She’d forgotten how amusing he could be, and for a while Joan could almost forget her purpose. But near the end of the meal, when Margaret was temporarily drawn into conversation with her sister, it was brought back to her in full force.

  Sir Hugh inched closer on the bench, leaning his body toward hers until they were almost touching. “You have grown into quite a lovely young woman, Lady Joan. I must admit you surprised me.”

  “How is that, my lord?”

  She could feel the heat of his gaze moving over the bare skin of h