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  With her head bowed, she waited, but the seconds ticked by, and Clayton made no move to touch her. Finally she lifted her head and raised green eyes shining with surrender to his. “Would you please,” she whispered achingly, “hold me now?”

  Clayton started to reach for her and stopped . . . and then he caught her arms and jerked her to him, crushing her against his chest as his mouth came down hungrily on hers. With a smothered moan of joy, Whitney returned his kiss, glorying in the feel of his lips locked fiercely to hers.

  Twining her arms around his neck, she pressed against him, fitting her melting body to the hardening contours of his. A shudder shook him as she leaned into him, and his hands tightened possessively on her back and hips, molding her closer to him, sliding up her spine, then lower, gathering her willing body into his. “God, how I’ve missed you!” he whispered hoarsely against her lips, and he deepened the kiss. At the first tentative touch of his tongue, Whitney’s lips parted without further urging, and Clayton groaned, clasping her tighter as his tongue plunged into her sweet softness, searching with an almost desperate urgency, taking what she was offering.

  The exquisite feeling of her in his arms, the taste of her lips clinging to his, the fullness of her breasts against his palms, was unbearable joy to Clayton. He couldn’t go on, and he was afraid to stop . . . afraid that if he broke the contact, she would vanish, and the aching desire racking him would become an aching emptiness instead.

  When he finally tore his mouth from hers, he kept his arms around her, resting his chin atop her shining head, waiting for his breathing to even out. And Whitney stayed there—as if being in his arms were the only place in the world she wished to be.

  Drawing back slightly, Clayton looked down into the limpid pools of her eyes and quietly asked, “Are you willing to marry me?”

  Whitney nodded. She nodded, because she could not speak.

  “Why?” he persisted evenly. “Why do you want to marry me?”

  From the moment he had made her cross the room to him, rather than meeting her halfway, Whitney had known Clayton was going to require an unconditional surrender from her; she knew what he was demanding of her now. Through tears of joy and relief constricting her breath, she found her voice and softly said, “Because I love you.”

  His arms closed around her with stunning force. “God help you if you don’t mean it!” he warned fiercely, “because I’ll never let you go again.”

  Shamelessly yearning to be kissed, Whitney whispered, “I shall be very happy to prove I do mean it.” She saw his eyes darken with passion as he bent his head to her, and she leaned up on her toes to prove it. She kissed him with all the aching longing that being this close to him evoked; she kissed him in all the ways he had ever kissed her, feeling faint with joy when he began to kiss her back, his mouth moving with fierce tenderness, then opening with fiery demand over hers, until their breaths were mingled gasps, and they were straining to one another.

  It was Clayton who broke the kiss and forced his hands to stop their exploration, the pleasure-torture of caressing the cherished curves and hollows of the slender, voluptuous body that had haunted his dreams. But he kept her in his arms, tangling his hand in her heavy hair, loving the familiar texture of it. “Why did you make me wait so long?” he breathed.

  Leaning back, Whitney tipped her head in the direction of the dining room where Vanessa was. “Why couldn’t you have waited a little longer?”

  “Little one,” he chuckled tenderly, “you are the only female alive who would bring up Vanessa at a time like this.”

  Whitney’s expression suddenly turned solemn, and Clayton didn’t see the smile that glowed in her eyes as she said, “I have a confession—and it may make a difference in which of us you decide upon.”

  Clayton stiffened. “And that is?”

  “I told your mother the truth about my talent at the pianoforte.”

  With a laughing sigh of relief, Clayton drew her close. “Can you sing any better?” he teased.

  “No. I’m afraid not.”

  Although his tone was light, Whitney heard the huskiness of desire that deepened his voice as he said, “In that case, I suppose you will have to learn some other ways to please me.”

  Beneath the thin fabric of his shirt, his chest was warm and hard against her cheek. Whitney smiled as she slid her hand upward and spread her fingers over his pounding heart. “The last time we discussed my shortcomings in that area, you said you didn’t have the time to instruct a tiresomely naive schoolgirl. But I think—if you have the time—you will find that I’m an excellent student.”

  He was silent a long moment, then he said, “Perhaps I should begin by teaching you a more suitable response than your last when I tell you that I love you?”

  Whitney nodded happily, but her voice suddenly filled with tears. “If you’d care to try again, I’ll show you that I’ve already learned that lesson.”

  Tipping her chin up, Clayton looked deeply into her eyes and quietly said, “I love you.”

  Shyly laying her trembling hand against his smoothly shaven cheek and jaw, Whitney whispered, “I love you, too.”

  He grinned. “Now that, my sweet, is a vast improvement.”

  She tried to smile back at him, but Clayton saw the tears glistening in her eyes. Cradling her face between both his hands, he gazed at her misty green eyes. “Why tears, darling?”

  “Because,” Whitney whispered brokenly, “until this moment, I was certain you would never say that to me again.”

  With a groaning laugh, Clayton hugged her tightly to him. “Oh, little one, I have loved you since the night we played chess at my house and, after announcing that you would never call any man your ‘lord,’ you called me a conniving, black-hearted scoundrel when I took the game from you.” He had loved her from the moment she had laughingly told him a story about a girl who used to pepper her music teacher’s snuff box.

  Stephen tapped lightly on the door, then stepped into the study and closed the door behind him. He grinned wickedly at his brother, who tightened his arms possessively around Whitney. “Excuse me, brother dear, but your absence is making things increasingly uncomfortable in the other room.”

  Clayton heard this with a frown of distaste. “Is dinner over?”

  “Long since,” Stephen confirmed. “And Vanessa is displaying a marked antagonism toward my charming efforts to enlighten her on the proper care and feeding of racehorses.”

  “Stephen, your brother is in something of a dilemma.” Whitney smiled, turning sideways in Clayton’s arms. “Let me think—how did he phrase it? Oh yes. He has only two hands and he has offered them both.”

  Stephen arched a thoughtful brow. “I have two hands, and they are neither of them promised, Miss Stone,” he offered gamely.

  Stephen,” Clayton said sternly, but with a slow grin, “do not strain the bonds of brotherly affection beyond what you already have this evening. I’ll attend to freeing one of my ‘hands’ when I take Vanessa home tonight.”

  “I should be leaving too,” Whitney sighed, reluctantly pulling out of Clayton’s arms and smoothing her gown. “It will be very late by the time I get back to Emily’s.”

  “You, my love, are not setting foot out of this house. I’ll send a servant to the Archibalds’ for your things when I leave with Vanessa, and he can inform them that you will return in a week. Not one day before.”

  Whitney knew perfectly well that Clayton was issuing this edict because of her unexplained change in attitude between the time she left him at the church and saw him again at the wedding banquet. Since she wanted with all her heart to stay with him, Whitney acceded to his flat command with a demure smile.

  With one hip perched atop his desk, Clayton watched while Whitney sat behind it and wrote a note to Emily. She assured her that the duchess was in residence and asked that Clarissa and her clothes be dispatched post haste to Claymore. Winsomely, Whitney added a postscript, “This time, I’ll send the invitations. This one i