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  Under the wide arched entrance to the ballroom, he stopped and nodded at the musicians in the far alcove, and the music ground to an abrupt halt. Whitney could feel the eyes swerving toward her, hear the roar of the crowd dying swiftly as the babble of voices trailed off in ominous silence. She drew a long, quivering breath, focused her eyes slightly above everyone’s heads, and stepped down the the shallow steps, allowing her father to lead her toward the center of the room.

  Staring, watchful silence followed her and, at that moment, had she been able to find the strength, Whitney would have picked up her skirts and fled. She clung to the memory of Nicolas DuVille, of his proud, laughing elegance, and the way he had escorted her everywhere. He would have leaned over and whispered in her ear, “They are nothing but provincials, chérie! Just keep your head high.”

  The crowd parted as a young, red-haired man shoved his way through—Peter Redfern, who had teased her unmercifully as a child, but had also been one of her few friends. At five and twenty, Peter’s hairline had receded slightly, but the boyishness that was so much a part of him was still there. “Good God!” he exclaimed with unconcealed admiration when he was standing directly in front of her. “It is you, you little ruffian! What have you done with your freckles?!”

  Whitney gulped back her horrified laughter at this undignified greeting and put her hand in his outstretched palm. “What,” she countered, beaming at him, “have you done with your hair, Peter?”

  Peter burst out laughing, and the silent spell was broken. Everyone started talking at once, closing in on her and exchanging greetings.

  Anticipation and tension were building apace, but Whitney restrained the urge to turn and look for Paul as the minutes ticked past and she continued making the same mechanical responses, over and over again. Yes, she had enjoyed Paris. Yes, her Uncle Edward Gilbert was well. Yes, she would be pleased to attend this card party or that dinner party.

  Peter was still beside her a quarter of an hour later while Whitney was speaking with the apothecary’s wife. From her left, where all the local girls and their husbands were standing, Whitney heard Margaret Merryton’s familiar, malicious laugh. “I heard she made a spectacle of herself in Paris and is all but shunned from polite society there,” Margaret was telling them.

  Peter heard her too, and he grinned at Whitney. “It’s time to face Miss Merryton. You can’t avoid her forever. And anyway, she’s with someone you haven’t met yet.”

  At Peter’s urging, Whitney reluctantly turned to face her childhood foe.

  Margaret Merryton was standing with her hand resting possessively on Clayton Westland’s claret-colored sleeve. This afternoon, Whitney would have sworn that nothing, nothing could make her dislike Clayton Westland more than she did, but seeing him with Margaret, knowing he was listening to her vituperative comments, turned Whitney’s initial dislike into genuine loathing.

  “We were all so disappointed that you weren’t able to find a husband in France, Whitney,” Margaret said with silken malice.

  Whitney looked at her with cool disdain. “Margaret, every time you open your mouth, I always expect to hear a rattle.” Then she picked up her skirts, intending to turn and speak to Emily, but Peter caught her elbow. “Whitney,” he said, “allow me to introduce Mr. Westland to you. He has leased the Hodges place and is just back from France.”

  Still stinging from Margaret’s cruel remarks, Whitney jumped to the conclusion that if Clayton Westland had just returned from France, he must be the one who had provided Margaret with the lie that Whitney was an outcast there. “How do you like living in the country, Mr. Westland?” she inquired in a voice of bored indifference.

  “Most of the people have been very friendly,” he said meaningfully.

  “I’m certain they have.” Whitney could almost feel his eyes disrobing her as they had at the stream. “Perhaps one of them will even be ‘friendly’ enough to show you the boundary of your property, so that you don’t embarrass yourself by trespassing on ours, as you did earlier today.”

  A stunned silence fell over the group; the amusement vanished from Clayton Westland’s expression. “Miss Stone,” he said in a voice of strained patience, “we seem to have gotten off on a rather bad foot.” Inclining his head toward the dance floor, he said, “Perhaps if you will do me the honor of dancing . . .”

  If he said anything more, Whitney didn’t hear it, because directly behind her and very close to her ear an achingly familiar, deep voice said, “I beg your pardon, I was told Whitney Stone was to be here tonight, but I don’t recognize her.” His hand touched her elbow, and Whitney’s pulse went wild as she let Paul slowly turn her around to face him.

  She lifted her eyes and gazed up into the bluest ones this side of heaven. Unconsciously, she extended both her hands, feeling them clasped firmly in Paul’s strong, warm ones. In the last four years, she had rehearsed dozens of clever things to say when this moment finally arrived; but looking up at his beloved, handsome face, all she could say was, “Hello, Paul.”

  A slow, appreciative smile worked its way across his face as he tucked her hand in the crook of his arm. “Dance with me,” he said simply.

  Trembling inside, Whitney stepped into Paul’s arms and felt his hand glide around her waist, gathering her closer. Beneath her fingertips, his beautiful dark blue jacket seemed to be a living thing that her fingers ached to slide over and caress. She knew that now was the time to be the poised, light-hearted female she’d been in Paris, but her thoughts were jumbled and erratic, as if part of her was fifteen years old again. All she wanted to say was, “I love you. I have always loved you. Now do you want me? Have I changed enough for you to want me?”

  “Did you miss me?” Paul asked.

  Warning bells went off in Whitney’s head as she heard the thread of confidence in his tone. Instinctively, she gave him a provocative sidewise smile. “I missed you desperately!” she declared with enough extra emphasis to make it seem a gross exaggeration.

  “How ‘desperately’?” Paul persisted, his grin widening.

  “I was utterly desolate,” Whitney teased, knowing full well that Emily had regaled him with stories of her popularity in Paris. “In fact, I nearly wasted away in loneliness for you.”

  “Liar.” He chuckled, his hand on her waist tightening possessively. “That’s not what I heard this morning. Did you, or did you not, tell some French nobleman that if you were as impressed with his title as you were with his conceit, you’d be tempted to accept his offer?”

  Whitney nodded slowly, her lips twitching with laughter. “I did.”

  “May I ask what his offer was?” Paul said.

  “No, you may not.”

  “Should I call him out?”

  Whitney felt as if she was dancing on air. Should he call him out? Paul was flirting with her, actually flirting with her!

  “How is Elizabeth?” Before the words were past her lips, she cursed herself in French and English. And when she saw the satisfied smile sweeping across Paul’s face, she felt like stamping her foot in self-disgust.

  “I’ll find her and bring her over, so you can see for yourself,” Paul offered, the knowing smile lingering in his eyes as the music wound to a close.

  Whitney was still trying to recover from the humiliation of her hideous blunder when she realized that Paul was guiding her directly toward Clayton Westland’s group. Until that moment, she’d entirely forgotten that she’d turned her back on him when he was asking her to dance, and had strolled off with Paul.

  “I believe I stole Miss Stone away when you were about to request a dance, Clayton,” Paul said.

  Considering her earlier rudeness, Whitney couldn’t see any way to avoid dancing with her loathsome neighbor now. She waited for Clayton to repeat the invitation, but he did nothing of the sort. With everyone witnessing her chagrin, Clayton let her stand there until she flushed with angry embarrassment. Then he offered his arm and said in a bored, unenthusiastic voice, “Miss Stone.”