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  “Why is that?” Clayton demanded, pulling his arm away.

  “Because Paul has just discovered what M. DuVille has known for years—neither of them was her first!” She saw Clayton’s face blanche and the muscle leaping in his clenched jaw. Turning on her heel, she hissed brokenly over her shoulder, “In case you’re interested, a stableboy was the first! That’s why she was sent to France.”

  Something shattered inside of Clayton, splintering his emotions from all rational control. At another time, he would have shrugged off Margaret’s words, for he was well enough acquainted with female jealousy to recognize it when he saw it. But this wasn’t another time. This was the day he had realized that Whitney had been playing him for a fool, that she was a treacherous liar.

  He paused, waiting while DuVille departed, then he reached down, grasped the handle of the door and jerked it open. He stepped onto the terrace directly behind Whitney just as one of her drunken admirers dropped to one knee.

  “Miss Stone,” the young man joked, his words slightly slurred. “It occurs to me that two talented ‘musicians’ such as you and I ought . . . ought to form a permanent duet! May I have the honor of your arm . . . no, your hand in . . .” Suddenly he stopped and swallowed audibly, his alarmed gaze fixed on something behind Whitney.

  Dissolving with laughter at the young man’s comic antics, Whitney glanced over her shoulder, then half turned toward Clayton. Happiness soared through her and she smiled joyously at him, but Clayton’s attention was frozen on poor Carlisle, who was still kneeling on one leg.

  “Get up!” Clayton snarled. With withering sarcasm he added, “If you intend to request Miss Stone’s hand in marriage, you will have to wait until she grows another. At present, she has only two, and she has already pledged them both.” With that he caught Whitney’s wrist in a vice-like grip and turned on his heel, dragging her with him.

  Whitney ran, trying to keep up with him as he strode around the wide balcony and down the front steps to his coach waiting below a street lamp.

  “Stop this, you’re hurting me!” she panted, stumbling on the hem of her gown and falling halfway to her knees. Clayton jerked her up with such cruel force that a pain shot from her wrist to her shoulder blade, then he snapped a command at his driver, grabbed her by the waist and flung her into the coach.

  “How dare you!” Whitney hissed, angry and embarrassed at being so ignominiously hauled from Emily’s house, and then manhandled to boot. “Who do you think you are?” The horses bolted from the curb and the coach lurched violently, sending Whitney reeling against the back of her seat.

  “Who do I think I am?” Clayton jeered. “Why, I am your owner. By your own words, your father sold you, and I bought you.”

  Whitney stared at him, her mind in a complete turmoil. She couldn’t imagine why Clayton was so angry over Carlisle’s mock proposal when he’d interrupted her cousin, Cuthbert, in the midst of a serious one, and had been laughingly good-natured about it. She had believed that tonight would be a time for sweet reconciliation between them, and it was harshly disconcerting to now find herself the target of Clayton’s fury instead of his ardor.

  Even so, she was absurdly happy that he hadn’t ignored her invitation, and she couldn’t really blame him for losing his temper when he discovered yet another gentleman offering marriage to her. Very gently, she said, “Mr. Carlisle was quite foxed, you see, and his proposal was only a joke. He—”

  “Shut up!” Clayton snapped. His head twisted toward her, and for the first time, in the flickering light of the coach lamp, Whitney actually saw the savage, scorching fury that was emanating from the man beside her. His handsome jaw was taut with rage, his mouth was drawn into a ruthless, forbidding line, and his expression was filled with cold loathing. His contemptuous eyes raked over her . . . and then he turned his head away, as if he couldn’t stomach the sight of her.

  Never in her life had Whitney witnessed such controlled, menacing fury, nor had anyone ever looked at her with such scathing contempt, not even her father. She had hoped so much to see laughter, or warmth, or affection in those penetrating, soul-searching gray eyes of his tonight; she had never imagined he could look at her with this alarming, malicious hatred. Her shock faded to hurt, and very slowly, the first glimmerings of fear were born in her heart. Silently, she stared out the window until the lights of the city began to glimmer less frequently and the long stretches of lonely darkness lengthened. “Where are you taking me?” she asked unsteadily. He was coldly silent. “Clayton?” she almost begged. “Where are we going?”

  Clayton turned and stared down at her beautiful, frightened face. He wanted to strangle her for defiling her body with other men, for betraying his own love and trust, and for finally calling him “Clayton” now, when he knew her for what she was—a lying, deceiving little bitch who had freely shared her lush, ripe body with any rutting pig who asked her to. He tore his mind from thoughts of her coupling with other men and, without answering her question, pointedly looked away.

  Whitney tried to combat her mounting alarm by concentrating on where they were and in which direction they were traveling. North! she realized as they turned off the main road. They were heading north. Now she was frantic. Drawing a quick breath, she swallowed what was left of her pride and said, “I was going to tell you that I’m willing to marry you. It isn’t necessary to take me to Scotland to marry me. I’ll—”

  “Not necessary to marry you?” Clayton interrupted with a bitter laugh. “So I have heard. However, I have no desire to elope, nor have I any intention of pushing my horses much further. They’ve already chased across half of England today in pursuit of you.”

  Abruptly, the coach turned west onto a smooth, but less travelled road, at the same moment the full import of his words slammed into her. If he’d been on the road all day “in pursuit” of her, then he must have returned to the village today and heard the gossip about her betrothal to Paul. Pleadingly, Whitney laid her hand on his arm. “I can explain about Paul. You see—”

  His fingers clamped down on her hand, wringing a gasp of pain from her. “I’m delighted that you’re so eager to touch me,” he drawled sarcastically, “because in a short while, you are going to have an opportunity to do exactly that.” Distastefully he removed her hand from his arm and dropped it into her lap. “However, since this is not the place for you to demonstrate your affection, you will have to control your passions until then.”

  “Control my—?” Whitney gasped, and then hopefully she blurted, “Are you foxed?”

  His lips twisted with cynical amusement. “I am not drunk, so you needn’t worry that I will be unable to perform . . .” He emphasized the last word, making it sound ominous. Then almost pleasantly he added, “You should sleep now. You’ve a long and exhausting night ahead of you.”

  Frightened by his taunting and hurt by the disgusted revulsion in his eyes whenever he looked at her, Whitney tore her gaze from his. She had no idea what he was talking about. She was on the verge of hysterical terror, and he was sitting here telling her to control her passions, assuring her that he would be able to “perform.” In the darkness of the coach, the vulgar crudity of his remark finally penetrated the turbulent agitation of her mind, and her eyes grew huge with fear. Now she understood his plans!

  Whitney searched the starlit night for sign of a village, a house, anywhere she could seek refuge. There were a few lights up ahead on her side of the road—a posting house or an inn, she thought. She didn’t know what kind of injury she would sustain by jumping from the coach and she didn’t care, so long as she would be able to get up and run . . . run to the lights beside the road.

  Biting her trembling lower lip, Whitney inched her hand cautiously along her skirts toward the handle that would open the door. She stole a final, parting look at the granite profile of the man beside her and felt as if something were dying within her.

  Squeezing her eyes closed, she tried to clear them of the burning tears that would blind her