Second Glance: A Novel Read online

  "Aha. Is Watson addicted to Gran Turismo?"

  "Of course not. He doesn't have a thumb to work the joystick." Eli led her into the kitchen, setting down the bag of groceries with which, Shelby had promised, she would make him a culinary feast.

  So what if it was three in the morning?

  Shelby immediately began to bustle around his knot of a kitchen, setting vegetables in the sink to be washed and organizing the rest of the groceries for refrigeration or oven cooking. Now that her brother had called to say he wasn't lying in a ditch somewhere, she was a different person. She'd explained how she'd once interrupted Ross in the middle of a suicide attempt--a facet of his personality that had come as a surprise to Eli. Sure, the guy was a little gloomy, but he hadn't seen him on the verge of taking his own life. Or maybe he hadn't wanted to see him that way.

  So Ross was off in Maryland looking for Ruby Weber, and Eli was having dinner cooked for him by a beautiful woman. All in all, he thought he was getting the better end of the deal. "You know, we could get a frozen pizza."

  "But then I wouldn't be able to impress you."

  "You already have." Eli suddenly remembered how, before his ex-wife had taken everything with her, she'd had a designer into the house, who'd encouraged her to build a room around a certain piece--a rug, a table, a chandelier. He'd thought at the time it was the stupidest advice he'd ever heard, but now Eli understood. He would have happily built a room around Shelby. A house. A life.

  He watched her line up peppers on his sideboard--just the smallest splashes of color, and already his kitchen looked a hundred percent better. She turned, a Styrofoam tray of chicken in her hand. "Let's put this in the fridge," she said, in the instant before Eli leaped up and flattened himself against the door.

  "All right," Shelby said slowly. "You'd rather get salmonella?"

  "No." Eli reached behind his back and plucked a photo from beneath its magnet. Then he stepped away and opened the refrigerator door.

  By then, though, Shelby could have cared less about the chicken. "What's that?" she asked, pointing at the picture in his palm.

  "Nothing."

  "Nothing, nothing? Or nothing, like an old girlfriend?" In a move that any police academy instructor would have found impressive, she stuffed the chicken into his hand, extricated the photograph, and screamed.

  Eli took it from her and tried very hard not to say I told you so.

  "I hope that's not an old girlfriend," Shelby said weakly.

  He glanced down at the shot of Cecelia Pike hanging from a beam on the icehouse porch. Her face was aubergine, her tongue protruding, her eyes bloodshot and bugged. "Sorry," Eli murmured. "Like I said, I wasn't expecting you."

  "Because then you would have taken the cadaver photos off the fridge? Good lord, Eli, what is that doing up there in the first place?"

  "To make me remember. I do it every time I'm thick in the middle of a case."

  Ethan flew into the kitchen. "You know what Eli's got?"

  "A twisted work ethic?" Shelby said.

  "No, a PlayStation." He turned to Eli. "I would totally kill for one of those."

  "Knock yourself out," Eli said, and Ethan left as swiftly as he'd arrived.

  Shelby had taken to slicing mushrooms. Eli sat down, watching the way the muscles shifted beneath her thin T-shirt as she cut and diced. "Is that really what happens to you when you hang yourself?"

  "Yeah."

  "Then I guess I should feel grateful with Ross, there was only all that blood." She looked up for a second. "No, actually, I'm not grateful about any of it."

  "First rule of being a homicide detective: Death isn't pretty. Ever."

  He watched her hand still over the cutting board, and realized that he'd put his foot in his mouth. "Shelby--"

  "How come when we really, really want something, we say we'd kill for it, or we'd die to have it?"

  "I suppose because it's the ultimate tradeoff."

  Shelby began to mix the ingredients for a salad dressing. "It is. Tropologically. As in: I'd die to keep my son alive."

  Not sure what to say, Eli looked down at the picture on the countertop. Cecelia Pike had been killed, and somehow or other, her child had been spared. But if it was a murder, he didn't know who was to blame. The evidence told him it wasn't Gray Wolf, and his gut told him it wasn't Spencer Pike. Ruby Weber, if she'd been there that night, wouldn't have had the strength to hoist Cissy's noose up over the beam of the icehouse porch. And yet you could see right there on the bottom of the photo, the long crooked mark in the wet sawdust that came from the dragging of something--a heel or a boot?--during a struggle.

  He certainly hoped Ross would come home with his pockets full of missing puzzle pieces.

  "Taste this," Shelby said, and before he could even shake his mind back to the present she pressed her mouth against his.

  Along with the sweetness, there was something bitter. Tart. Oily.

  Did disappointment have a flavor?

  She drew back. "Wait, don't tell me. You prefer French."

  "I don't like any dressing at all," Eli said.

  "Huh. I never would have figured you for a salad purist."

  Eli smiled. He drew her close, so that the confetti of peppers in her soft palms spilled between them and the photograph fluttered to the kitchen floor, forgotten. "Were we talking about salad?" he asked.

  It was Temezowas, the time of the Cutter Moon, and that was enough to make Az nervous. A season that was all about things coming to an end . . . coupled with the milk-blind eye of the full moon--well, it just wasn't a good time to be laying charges to blast granite at Angel Quarry, is all. No matter that the actual detonation would happen at 5 A.M., when no one else was present . . . Az patrolled the perimeter, knowing something was bound to go wrong, wondering when it would happen.

  The sky was unsettled tonight, fingers of pink stretching through the stars like a dawn that couldn't wait. And it was hot--so hot that you could hear the fisher cats singing to each other, and the heads of dandelions bursting into seed. Az turned the corner at the north edge of the quarry, where the majority of the charges had been wedged into drilled cores of the rock. There were bags of ammonium nitrate explosive down there, sticks of dynamite, blasting caps and non-electric priming cord. Delay devices would be run by a computer to detonate the charges in sequence, until seventeen thousand pounds of rock had been moved. This was to be a two-step process--half the quarry would blast at dawn tomorrow, the other half a few days from now, then the miners would go in and harvest the slabs for commercial sale. Az had dreamed of rubble, of smoke, of boils and scars; Armageddon induced by the flip of a switch. He'd gone so far as to tell his boss to wait a week, and the younger man had laughed. "You stick to the night watch, Chief," he'd said. "And leave the decisions to me."

  It came as no surprise, then, when Az spotted an intruder. "Hey," he yelled, but the man kept walking. Az jogged a little--the best he could do, given the condition of his hips-- and found himself breathing hard a foot away from Comtosook's most notorious drunk.

  Abbott Thule had outlived most of the people who'd made a habit out of shaking their heads to find him passed out on the porch of the Gas & Grocery, or on one memorable occasion, sleeping buck naked under the only traffic light on Main Street. He came from a long line of previous drunks, most of whom had not been blessed with an ironclad liver like himself. A mixed-blood Indian, he'd had four wives, two at one time, in a nasty little episode that occurred around 1985. If Abbott had ever held down a job, Az didn't know about it. "For God's sake, Abbott, you could have gotten yourself killed." Az took the octogenarian by the arm and turned him around.

  "I come to talk to you. About some stuff I heard."

  Az didn't have time to baby-sit a drunk. "Why don't you go on down to Winks and see if he'll give you a cot for the night, henh? I'm supposed to be working here."

  Abbott stopped walking. "When I was a kid, my mom got put in a hospital. Not the one where your body was sick, but your