Second Glance: A Novel Read online

  He held up a pack of cigarettes. "Do you mind?"

  She did, greatly, but this was his car. She unrolled the window as he lit a cancer stick and drew deeply. It hollowed out his cheekbones even more, casting the planes of his face in stark relief. "Just so you know," Meredith announced, "I am not in the habit of being fixed up by my grandmother."

  "Of course not."

  "What's that supposed to mean?"

  Ross blew a stream of smoke out his window. "That someone like you can get her own dates."

  In spite of herself, Meredith felt heat rise up from her neck. "Like me," she repeated, immediately putting up her guard. "How do you know anything about me?"

  "I don't," Ross admitted.

  "Then why don't you just stop making assumptions." And yet, Meredith thought, hadn't she been doing the very same thing about him?

  He drove with his right hand, the cigarette in his left. The end glowed like a game-show buzzer, an evil eye. "It's only that you remind me of someone I used to know. She was just as beautiful as you are."

  In her lifetime, Meredith could count on one hand the number of times she had been complimented on her looks. Accomplished, intelligent, groundbreaking--those were all adjectives that had often been tethered to her name. But she'd set her physical attributes on a back burner, choosing instead to play up her mental acuity, and the world had followed her lead. Beautiful, she thought again.

  She wondered what had happened to this woman he used to know, if she had died or gotten into a fight with him or walked out of his life. Meredith looked at Ross again across the front seat of the car and this time, instead of seeing a loser, she saw someone who had a story to tell.

  To her great surprise, she wanted to hear it.

  "So?" Ross asked, and she thought maybe he could read minds, too.

  "So what?"

  "So . . . are we going in?" He glanced out the window, and she realized that they had pulled into the parking lot of Starbucks. He had a dimple in his left cheek when he smiled.

  "Yes. Right." Ross came around to her side of the car and opened the door for her. They walked into the cafe to find several people in line in front of them. "Do you know what you'd like?" he asked.

  For the first time in years, Meredith didn't have a ready answer.

  Bruno Davidovich had been a pro linebacker, a bouncer, and, in one career aberration, a television chef, before getting into lie detection work. The trick, he'd told Eli, was to never take your eyes off your subject. He kept time with Swiss precision, and always arrived at the exact scheduled hour to perform his tests, which was one reason Eli liked to employ him. The other was that Bruno's sheer size often scared people into telling the truth.

  "Try to relax," Bruno said to Spencer Pike, as the old man sat trussed up to the polygraph. Pike had agreed to the test when Eli asked, saying he wanted this over and done with, already. Now two pneumograph tubes were attached to his chest and abdomen, two metal plates hooked onto his ring and index finger, a blood pressure cuff around his thin upper arm. "Is today Wednesday?" Bruno asked.

  Pike rolled his eyes. "Yes."

  "Is your name Spencer Pike?"

  "Yes."

  "Are you a healthy man?"

  A pause. "No."

  "Have you ever told a lie?" Bruno asked.

  "Yes."

  "Have you ever told a lie about something serious?"

  "Yes."

  "Have you ever lied to get out of trouble?"

  "Yes."

  Eli listened to Bruno continue through the questions, working his way up to the relevant ones. It was not as if this polygraph test would be used in court, nor was it considered accurate enough to acquit or condemn Pike. But Eli needed to know for his own peace of mind why Spencer Pike seemed to think that he was responsible for the death of a child that hadn't been killed, yet innocent of the murder of his wife.

  "Was the baby born dead?" Bruno was asking.

  "No."

  "Did you hold the baby after it was born?"

  "Yes."

  "Did you kill the baby after it was born?"

  Pike's breath left his body in a thin stream. "Yes," he said.

  "Did you have a fight with your wife before the baby was born?"

  "Yes."

  "Did you fight with your wife after the baby was born?"

  "No."

  "Did you harm your wife?"

  Pike bowed his head. "Yes."

  Bruno stared at Pike. "Did you hang your wife?"

  "No," he answered.

  "Thanks," Bruno said. He pulled the printout from the polygraph and walked into the hallway, Eli following.

  While Eli waited, Bruno scored the charts. "So?"

  "Look here. When I asked him if he hurt his wife, and he replied affirmatively . . . that was the control question. Then I asked him if he killed his wife, and his physiological response wasn't as strong as it was to the previous question."

  "He didn't do it," Eli said softly.

  "Seems that way." Bruno hesitated. "You want me to scare him up a little bit, see if we get something different?"

  Eli glanced through the door. Pike's watery eyes were fixed on something outside the window. His hands flexed on the arms of his wheelchair. "No," Eli said. "He's done."

  It was not until the clerk from behind the Starbucks counter took off his apron and began to swish a mop around the table where Ross and Meredith had settled that she realized they had been sitting there for five hours. "Designer babies are the norm in nature," she argued. "Look at gorillas, okay? Grayback males are the ones all the ladies go for, because they've lived long enough to go gray. So when it comes time to picking your mate, you choose someone who's going to give your offspring the best chance for longevity." Meredith felt her brain snapping with the challenge of defending her work, and she knew it wasn't only because this was her fourth caramel macchiato. "All we're doing in the lab is making nature run a little more smoothly."

  "But how big a leap is it from discarding embryos because they carry cystic fibrosis," Ross countered, "to getting rid of anything that doesn't have blue eyes?"

  Meredith thought for a moment. "Well, technically, blue eyes are a one-gene defect, so that would be possible. But most traits that parents would consider undesirable involve hundreds of genes acting in tandem. That was where Hitler was categorically wrong. You can't pinpoint stupidity or frailty or ugliness at one place on the DNA strand."

  "Not yet," Ross qualified. "But once you figure that out, it's only a matter of time before stem cell therapy is used to get rid of those . . . undesirable traits. And suddenly you've got a whole world full of Stepford people."

  "First off, there's a difference between curing someone who is already sick, versus engineering someone who can't get sick. Second, 99.9 percent of the scientists doing this kind of research are in it for the right reasons--not because they're megalomaniacs set on creating a master race. Third, you can't criticize me until you talk to a woman whose three babies have died of leukemia, a woman who's come to beg for a baby that won't die this time around." Meredith shook her head. "I have this sign on my office door that says The Last Resort. I put it there because that's what the parents who meet with me think they've come to. And to have those same parents show up with a healthy baby months later--well, no parent should have to suffer through having a sick child."

  "And who gets to define sick?" Ross swirled a stirrer in his coffee mug. "My nephew has XP. You ever heard of that?"

  "Sure."

  "He's just the sort of child PGD would have recommended discarding. But Ethan's the smartest, sharpest, bravest kid I've ever met. And even if he can only be smart and sharp and brave for ten years or thirteen years or thirty, who's to say that time isn't better than none at all?"

  "Not me," Meredith agreed. "That would be up to the parents."

  "But there are plenty of parents out there who would have gotten rid of Ethan--"

  "--Who was not Ethan at the time," Meredith argued. "Barely a clot of