Keeping Faith Read online

  "What I want to know, what the Bible doesn't bother to tell me, is what Isaac thought when his father set him down on that altar in the middle of nowhere. What he felt when his father touched a blade to his neck. Whether he cried, whether he wet his pants. The person who got lost in this story is a child. Now, as a good Christian, you're supposed to respect Abraham for doing what he was told. But I'll tell you something. As a human being, I do not respect that man at all. I have contempt for a God that uses a child in such a manner. And I'd be a far piece more likely to pledge myself to a parent who stands between a despot--even an allegedly heavenly one--to keep him from reaching a child." He raises his brow as the camera moves in for his close-up. "I only hope that Miz White--mother of Faith--pays heed to this."

  Someone calls out "Cut!" and Ian turns away, grabbing a towel from an assistant and wiping the makeup and sweat from his face. He collects his notes from another assistant and stalks back toward the Winnebago, oblivious to the murmuring of the crowd that was listening.

  Either they got it or they didn't.

  There are two ways to read his broadcast, and Ian damn well knows it. Either people will believe that his final line was meant to accuse Mariah of being like Abraham, prostituting her child just because God and the media want it that way. Or else people will hear Ian praising Mariah for not being like Abraham, for taking her daughter away, even fleetingly, from these same greedy powers.

  He doesn't much care how his fans perceive it, actually. The only reactions he cares about are Mariah's and James's. He wants Mariah to have heard it one way, and James to have heard it the other.

  The door opens and closes behind his executive producer. James sits down at the table and props up his feet. "Nice broadcast," he says easily. "But I thought you might talk more about the kid."

  "Isaac?"

  "Faith White." James shrugs. "Just on account of us being here for a few weeks now. I think viewers are expecting more."

  "More what?"

  "More...I don't know. More heart. More guts. More proof than theatrics."

  Ian feels a muscle tic in his jaw. "Just say what you mean to say, James."

  The producer holds his hands up. "Jesus H. Christ, don't jump down my throat here."

  "You know that rumor about me being a temperamental asshole? I'd like to cash in on it right now."

  "All I'm telling you, Ian, is that you called me from the road and intimated that you were onto something regarding the White case. And then you come home and do two live shows and barely mention it. Faith White is the cash cow here, Ian. The mother lode. Isaac and Abraham? Yeah, they're nice, but you can save them for when you've got a contract renewed with a network." He peers into Ian's face. "There better be something going on. Something that's going to go up like a bottle rocket, with you holding right onto its tail." When Ian remains impassive, James scowls. "You hear me?"

  Ian's head swivels slowly, his eyes connecting with James's. "Boom," he says.

  "That's Betelgeuse," Faith says, pointing. "The red one that's part of Orion." From her position on the ratty football blanket, Kenzie blinks at the night sky. She wraps her winter coat more tightly around her. "That's Taurus," Faith adds. "The reason it's so close is because Orion is trying to shoot it."

  "You know a lot about stars."

  "We studied them in school before I stopped going. And my dad used to show me constellations sometimes, too."

  It is the first time Faith has ever brought up Colin without being prompted. "Did you like looking at stars with your father?"

  "Yes," Faith murmurs.

  Kenzie draws up her knees and tries a different tack. "My father used to play hockey with me. Ice hockey, actually."

  Faith laughs, surprised. "You played ice hockey?"

  "Yeah, I know. I pretty much sucked at it. But I had five older brothers, and I don't think my father ever actually noticed that I was a girl." At Faith's giggle, she's glad she's said it, but that doesn't keep Kenzie from recalling the sting of feeling unwanted by her family.

  "Were you the goalie?"

  Kenzie smiles. "Most of the time I was the puck."

  Faith rolls to her side, propping up on an elbow. "Does your dad still live around here?"

  "He lives in Boston. I don't see him very often." She hesitates only a moment before adding, "I miss him."

  "I miss my dad, too." The words are as quiet as the night, absorbed into the sway of the trees around them. "I don't want to, but that doesn't keep it from going away."

  "Why don't you want to?"

  "Because he did something awful," she says, low. "Something that made my mom cry."

  "And what was that?"

  Faith doesn't speak. After a moment Kenzie realizes that she is weeping silently. "Faith?"

  The girl turns away, burying her face in her own shoulder. "I don't know!" she sobs. "I was talking to him, and then there was this other lady in the bathroom, and he left. He left, and I think it was because I said something wrong."

  "You said nothing wrong, honey. It was a problem between your mom and your dad."

  "No, he just doesn't want to live with me."

  "Your father does want to live with you," Kenzie explains. "And so does your mother. They both love you very much. That's why a judge and I have to help decide which house you should go to." Involuntarily, she recalls the Sunday-school legend of King Solomon. When two women claimed they were both the mother of one baby, he suggested cutting the infant in half with a sword, to discover which parent would relinquish her claim on the child rather than see it hurt. Textbook wisdom: problem solved, and no drop of blood shed. But that was just a story. In the real world, often both parents were completely worthy, or completely unworthy. In the real world, there were mitigating circumstances. In the real world, children were often the ones who swept up the messes their parents had left behind.

  November 15, 1999

  Malcolm Metz comes into the conference room where Lacey Rodriguez has been told to wait and props a hip against the edge of the table. "You bring me any?" he asks.

  She pauses, her turkey and coleslaw on rye hovering before her mouth. "Nope. As it is, you're funding this one."

  Malcolm grunts. "What's black and tan and looks good on a lawyer?"

  "I don't know. What?"

  "A doberman." He grins, takes the sandwich from her hand, and stuffs one end into his mouth. "Very nice. I never would have thought of the coleslaw." He wipes his lips with her napkin and hands back the sandwich. "So what have you got?"

  She taps a sheaf of papers. "What do you know about Kansas City?"

  "Everything's up to date there. Hell, I don't know. Isn't that why I'm paying you?"

  Lacey grins. "Not nearly enough, Malcolm. My contact at the airlines came through. Guess where Mariah White went into hiding last week?"

  Metz takes the list she offers, scans the list of names. "Big deal," he says. "The whole world knows she was gone with the girl."

  Lacey stands up and flips to the first page of the list, to the first-class passengers. "Does the whole world know that Ian Fletcher was on the same plane?"

  "Fletcher?" Metz considers his earlier meeting with the man, the teleatheist's assertion that something big, something Metz was not privy to, would be used to expose Faith as a sham. They'd gone over testimony, and Fletcher had never mentioned this little morsel. Clearly, this trip has something to do with his grand plan.

  Metz smiles, silently filing this trump card in his mind. Fletcher might think his secret is safe, but he isn't thinking along the lines of the law. Once Fletcher's on the witness stand, Metz can ask him anything at all. Once Fletcher's under oath, he has no choice but to tell the truth.

  Mariah has made a dedicated attempt to stay out of Kenzie's way when she's visiting Faith. If Kenzie is in the kitchen, Mariah finds something to do in the living room. If they head upstairs, Mariah goes to the basement. She is too nervous around the guardian ad litem, too certain she will say something she will later regret.