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  “Don’t you tell me about your place. I know what your place is, and your bedamned purpose, too. And I’m telling you, he won’t need you anymore.”

  Quilla didn’t move. Her gaze was steady in Saradin’s. “Then ’twill be my patron’s place to tell me so.”

  Saradin sneered and yanked on Quilla’s hair hard enough to make tears of pain sting her eyes before she let go. “And he will, never fear that. I’ll see to it.”

  “I regret you feel so threatened by my presence.” Quilla’s voice did not shake by benefit of years of training in controlling her emotions and not from any lack of them.

  “You don’t threaten me!” Saradin didn’t seem to have such self-control, because her voice cracked and broke on the words. “How dare you suggest my lack of competence as wife is what drove my husband to acquire you! How dare you suggest he could find better pleasure in you than in me! How dare you come to my home and seek to supplant me, you gods-bedamned whore!”

  Quilla said nothing.

  Saradin narrowed her eyes. “I will put you from this house, you disease, you harpy! I will put you from this house!”

  “And I will go if ’tis my patron’s will,” said Quilla. “Not yours.”

  Saradin made a noise that in a dog would have been called a growl, and stepped back from Quilla. “He seems not to understand my subtle hints that your services are no longer required. He seems to think the snow precludes you from going, though I assure you, if we can arrange for the arrival of guests to our house, I can be certain to arrange for you to be sent away.”

  “Of that I have no doubt.”

  “’Tis my name he was moaning,” said Saradin at last, triumphant. “Not yours.”

  Quilla did not want to dignify the madwoman’s unsubtle accusation with denial, but the words rose to her lips before she could stop them. “I have not shared his bed. If ’tis your worry that I have begun to steal his affections, you needn’t.”

  Saradin’s eyes widened. “Dare you suggest such a thing is even possible?” Again, Quilla said nothing, for sometimes silence is the more powerful retort. Saradin’s mouth thinned, and she cast a contemptuous glance up and down Quilla’s body before settling on her face.

  “You fat, stupid slag,” she said at last. “You ugly, cow-faced bint.”

  Words were only that and could not hurt her.

  Saradin glared. “I should slap that smile off your face right now.”

  Quilla did not move. Saradin raised a hand, but with a glance toward the closed bedchamber door, did not hit. And that, Quilla realized was a more telling action than any of her words had been.

  “I will make him put you out,” muttered Saradin. “I will make him!”

  Quilla turned her back and picked up her scrub brush again. The next thing she heard was the sound of the door slamming. It took quite some time and many repetitions of the Five Principles for her to stop her hands from shaking, but by the time she’d finished removing the ink stain, they were still again.

  They came in sleighs drawn by huge and bulky horses blowing steam from their nostrils like dragons breathing smoke. The snow had fallen fast and deep, making travel difficult, but apparently the invitation to a brannigan thrown by the Delessans was enough incentive to bring out even the least hardy of travelers.

  From her window in the garret, Quilla watched them arrive. Sleigh upon sleigh, some filled with guests, others carrying baggage. She watched Bertram and Billy struggling to bring in the trunks and bags, while Gabriel and Saradin greeted the guests, the men dressed with as much care for color and fabric as the women. Gabriel alone stood out among the bright hues and patterns in his sober-cut black coat. Though he greeted the arriving guests with handshakes and kisses to the cheek, the tense set of his shoulders and the way he seemed to pace back and forth told Quilla he was wishing he was at work.

  His obvious anxiety created her own, for she was unable to do anything about it. “Doesn’t the silly bint see he needs his work?” she murmured to the glass in front of her, which frosted obligingly at the touch of her breath.

  Jericho was there, too, in a coat of royal blue that set off the brilliant gold of his hair. The pair of them, Saradin and Jericho, looked as though they belonged together, both blond and dressed in the height of fashion, both laughing and pink-cheeked in the winter sun.

  Young Dane, who’d been allowed to greet the arrivals with his parents and uncle, ran back and forth in the snow like an overeager puppy. Next he’d be leaping into the piles of snow that had been shoveled away from the walks, she thought fondly, as the boy did just that. He disappeared up to his chin, and though she couldn’t hear the squawking, she could see the tantrum on his face.

  Bertram and Billy pulled the boy out and dusted him off while Jericho threw back his head and laughed. Saradin seemed to be more interested in the cloak one of her lady friends was wearing. Gabriel bent low, seemingly to scold the lad, and Jericho broke in to pull the boy away. Quilla couldn’t see the look in Gabriel’s eyes, but she could imagine it all too well.

  With a sharp, well-executed bow to the guest and his wife, Gabriel turned on his heel and disappeared inside the house. Without waiting another moment, Quilla left her room and went to his. He would need her.

  The small sense of smug self-satisfaction disturbed her, and she pushed it aside with the preparation of tea. When he banged through the door a few moments later, she’d already set out the cup and saucer, but she’d added something else. A small glass filled with amber liquid.

  He stopped when he saw her, and his eyes fell on the glass. He took it up, sniffed it, then tossed back the whiskey in one gulp and handed her the glass. “Another.”

  She pulled the bottle out from behind her back, already uncapped, and filled his glass before returning it. She put the lid back on the bottle and set it back on the shelf next to the fireplace, just as the teakettle whistled.

  “How do you know I won’t want more?” Gabriel drank the other shot and watched her pour the hot water into the teapot.

  Quilla looked up at him. “Because you can’t work if you’re intoxicated. I know you wouldn’t risk ruining your work through haphazardness.”

  He put the glass on the table and crossed his arms over his chest. “I’m not sure I like being so predictable.”

  “You’re not predictable,” Quilla said, surprised but being honest. “It’s been quite difficult for me to learn you, and I still fear I will misjudge, every day.”

  He raised a brow. “Really? You don’t appear to lack self-confidence.”

  “And you appeared to be gleefully greeting your guests,” Quilla pointed out. “And yet I imagine the foremost thought in your mind was getting back to your experiments.”

  “You were watching me?” He sounded amused.

  She gave a small grin. “It’s my duty to be aware of you, my lord.”

  Gabriel laughed, low and brief, but a laugh just the same. “And it was obvious, was it?”

  “Not obvious, no. I daresay your lady wife was fooled. And the guests themselves. Your brother might not have been.”

  Gabriel’s mouth turned down. “My brother revels in such pageantry as much as my lady wife does.”

  “But how good of a husband you are to treat her to something she so dearly loves.”

  He cocked his head to look at her. “’Twas you who broached the subject with me, as I recall.”

  “But it was your lady wife who made you say yes.”

  Gabriel’s intense gaze covered her, piercing her, his eyes locking with her own. “Is that what you think?”

  “Am I wrong?”

  He shook his head slowly, once, then again. “Tell me, Handmaiden, what do you see when you look at my lady wife and me?”

  “It’s not my place to make judgments, my lord.” Quilla busied herself with pouring the tea and fixing it the way he liked it.

  “It would please me to hear your opinion.”

  “I have no opinion—”

  “It would pl