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  “Do women who commit neonaticide feel badly about doing it?”

  “Remorse, you mean.” Riordan pursed his lips. “Yes, they do. But only because they’re sorry their parents have seen them in such an unfavorable light—not because there’s a dead baby.”

  “Dr. Riordan, how did you come to meet the defendant?”

  “I was asked to evaluate her for this trial.”

  “What did that entail?”

  “Reading the discovery in this case, examining her responses to projective psychological tests like the Rorschach and objective tests like the MMPI, as well as meeting with the defendant personally.”

  “Did you reach a conclusion as to a reasonable degree of psychiatric certainty?”

  “Yes, at the time she killed the baby she knew right from wrong and was aware of her actions.” Riordan’s eyes skimmed over Katie. “This was a classic case of neonaticide. Everything about the defendant fit the profile of a woman who would murder her newborn—her upbringing, her actions, her lies.”

  “How do you know she was lying?” George asked, playing devil’s advocate. “Maybe she really didn’t know that she was pregnant, or having a baby.”

  “By her own statement, the defendant knew she was pregnant but made the voluntary decision to keep it secret. If you choose to act a certain way to protect yourself, it implies conscious knowledge of what you’re doing. Thus, denial and guilt are linked. Moreover, once you lie, you’re likely to lie again, which means that any of her statements about the pregnancy and birth are dubious at best. Her actions, however, tell a solid, consistent story,” Riordan said. “During our interview, the defendant admitted to waking up with labor pains and intentionally leaving her room because she didn’t want anyone to hear her. This suggests concealment. She chose the barn and went to an area that she knew had fresh hay placed in it. This suggests intent. She covered the bloody hay after the delivery, tried to keep the newborn from crying out—and the body of the newborn was found tucked beneath a stack of blankets. This suggests that she had something to hide. She got rid of the bloody nightgown she’d been wearing, got up and acted perfectly normal the next morning in front of her family, all to continue this hoax. Each of these things—acting in isolation, concealing the birth, cleaning up, pretending life is routine—indicates that the defendant knew very well what she was doing at the time she did it—and more importantly, knew what she was doing was wrong.”

  “Did the defendant admit to murdering the newborn during your interview?”

  “No, she says that she doesn’t remember this.”

  “Then how can you be sure she did?”

  Riordan shrugged. “Because amnesia is easily faked. And because, Mr. Callahan, I’ve been here before. There is a specific pattern to the events of neonaticide, and the defendant meets every criteria: She denied the pregnancy. She claims she didn’t realize she was in labor, when it first occurred. She gave birth alone. She said she didn’t kill the baby, in spite of the truth of the dead body. She gradually admitted to certain holes in her story as time went on. All of these things are landmarks in every neonaticide case I’ve ever studied, and lead me to believe that she too committed neonaticide, even if there are patches in the story she cannot apparently yet recall.” He leaned forward on the stand. “If I see something with feathers and a bill and webbed feet that quacks, I don’t have to watch it swim to know it’s a duck.”

  * * *

  The hardest part about changing defenses, for Ellie, had been losing Dr. Polacci as a witness. However, there was no way she could give the psychiatrist’s report to the prosecution, since it stated that Katie had killed her newborn, albeit without understanding the nature and quality of the act. This meant that any holes Ellie was going to poke in the prosecution’s argument of neonaticide had to be made now, and preferably large enough to drive a tank through. “How many women have you interviewed who’ve committed neonaticide?” Ellie asked, striding toward Dr. Riordan.

  “Ten.”

  “Ten!” Ellie’s eyes widened. “But you’re supposed to be an expert!”

  “I am considered one. Everything’s relative.”

  “So—you come across one a year?”

  Riordan inclined his head. “That would be about right.”

  “This profile of yours, and your claims about Katie—they’re made on the extensive experience you’ve collected by interviewing all of . . . ten people?”

  “Yes.”

  Ellie raised her brows. “In the Journal of Forensic Sciences, didn’t you say that women who commit neonaticide are not malicious, Dr. Riordan? That they don’t necessarily want to do harm?”

  “That’s right. They’re usually not thinking about it in those terms. They see the action only as something that will egocentrically help themselves.”

  “Yet in the cases you’ve been involved in, you’ve recommended that women who commit neonaticide be incarcerated?”

  “Yes. We need to send a message to society, that murderers don’t go free.”

  “I see. Isn’t it true, Doctor, that women who commit neonaticide admit to killing their newborns?”

  “Not at first.”

  “But eventually, when faced with evidence or pressed to explain, they crumble. Right?”

  “That’s what I’ve seen, yes.”

  “During your interview with Katie, did you ask her to hypothesize about what had happened to the baby?”

  “Yes.”

  “What was her response?”

  “She came up with several.”

  “Didn’t she say, ‘Maybe it just died, and someone hid it’?”

  “Among other things, yes.”

  “You said that when pressed, women who commit neonaticide crumble. Doesn’t the fact that Katie offered up this hypothetical scenario, rather than breaking down and admitting to murder, mean that it might have been what actually happened?”

  “It means she can lie well.”

  “But did Katie ever admit that she killed her baby?”

  “No. However, she didn’t admit to her pregnancy at first, either.”

  Ellie ignored his comment. “What did Katie admit, exactly?”

  “That she fell asleep, woke up, and the baby was gone. She didn’t remember anything else.”

  “And from this you inferred that she committed homicide?”

  “It was the most likely explanation, given the overall set of behaviors.”

  It was exactly the answer Ellie wanted. “As an expert in the field, you must know what a dissociative state is.”

  “Yes, I do.”

  “Could you explain it for those of us who don’t?”

  “A dissociative state occurs when someone fractures off a piece of her consciousness to survive a traumatic situation.”

  “Like an abused wife who mentally zones out while her husband’s beating her?”

  “That’s correct,” Riordan answered.

  “Is it true that people who go into a dissociative state experience memory lapses, yet manage to appear basically normal?”

  “Yes.”

  “A dissociative state is not a voluntary, conscious behavior?”

  “Correct.”

  “Isn’t it true that extreme psychological stress can trigger a dissociative state?”

  “Yes.”

  “Might witnessing the death of a loved one cause extreme psychological stress?”

  “Perhaps.”

  “Let’s step back. For a moment, let’s assume Katie wanted her baby, desperately. She gave birth and, tragically, watched it die in spite of her best efforts to keep it breathing. Might the shock of the death cause a dissociative state?”

  “It’s possible,” Riordan agreed.

  “If she then could not recall how the baby died, might her memory lapse be due to this dissociation?”

  Riordan grinned indulgently. “It might, if it were a reasonable scenario, Ms. Hathaway, which it unfortunately is not. If you want to claim that the defendant went into a