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  The tape began to turn incrementally. "What's your name?" Bull asked.

  "Katie Fisher."

  "Are you eighteen?"

  "Yes."

  "Do you live in Lancaster?"

  "Yes."

  "Have you been baptized Amish?"

  "Yes."

  I listened to the preliminary questions I'd drafted from my seat beside Bull, a seat where I could see the needle on the lie detector and the printout of responses. So far, nothing was out of the ordinary. But nothing he'd asked so far could be considered a provocative question, either. This went on for a few minutes, loosening Katie's tongue up, and then we began to get down to the real reason we were all here.

  "Do you know Samuel Stoltzfus?"

  "Yes," Katie said, her voice a little more thready.

  "Did you have sexual relations with Samuel Stoltzfus?"

  "No."

  "Have you ever been pregnant?"

  Katie looked at her mother. "No," she said.

  The needle remained steady.

  "Have you ever had a baby?"

  "No."

  "Did you kill your baby?"

  "No," Katie said.

  Trumbull turned off the machine and ripped off the long printout. He marked a couple of places where the needle had wavered slightly, but he and I both knew that none of the responses indicated an out-and-out lie. "You passed," he said.

  Katie's eyes widened with delight, then she gave a small cry and hugged Sarah hard. When she pulled back, she turned to me, smiling. "This is good? You can tell the jury this?"

  I nodded. "It's definitely a step in the right direction. Usually, though, we do two tests. It's that much more proof." I nodded to Bull, asking him to set up again. "Besides, you've already gotten over the hard part."

  Much more relaxed, Katie sat down in her seat and patiently waited for Bull to adjust the microphone to her mouth. I listened to her give the same answers to the same batch of questions.

  Katie finished, her cheeks pink, and smiled at her mother. Bull pulled the printout free and circled several spots where the needle had gone sky-high--in one case, running off the top edge of the paper. This time around, Katie had lied in response to three questions: about being pregnant, about having the baby, about killing it.

  "Surprising," Bull murmured to me, "since she was so much more at ease this time around." He shrugged, and began to disconnect wires. "Then again, maybe that's why."

  It meant that I couldn't use the previous test as evidence-- not without submitting to the prosecution this final test too, which Katie had failed miserably. It meant that the outcome of the lie detector examination was inconclusive.

  Bright-eyed and blissfully unaware, Katie looked up at me. "Are we finished?"

  "Yes," I said softly. "We certainly are."

  It was Katie's job to feed the calves. After a couple of days they were taken from their mothers and housed in little plastic igloos that were queued up outside the barn like a row of doghouses. We each carried a bottle--they were fed formula, so that they didn't take milk from their moms that might otherwise provide income. "You can have Sadie," she said, referring to the little calf that had been born in front of me days before. "I'll take Gideon." Sadie had turned into quite a pretty little calf. No longer bloody with afterbirth, she reminded me of a black-and-white map, with huge continents spread across her bony hips and knobby back. Her rough nose twitched at the smell of the formula. "Hey, little girl," I said, patting the sweet block of her head. "Are you hungry?"

  But Sadie had already found the nipple of the bottle and was now intent on yanking it out of my hands. I tipped it up, frowning at the chain that haltered her to her little prison of a Quon-set hut. I knew that the milk cows didn't much mind being hooked to their stanchions, but this was just a baby. What trouble could she possibly get into?

  While Katie's back was to me, I slipped the hook on the calf's collar from the tethering chain. Just like I figured, Sadie didn't even notice. Her throat chugged up and down as she managed to drain every last drop of the bottle, and then butt her head underneath my arm.

  "Sorry," I said. "We've run dry."

  Katie smiled at me over her shoulder, where Gideon--a little older, a little less greedy--was still summarily slurping his bottle. And that was the moment when Sadie vaulted over me, kicking me hard in the stomach as she sprang for freedom.

  "Ellie!" Katie cried. "What did you do!"

  I could not answer, much less breathe. I rolled around in the dirt in front of the little igloo, clutching my side.

  Katie ran after the calf, which seemed to have developed springs on the bottoms of her hooves. Sadie ran in a half circle and then began to curve back toward me. "Grab her front legs," Katie yelled, and I dove for Sadie's knees, crumbling the rest of her body in a neat tackle.

  Panting, Katie dragged the chain to where I was bodily restraining the calf and clipped her collar secure again. Then she sat down beside me to catch her breath. "Sorry," I gasped. "I didn't know." I watched Sadie slink back to the shade of her igloo. "Hell of a good tackle, though. Maybe I ought to try out for the Eagles."

  "Eagles?"

  "Football."

  Katie stared blankly at me. "What's that?"

  "You know, the game. On TV." I could see I was getting nowhere. "It's like baseball," I finally said, remembering the school-age children I'd seen with their gloves and balls. "But different. The Eagles are a professional team, which means that the players get a lot of money to be in the game."

  "They make money for playing games?"

  Put that way, it sounded positively stupid. "Well, yeah."

  "Then what do they do for work?"

  "That is their work," I explained. But it seemed strange even to me, now--compared to the day-to-day existence of someone like Aaron Fisher, whose job directly involved putting food into his family's mouth, what was the value of tossing a ball through an end 2one? For that matter, what was the value of my own career, making a living with words instead of with my hands?

  "I don't understand," Katie said honestly.

  And sitting on the Fisher farm, at that moment, neither did I.

  I turned to Coop, amused. "You got a divorce because of a bank dispute?"

  "Well, maybe not exactly." His teeth flashed in the moonlight. "Maybe that was just the straw that broke the camel's back."

  We were sitting on the back of a contraption I'd seen Elam and Samuel and Aaron dragging behind a team of mules, and trying hard not to cut our feet. Wicked prongs stuck like fangs from three deadly pinwheels attached to the base, and it seemed to me an instrument of torture, although Katie had told me it was a tetter, used to fluff up the cut hay so that it could dry better before baling. "Let me guess. Credit card debt. She had a weakness for Neiman Marcus."

  Coop shook his head. "It was her ATM password."

  I laughed. "Why? Was it some embarrassing nickname she had for you?"

  "I don't know what it was. That was the dispute." He sighed. "I'd left my wallet at home, and we'd gone out to dinner. We needed to get cash from one of the bank machines, so I took her card from her purse and said I'd go. But when I asked for her password, she clammed up."

  "In all fairness," I pointed out, "you're not supposed to tell your password to anyone."

  "You probably had a client whose husband cleaned her out and ran off to Mexico, right? Thing is, Ellie, I'm not one of those guys. I never was. And she just wouldn't back down. Wouldn't trust me with this one thing. It made me wonder how much more she was holding back from me."

  I worried a button on my cardigan, unsure of what to say. "Once, when Stephen and I had been together, oh, I don't know--six years?--I got the flu. He brought me breakfast in bed--eggs, toast, coffee. It was sweet of him, but he'd brought the coffee with cream and sugar. And for six years, every day, I'd been sitting down across from him and drinking it black."

  "What did you do?"

  I smiled faintly. "Thanked him up one side and down another, and dated h