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  She waved away my apology. "That was nothing. Martha Stoltzfus's husband has one in his own barn, for business. Rachel was just getting on her high horse." With a sigh, she came to her feet and began to gather the spools of thread. "Might as well tidy up here."

  I took two corners of the fabric to help her fold it. "The quilting session seemed awfully short. I hope I wasn't the cause of it."

  "I think it would have been short today no matter what," Sarah answered briskly. "I sent Katie out to hang the wash, if you're looking for her."

  I knew a dismissal when I heard one. I started out, but hesitated at the doorway that led to the kitchen. "Why would Rachel Lapp doubt Katie?"

  "I'd think you ought to be able to figure out that one." "Well, I meant beyond the obvious. Especially since your bishop stood up for her ..."

  Sarah set the quilt onto a shelf and turned to me. Although she was doing an admirable job of hiding her feelings, her eyes burned with shame that her friends had snubbed her own daughter. "We look alike. We pray alike. We live alike," she said. "But none of these things mean we all think alike."

  Great white sails snapped in the wind as they were secured to the laundry line. The sheets wrapped their wide arms around Katie as she tried to hang them, her apron flying out behind her as she muttered with a mouthful of clothespins and beat them back. When she saw me, she stepped away from the clothesline, tossing the extra pins into a pail. "Sure, you get here just when I'm done," she complained, sitting down on the stone wall beside me.

  "You did fine without me." On one line hung a rainbow of shirts and dresses: dark green, wine, lavender, lime. Beside these danced the black legs of men's trousers. Sheets were stretched over the third clothesline, puffing out their swelled bellies. "My mother used to hang our laundry," I said, smiling. "I remember poking sheets with a stick, pretending I was a knight."

  "Not a princess?"

  "Hardly. They don't have any fun." I snorted. "I wasn't going to wait around for some prince, when I could very well save myself."

  "Hannah and me, we used to play hide-and-seek in the sheets. But we'd kick up the dirt, and they'd get streaked, and we'd have to wash them all over again."

  Tipping my head back, I let the wind play over my face. "I used to believe that you could smell the sun on the sheets when you brought them in and made the beds."

  "Oh, but you can!" Katie said. "The fabric soaks it up, in place of all the damp. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction."

  Newton's laws of physics seemed a bit advanced for an eighth-grade education, which was when Katie, like most Amish children, had stopped attending organized school. "I didn't know physics was part of the curriculum here."

  "It's not. It's just something I heard."

  Heard? From who? The local Amish scientist? Before I could ask her, she said, "I need to tend the garden."

  I followed, then settled down to watch her snap off the beans and gather them into her apron. She seemed thoroughly absorbed in her work, so much so that she jumped when I spoke. "Katie, do you and Rachel usually get along?"

  "Ja. I watch little Joseph all the time for her. At quilting, sometimes even during church."

  "Well, she sure didn't treat you like the favored family babysitter today," I pointed out.

  "No, but Rachel's always one to listen to what other folks say, instead of finding out for herself." Katie paused, her fingers wrapped around the stem of a bean. "I don't care what Rachel says, because truth always comes to light sooner or later. But it makes me feel bad to think that I might have something to do with making my mother cry."

  "What do you mean?"

  "Well, Rachel's words hurt her more than me. I'm all my Mam's got, now. It's up to me to be perfect."

  Katie stood, the bounty in her apron sagging with its weight. She turned toward the house, only to see Samuel striding toward her.

  He took off his hat, his blond hair matted down by sweat. "Katie. How are you today?"

  "Wonderful gut, Samuel," she said. "Just getting the beans for lunch."

  "It's a good crop you've got there."

  I listened, standing at a distance. Where was the talk of intimacy? Or even a light touch at the elbow or back? Surely Samuel had heard about the argument at the quilting; surely he was here to comfort Katie. I did not know if this was how courting was done in their world; if Samuel was holding back because I was present; or if these two young people truly had nothing to say to each other--something odd, if in fact they had created a baby together.

  "Something came for you," Samuel said. "If you want to take a look."

  Ah, this was more like it--a private assignation. I lifted my eyes, waiting to hear what Katie had to say, and realized that Samuel had been speaking to me, not her.

  "Something came for me? No one even knows I'm here."

  Samuel shrugged. "It's in the front yard."

  "Well. All right." I smiled at Katie. "Let's go see what my secret admirer shipped this time." Samuel turned, taking Katie's arm to lead her to the front of the house. Walking behind them, I watched as Katie very gently, very slowly, slipped from his grasp.

  A squat corrugated cardboard box sat on the packed dirt in front of the barn. "The police brought it," Samuel said, staring at the covered carton as if he expected it to contain a rattlesnake.

  I hefted it into my arms. The discovery from the prosecutor was not nearly the volume of other cases I'd had in the past-- this one small box contained everything the police had gathered, up to this point. But then again, you didn't need a lot of proof for an open-and-shut case.

  "What is it?" Katie asked.

  She stood beside Samuel, that same sweet, bewildered look on her face. "It's from the prosecution," I told her. "It's all the evidence that says you killed your baby."

  Two hours later, I was surrounded by statements and documents and reports, none of which cast my client in a favorable light. There were holes in the case--for example, DNA testing had yet to prove that Katie was indeed the mother of the child, and the prematurity of the fetus cast doubt on its ability to survive outside the womb--but for the most part, the overwhelming evidence pointed to her. She'd been placed at the scene of the crime; she'd been tagged as someone who'd recently given birth; her blood was even found on the dead infant's body. The secrecy with which she'd tried to give birth made the prospect of someone else coming along and killing the baby seem ludicrous. On the other hand, it did offer up a motive for the prosecution: when you try so diligently to hide the act of birth, you're probably going to go to great lengths to hide the product of that act, as well. Which left the question of whether or not Katie was in her right mind when she'd committed the murder.

  The first thing I needed to do was file a motion for services other than counsel. The court could pay for a psychiatric professional, someone far less likely than me to take Katie on pro bono; and the sooner I wrote up the motion, the sooner I'd have that check in my hand.

  Getting off the bed, I knelt to reach beneath it for my laptop. The sleek black case slid along the polished wood floor, so wonderfully heavy with technology and synthetic fabric that it made me want to weep. I set it on the bed and unzipped it, lifting the hinged head of the computer and pressing the button to turn it on.

  Nothing happened.

  Muttering a curse, I rummaged in the pockets for the battery pack, and slipped it into the hardware. The computer booted up, beeped to alert me that the battery needed to be recharged, and then foundered to a bare, black screen.

  Well, it wasn't the end of the world. I could work near an outlet until the battery recharged. An outlet ... which didn't exist anywhere in Katie's house.

  Suddenly I realized what it meant to me, a lawyer, to be working on an Amish farm. I was supposed to create a defense for my client without any of the normal, everyday conveniences accessible to attorneys. Furious--at myself, at Judge Gorman-- I grabbed for my cell phone to call him. I managed to dial the first three numbers, and then the phone went dead.