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  Author: Jill Shalvis

  Not that he’d ever do anything about it.

  “What woman would be attracted to a sick guy with a looming expiration date?” he’d asked her once.

  Which left it just the two of them against the world.

  Not having sex.

  A lowlying fog was rolling in off the water, slipping through the night toward them like silvery fingers. Through it, several shadows appeared, materializing into the outlines of men. Todd, Tucker, and Jamie, with bad attitude in every line of their bodies.

  Sawyer was behind them.

  As they came closer, Chloe saw that Todd was holding a piece of paper. Normally he was also one of those easy charmers who could convince a nun to give up her habit. He’d certainly turned it on her as often as possible—not that it’d ever gotten him anywhere. But now he displayed none of that charm, passing by the porch without a word, heading around to the side of the marina where they’d parked. Jamie went with him.

  Not Tucker. He stopped and looked up the porch steps at his brother, an odd tension simmering between the siblings. “You okay?” Tucker finally asked, and when Lance nodded, he gestured the way Todd and Jamie had gone. “Then let’s go, we’re out of here. ”

  Lance’s gaze slid to the retreating stiff shoulders of Todd and Jamie with unease, and Chloe grabbed his hand. “You promised to stay and try out my chest rub to see if it helps you breathe easier, remember? I’ll drive you home after. ”

  When Tucker left without another word, Lance squeezed her hand, then dropped it. “I’ll be inside,” he said, and with one last look at the still silent Sawyer, vanished into the cottage.

  Chloe turned to the sheriff. The shimmering tension between them certainly wasn’t sibling-like. Nor was it going to disappear anytime soon, which meant she had two choices: Get used to it or fight it.

  Because Sawyer was the last man on earth that she should ever get involved with, option number two was the smart route.

  Returning her gaze evenly, he waited. He never spoke more words than absolutely necessary, and this drove her batshit crazy. “What happened out there?”

  “I ticketed Todd for the illegal bonfire. ”

  “Just Todd?”

  “He was the one who started it. ”

  She paused. Todd was one of those guys who could talk his way into a bank vault with nothing but a smile, and then walk out with all the money, leaving the bank manager happy to have been ripped off. He was also a native Lucky Harbor guy, and the residents were very fond of their own, troubled son or no.

  Sawyer was native too, and just as well liked, if not more so. “You ticketed him even though everyone lights illegal bonfires out there?”

  “Not in a high fire hazard season, they don’t,” he said.

  “It’s almost October. ”

  “Fire season,” Sawyer repeated.

  “So…if I lit a campfire, you’d arrest me?”

  “Ticket,” he corrected. “Not arrest. Not for a first offense. ”

  What was wrong with her that the stern cop thing he had going on was doing it for her? Huh. Maybe she didn’t want to fight this attraction so much as test its boundaries. “What if it was my second offense? Would you frisk and cuff me then?”

  His eyes darkened. “What is it with you and my cuffs?”

  “Well, if you don’t know,” Chloe said as demurely as she could, “I don’t want to corrupt you. ” She made to go inside, but Sawyer snagged her sweater and tugged her back.

  “Not so fast,” he said and studied her, giving nothing of his thoughts away. “You’re playing with me,” he finally decided.

  “Trying. ”

  “I don’t like games, Chloe. ”

  No shit. She’d known him for nearly a year now, and yet she didn’t know him at all. He kept everything extremely close to the vest, which she could admit made her quite envious, as she was completely incapable of doing the same.

  “What were you and Lance up to earlier?” he wanted to know.

  “Popcorn. Chatting. Stuff. ”

  “I mean with the Meg Ryan orgasm impersonation. ”

  She hesitated. This was going to be embarrassing. “I’m not sure you’re going to understand. ”

  “Try me. ”

  “Okay, well, sometimes the cottage creaks at night, you know?”

  “It’s probably the wood and joints settling. ”

  “Yes, but it’s the ‘probably’ part that gets me. At night, it’s…loud. ”

  “And you sleep here alone now. ”

  “Yes. ” Maddie had moved in with Jax, and in fact, was marrying him in two months. Tara had moved out as well to live with her boyfriend, Ford. The three sisters worked out shifts when they had overnight guests, but for the most part, Chloe took care of anything that came up because she was the one without a life. “Sometimes it sounds like there’s a…ghost. ” She waited for him to laugh, and even gave some thought to all the ways she might hurt him if he did, but he didn’t.

  He just looked at her meditatively. “You could tell your sisters you don’t like sleeping here alone. ”

  Hell, no. She’d already managed to stir up negative press; she wasn’t going to bring more chaos. “They have more on their plates than I do. I’m not going to add worry or grief to it by telling them I’m afraid. ” And she wished like hell that she wasn’t telling him either. “It’s no big deal. It’s just that I read one Stephen King too many, and sometimes, I get a little freaked is all. Lance knows that and comes over, and we make up funny stories to go with my ghost. ”

  “Stories. ”

  “Tonight we decided the ghost died here at age ninety-nine. A virgin. ”

  “A ninety-nine-year-old-virgin ghost. ”

  “Hey, it’s not as unlikely as you might think. Anyway, she can’t go on to her afterlife until she has an orgasm. So she stays here, granting wishes. Tonight Lance wished for a long, normal life, and…” Her throat tightened because Lance could wish all he wanted but it wasn’t going to happen for him. And God, how she hated that, hated it so damn much that sometimes she couldn’t breathe just thinking about it. “So assuming the ghost grants his wish,” she said softly, “in return, we were trying to give her the orgasm she’d never had. ”

  His mouth twitched. “A fake orgasm. ”

  “Yes, well, it’s the best we had. ” She didn’t know how she felt about Sawyer catching her silly show, or what the hell he could have possibly thought when he’d heard her screaming.

  Or why she cared…

  But she did. And in return, he nodded in understanding. It didn’t exactly go with the tough, unflappable cop image she’d always had of him, a guy who followed the rules and a set path for life like a map, no veering. Black and white, always.

  He certainly wasn’t someone who would get her need to live saturated in color.

  Lance poked his head out and showed her that he was holding the chest rub. “Ready to take me home?”

  Nodding, Chloe turned from Sawyer.

  “Chloe,” he said. “You’re staying away from Eagle’s Bluff tonight. ”

  She glanced back, not surprised he’d bring it up again, and even less surprised that it was a command and not a question. “Sure. ”

  “I mean it, Chloe. ”

  He was back to being all cop. It defined him. It suited him. It must be nice to know what defined you, what suited you. “I know you do, Sheriff. ”

  He let her go, and she got on the Vespa, putting on her helmet. Lance got on behind her and slid his arms around her waist. Chloe revved the engine and hit the gas, glancing into her side mirror.

  As they pulled away, she could see Sawyer standing there watching them go in the growing fog.

  Chapter 4

  “Why was man created before woman? Because you always need a rough draft before the final copy. ”

  Chloe Traeger

  Chloe got up