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  Author: Jill Shalvis

  Sawyer looked inside the house. Tommy was mid-thirties but looked fifty, like someone right out of a Cops episode. He was sitting on his couch in the living room, and in front of him on the coffee table were two rows of at least twenty empty beer cans. On top of one of the cans was perched a pair of sunglasses.

  “What are you doing?” Sawyer asked him.

  Tommy just kept staring at the cans with the intense concentration of the extremely inebriated. “Isn’t it obvious?”

  “Humor me,” Sawyer said.

  “I’m testing my sunglasses. They say they’re polarized, but I think the manufacturer is full of shit. I’m gonna sue. ” He bent, peering through the lenses, then unexpectedly slashed out with his hand, sending the cans and glasses flying against the far wall. “Fuckers. ”

  “Okay,” Sawyer said. “How about we go outside?”

  “How about I punch you in the face?”

  Sawyer hauled him up to his feet.

  For the first time, Tommy looked up at Sawyer. And up, taking in Sawyer’s size and bulk, exaggerated by the Kevlar vest. The suspect lost some of his aggression. “I was just testing my sunglasses,” he said with far less attitude.

  Thirty minutes later, he was testing out the bench in lockup, sobering up.

  And Sawyer was at career day at the junior high school. God, he hated career day. He didn’t mind the no-drugs speech so much, or the kids’ questions. No, what he hated were the censorious looks from teachers who remembered him from his own junior high school days.

  When that was over, Sawyer had a baseball game, and to his great satisfaction, they kicked the firefighters’ collective asses. Then he had a late dinner with Jax at the bar where he pretended not to be watching the front door for Chloe, who didn’t make an appearance. At some point, Sawyer was reminded by Jax that as upcoming best man, he’d better be planning a righteous bachelor party.

  Sawyer called Ford and told him to get on that.

  The next day, Sawyer was trying to catch up on his ever-growing paperwork when dispatch sent him out to talk to a woman who was claiming she’d been robbed. But when Sawyer got to the beauty salon on the pier, the woman wanted to tell him about her twelve-dollar manicure.

  “Ma’am,” Sawyer said. “You said you were robbed. ”

  “I’m getting to that. The place is all new on the inside, you see?”

  “So?”

  “So there’s no way they can possibly be making it work with twelve-dollar manicures; clearly it’s a front for criminal activity. ”

  Sawyer nearly arrested her for being annoying. Instead, he told her if she stopped talking, he might see his way to being charitable enough to not ticket her for making a nuisance call.

  Then, since he was there on the pier anyway, he went into Eat Me for food, where Amy took one look at him and promptly served him a double bacon blue burger and a huge helping of pie. “Oh, and heads-up—Chloe’s here. ” She hitched her head in the direction of the table behind him, where Chloe was sitting with Anderson, the guy who ran the hardware store.

  Amy left Sawyer alone to eat, and he forced his gaze away from the couple. It was no business of his who Chloe ate with. But as he sat there with his burger, Sawyer wondered how he’d feel if she were seeing other people.

  Shit, he knew the answer to that without even putting his mind in gear. Two months ago, he’d have laughed at anyone who suggested he’d be this attracted and confused and crazy over a woman. But he felt like he was in a fucking tailspin. When he got a call from dispatch, he jumped on his radio so fast he nearly spilled his soda. Used to eating on the road, he grabbed the second half of his burger and ordered himself not to look over at Chloe as he exited the diner.

  But he totally looked.

  She smiled and waved as if she were truly happy to see him, and his dumbass heart lightened. It took some effort to stop picturing her face as he drove to Delilah Goldstein’s house. Delilah was eighty-nine, and alone, and once in a while she called in odd reports to 9-1-1. Lucille had adopted her into her posse, but Delilah wasn’t as mobile as the other blue-haired hellions that Lucille hung out with.

  “What’s the matter, Mrs. Goldstein?” Sawyer asked when he stood on her porch.

  She peered at him through the screen. “Sawyer? Is that you, dear? Have you been playing doorbell ditch again?”

  He bit back his sigh. “No, ma’am. Not in about twenty-five years. I’m a sheriff now, remember? You called in that you needed help. ”

  “Yes, I do need help. I keep hearing Frank Sinatra singing through my TV when it’s turned off. ”

  Sawyer paused a beat, then glanced through the screen into her living room. Her TV was definitely off. “Huh. ” He scratched his chin. He’d seen and heard it all, or so he thought. But this was a new one even for him.

  He walked into her living room and squatted in front of the TV, which was at least fifteen years old. The surface didn’t have a spec of dust on it, which took a definite talent. But he wasn’t hearing any Frank Sinatra. “Do you like Frank Sinatra?” he finally asked Mrs. Goldstein.

  “Oh yes, of course. My Stan—God bless his soul—loved Frank. We used to listen to him every afternoon at this time of day. Sometimes we’d dance in the living room. ” She sighed, the sound an expression of grief as she pressed her hand to her mouth.

  To give her a minute, Sawyer made a pretense of checking out the back of the TV, but Christ, sometimes this job sucked golf balls.

  “Why do you think it happens?” she whispered. “Do you think it’s Stan’s ghost, or Frank’s? Because as fond as I am of Frank’s music, I don’t want him here in my house, watching me. It feels…scary. ”

  Sawyer straightened and looked her right in the eyes. “It’s Stan,” he said. “Not Frank. ”

  “You’re sure?”

  “Positive. And I think that you should just enjoy the music, Mrs. Goldstein. Don’t be afraid. ”

  She smiled at him, her voice tremulous. “You’re a good man, Sheriff. ”

  At least she hadn’t said sweet.

  She made him stay for coffee and a brownie. “Are you ever going to corral in that wild child Chloe Traeger and marry her?” she asked, bagging up a brownie for him to take with him.

  He was so thrown by this question that he just stared at her.

  “I only ask because Chloe comes over when I get the headaches. She massages my temples with this fantastic homemade balm she creates. It’s wonderful. She’s wonderful. She’d make such a great sheriff’s wife. ”

  Chloe, a wife? The mere thought should’ve made him laugh, but it didn’t.

  He knew better. Chloe had to be free to do as she wanted; it wasn’t in her nature to be “corralled. ” And it wasn’t in his to try to do so. “I’m not exactly marriage material myself, Mrs. Goldstein. ”

  “Oh, hogwash. That’s the silliest thing I’ve ever heard. You young people have no sense of romance. Why, in my day, if you wanted a girl, you went after her. You made her yours. ”

  Yeah, and wouldn’t that go over well with Chloe. She just loved it when someone told her what to do. Sawyer moved to the door. “Have a good day, Mrs. Goldstein. ”

  “Don’t you mean ‘mind my own business’?”

  Sawyer grimaced, and she laughed. “Listen, dear. I’m old, and probably far too sentimental, but I’m not dead. Not yet. Don’t close yourself off to what could be. Or when you’re as old as I am, what will be coming out of your TV?”

  Metallica sounded good to him.

  It was late afternoon, and he was on the road when he got the call that the convenience store that had been robbed several weeks back had set off their alarm again. He raced over there, lights and sirens blaring, to find the owner and the clerk standing outside waiting for him. When Sawyer got out of his SUV, the owner looked at his watch. “Wow, seven minutes,” he said, sounding impressed. He smiled at Sawyer. “W