Kestrel said, “Let’s play for something else.”

“I was hoping you’d say that.”

“Mind out of the gutter, seaboy. The stakes are questions and answers.”

“Can I ask the sort of questions that belong in the gutter?”

“If you win.”

“I warn you, I’m pretty good.”

Kestrel smiled. “I’m better.”

* * *

The bookkeeper climbed onto Arin’s lap. She settled her knees at his hips, lifted smoke-scented fingers to his jaw. She tipped his head back. Her black eyes glinted down at him, and her red hair slipped over his cheek. Her hair lay cool against his stitches. He thought about his ruined face, and how, in this moment, it was to not feel so ruined.

“I’d like to make a bet,” she said, and leaned to whisper in his ear.

Arin’s hands went to her waist.

* * *

“You look disappointed,” Kestrel said.

The sailor tossed his cards onto Kestrel’s winning hand spread out on the crate. “I did hope for something more exciting than telling you that yes, the Maris sailed to southern Herran about a month ago. Can’t I at least lose in an interesting way?”

Kestrel’s laugh was white in the cold. “We could gamble for your coat.”

“Ah, love, why don’t we skip to the part where you win and I give it to you?”

* * *

Arin lifted the bookkeeper off his lap. He set her gently down on her chair.

“It’s sad,” she said, “to see someone act against his best interests.”

Sometimes, it was as if Kestrel still owned him. Arin thought about the silver she’d paid for him. He felt its terrible weight. He couldn’t forgive it. It lay hard and shiny inside him. As he’d grown to know her, in Herran, the silver sank slowly down through uncertain waters. Then came a current’s warm push. He’d floated up. That silver lay deep below, and the thought of diving for it had felt like drowning. But sometimes—especially since the treaty, especially in this damned city, and especially now—the silver seemed close. Bright as treasure.

Yet Arin knew the pull of his blood. He turned away from the bookkeeper. “I know my own best interests,” he told her.

She smiled, propping her boots back on the table. “Someday you’ll know better.”

Arin quit the table. He stepped out of the tavern and into the night.

* * *

The sailor stood and offered Kestrel a flourished hand. She let him lift her to her feet. He wrapped his coat around her shoulders and bunched the loose fabric together in an almost fascinated sort of way. “Sweet palace maid, won’t you come to sea with me?”

“I’d sink the ship. Can’t you tell? I’m bad luck.”

“Just my kind.” He gave her a hearty kiss on the cheek. Then he took off over the rocks, running up onto the promenade. “I’m freezing!” he shouted. He ran in the direction of the city. He opened up, and began to sing the melody he had been humming earlier. He sang it full and loud. The song was more or less on pitch, and Kestrel liked to hear it leaping over the wavebreaks, jagged with his runner’s breath.

It was not beautiful. It was not Arin’s voice: rich liquor poured to the brim. But it was happy. Kestrel was happy to hear it, and thought about being grateful for what one can get.

18

Kestrel had what she needed. It was time to return to the palace. But her feet were slow on her way through the city. They dragged up the hill.

She didn’t want to go back. Refusal rose up within her: stony in her throat, hard and hurting. She stood before a high bridge over the river that ran down from the mountain and switchbacked through the city. Kestrel should have crossed it. She should have come down on the other side and made her way up through the aristocratic quarter with its diamond-paned oil lamps.

But she didn’t.

Kestrel touched the wrought-iron railing that ran the length of the river. The cold metal burned. Kestrel skimmed her palm along it as she walked—slowly, then quickly, racing along the river’s edge for no other purpose than to see where it would lead her … so long as it was away from where she was supposed to be.

* * *

A water engineer. Arin took a skinny set of stairs that led up out of the Narrows. At the top, he turned to look down at the city. Lamplights scattered over the darkness: jewels across a black velvet lap.

To Arin, the bets about the wedding dress were clear. Though Tensen had doubted him, Arin had been right: the Senate leader was being paid with lucrative information. He had done the emperor a favor. But what?

And if the water engineer had been paid in kind, what had she done?

Arin heard the sound of rushing water. The river.

There was a canal, he remembered, where the river thinned and gentled. A series of locks, crafted by the water engineer herself.

Arin found the river and followed it.

* * *

Kestrel stopped at the sight of the locks. At first, she marveled at their design, at the way a series of gates could open or close to raise or lower the water level so that a barge could deliver its goods.

Such an invention. What a sharp mind had made these.

* * *

When Arin came to the locks, someone else was there. A palace maid, her back to him. She was Valorian; through the faint light of a far-off lamp, he could see the white-trimmed hem of her blue skirt peeking out from beneath a large coat. Her hair was covered with a work scarf. She was all shadow, a small huddle of it.

Somehow his heart caught at the sight. The boy he had been, the one that Arin caught glimpses of sometimes in the mirror, spoke up shyly within him to say lonely. He said beautiful.