Such notions, Joanna knew, were born of fanciful and prurient imaginations but were also backed by the prior three hundred years of witch persecutions in Europe. Others arriving on this new turf used witch-hunts as a means to their own selfish ends: to get to their enemies, divest them of their properties (which would go up for public auction once the accused were convicted and hanged), or to point out the rankling nonconformist, the village beggar or madwoman who got on one's nerves, the woman who wasn't as docile and subservient as a good Puritan wife should be, and the girl who was too willful and independent minded.

Witch-hunts, in essence, became a way to establish a pecking order within this so-called perfect society. Those who had crossed over to this side of the Atlantic but didn't subscribe to the belief system had to grit their teeth and conform to the social codes of the majority, lest they be branded witches or warlocks themselves - whether they were or not.

Even before the Salem trials of 1692, accusations of witchcraft ran rampant in New England. The first hanging of a witch in North America took place in 1648 (at least, the first recorded one): Margaret Jones, in fact a real witch living undercover as a Puritan midwife and practitioner of medicine in the Charleston section of Boston. Joanna's dear friend and mentor's profession didn't go over well. Of course, Margaret had returned to mid-world under a new name. She now lived in LA in a rambling house in Topanga Canyons, where she taught yoga, herbal remedies, and helped with a home birth now and then. She had garnered quite the following.

This was the irony: a witch or warlock always returned. Mortals hanged for witchcraft, on the other hand, never got a second chance. Thousands of innocents had been lost in the witch purges from the fifteenth century on.

Joanna strode to her bookshelf and searched for books on seventeenth-century witch-hunts in North America, specifically ones in the environs of Long Island.

Chapter thirty-two

Will Always Love You

They met in their favorite place, their safe harbor. Freya could not fight the pull. It was carnal - his lips, his sweet breath, like cucumbers and yogurt, the silk of his skin, the feel of his sinewy limbs, the unhurried grace with which his body received hers. It was an unseasonably beautiful day. Above the translucent dome of the greenhouse was a mackerel sky, blue slowly seeping through the scallop of clouds. They sat on the edge of the lily pond, Killian running his fingers through the water, his eyes on Freya's.

"There has to be a reason ..." she said. They were talking about the pattern of the freckles on his back.

He drew his hand out of the lily pond and placed a wet finger on her lips, then let it slide down to her chin. "Shh," he said. "I am enjoying being here with you." The light brought out the golden peach in Freya's hair, cheeks, and lips, a delicate orange-pink. He sat there calmly with her.

There is no way he is guilty, Freya thought. She felt this through and through, to her core. Of all people, she would be able to tell. If there had been any violence in Killian's past, she would have seen it in a vision, where she saw the rawest of emotions, those polar extremes - love and rage.

There had been those moments of doubt, sure, when she'd believed she saw something terrible and blank in his eyes, but she now believed they had been induced by Freddie's nonstop haranguing. When she looked at Killian now, she saw only kindness. She wasn't under a spell, either - not like the time she had fallen for Bran - when Loki had bewitched her, clouded her vision, rendered her unable to detect his evil. She had allowed herself to be deceived then, but she was certain she was not deceived this time. Her eyes were wide open, and she saw Killian for who he was: a good man, goodness incarnate. No matter what the mark on his back said.

She felt restless, even though Killian was calm. He appeared resigned to his fate, to the fact that he carried the trident mark. But she needed to find out what really happened that fateful day of the bridge's collapse. She needed to exonerate Killian. There had to have been some mistake.

"We need to fill the holes in your memory and find out exactly what happened," she said. "I tried to make an amnesia antidote, and I tested it - but turns out it doesn't work. But maybe there is some other way."

Killian laughed. "You tested it?" He watched her face so closely it seemed as if he were attempting to capture each twitch and crease it made, searing these little expressions indefinitely in his brain.

"On a patient at the hospital," she lied. She wasn't about to launch into a story about Ingrid's pixies; she had other concerns. "Needless to say, the potion was lame. But what if ..."

Killian took Freya's hands in his, his countenance grave. "Darling, there's nothing you can do. If what Freddie says is true, I will take my place in Limbo. I must be punished for my actions whether I remember them or not. If I'm guilty, I'm guilty. I shall atone if I'm at fault. No one else should have to bear the punishment that is rightly mine."

Freya couldn't bear the thought of this, of being forever separated from Killian. If he were responsible, there had to be a reason for it. There was no way she would let him go to Limbo, and in a childish attempt to stave off the Valkyries, she threw her arms around his neck and pulled him close and tight, as if at any moment they might appear and tear him away from her.

Chapter thirty-three

Like a Prayer

You don't sound sick to me. You're lucky I picked up the phone. Next time you call in to claim a sick day, try hanging your head upside down from the bed. It's the best trick in the book for feigning a cold," said Hudson.

"My head is hanging upside down. You told me to do just that, but obviously, it isn't the best trick," Ingrid replied. "Next time, I'll pinch my nose and throw in some coughs." She laughed, rolling over onto her stomach, then sat upright on her bed. She was playing hooky today and had planned it all out in advance with him yesterday. "I'm nervous," she whispered.

"Just close your eyes and think of England," said Hudson, who was not at all being helpful.

"Thanks a lot." She inspected her hands, then toes, the nails painted a faint pink.

"Good luck!" said Hudson to her silence. "Break a ... hymen?"

"You're disgusting." She stood and caught a glance of herself in her bedroom mirror. For a second, she didn't recognize herself. Her hair was in an updo, a few strands falling down her face and the back of her neck. She had put a touch of black eyeliner over her lids, Audrey Hepburn style, as well as used a tiny bit of blush and lipstick to bring out her natural color. She wore a snug tan wool dress that reached a few inches above the knee.

"Hey, Ingrid!" Hudson boomed from the phone just as she was about to hang up.

"Yes?"

"Love ya."

"Love you more!"

"No, love you m - "

Ingrid hung up the phone. She adored Hudson but it was time to get moving. Her hands were drenched with sweat from nerves, and she wiped them on her bed. "Very sexy," she said to herself.

She donned a pair of black stockings and her black heels, threw on a trench since it was unusually warm, grabbed her purse, and clipped quietly down the stairs. She tiptoed past the study, where she saw Joanna, nose deep in a pile of books - she wasn't about to explain why she was taking the day off - and silently slipped out the door.

It was a modern house, much fancier than what Ingrid had expected, an elegant cement-and-glass rectangular box, sandwiched between two thin horizontal white platforms, up on a winding hill, teetering off the cliff on two stilts. The manicured lawn, still a vivid green, was shaded by three large eucalyptus trees. A path of flat round stones led to the door, and she hopped from one to the other as if crossing a stream. She rang the buzzer.

Matt, barefoot and in jeans and T-shirt - looking adorable and rumpled - opened the door, freckles splashed across his nose and cheeks. He grinned. "Sick day?"

"Yes," she said, smiling.

Matt grinned back at her. "What a coincidence - I'm sick, too, Ingrid!" he jested.

He had phoned in to work pretending to be ill as well. He had called Ingrid shortly after his last visit at the library to tell her he couldn't wait till the weekend to see her, and a brilliant idea had struck him: they should both play hooky together before the weekend. "How fun would that be?" he had said.

"We can't do that!" she had replied, appalled, but the idea struck her as deliciously wicked. She was always such a goody-two-shoes and had never missed a day of work before. Why not? She needed to live a little for a change.

Matt let her in and led her into a spartan living room with a terrace that faced the sea: blond wood floors, a glass coffee table with a vase containing a single white calla lily (the tall, slim flower that curled up on itself with its slightly open cup at the top), three brown Barcelona chairs, a steel lamp with a long arching stem, its shape resembling an elegant mushroom, and a sleek gray couch. The only section of the room that wasn't minimalist was the floor-to-ceiling, wall-to-wall bookshelf, brimming with books of all sizes, spilling into piles on the floor. The room was full of sunlight and smelled of the sea.

"Wow!" she said. "On a detective's salary?" she asked, then put a hand to her mouth, feeling her face flush.

"Well, it isn't exactly Frank Lloyd Wright's Fallingwater." He shrugged.

"Not at all. It's simple and beautiful and ... clean ..." said Ingrid, craning her neck to look around. "I'm just surprised."

"I'll give you the speech," he said.

"The speech?" asked Ingrid, wondering if Matt gave all the women who came to visit "the speech."

"Explain how I live here," said Matt.

"Oh, right," replied Ingrid.

"My younger brother's an architect," he said.

"That's it? That's a short speech," she teased.

"I paid for his schooling. He's my best friend," he said simply. Ingrid could see there was a story behind it, saw in his lifeline the sacrifices Matt had made to help his brother achieve his success. The fights with the old man, who had wanted both of his boys to join the force.

"You must love him very much." Ingrid smiled.

"Ah, enough about him, or the house. It's good to see you," he said, placing his hands on Ingrid's shoulders.

Though Ingrid was touched by the story behind his house, and the beauty of his domicile, his sudden proximity made her anxious. She gave him a brisk smile, then made a dash to the glass doors to the terrace. She felt a bit trapped in this glass box.

It was such a clear day she could see Gardiners Island. Unbuttoning her trench, she stared out at Fair Haven and saw something peeking out from its side, shining like a gem. The greenhouse, she thought, and wondered if Freya was there with Killian now. Her sister had told her she was off to find him in the morning.

For a moment Ingrid felt awkward and terribly inexperienced, especially now that Matt seemed so confident in this house that looked out on the Atlantic from on high. She was a girl, and he was a man, a grown-up, while she still lived, embarrassingly enough, with her mother. She was immortal but she was the child. She had taken the day off to spend with him - in bed. This was it. She felt somewhat ridiculous, like a thirty-two-year-old teenager.

He came up behind her and slowly eased her trench coat off a shoulder. "They call that a mackerel sky, when the clouds look like the pattern on the back of a - "

"Fish. Yes, I know, I read novels, too, Matt," she said.

He laughed, then kissed the side of her neck he had uncovered. Ingrid turned around. He took her purse and helped her out of the trench. Her face had turned pink. She looked down at his bare feet. They were large, perfectly formed, squarish at the toes. She found everything about him perfect.

"If this is being 'sick,' I like it. I think we should get into bed right now and recover." He gave her a mischievous grin.

Ingrid started. "About that - "

"Come on, let me give you the tour," he said, taking her hand, throwing her trench and purse on one of the Barcelona chairs. Ingrid was relieved. He stopped in his tracks and looked at her with a boyish excitement. She could tell he derived a lot of pleasure showing off his house. "I forgot to ask - you want a drink?"

"I never drink during the day," she said.

"Me neither. It's better like that anyway. Come!" he pulled her by the hand.

What did he mean it was "better like that"? Did he mean sex without alcohol? Did he think they were going to have sex? Well, that was why she had come, wasn't it? All that stuff about being ill and bedridden was obviously a metaphor for sex. Duh! She was thrilled to give herself to Matt, but there was the prospect of breaking the news about her situation to him. Could she tell him? If she didn't would he be able to tell she was a virgin? Could guys figure out stuff like that? She remembered Hudson's reaction, how serious he had looked when she'd told him, as if virginity were a disease after a certain age. What if Matt thought she was weird, that there was something wrong with her? That no one had found her attractive enough to sleep with until now? That wasn't true of course. She'd had many offers. She'd just turned them all down. Hold on, maybe there was something wrong with her.

Matt showed her the kitchen, all steel with white stone counters and a white tile floor, the dining room, with a Saarinen table and chairs - everything sleek and sparse, with immaculate, clean lines. Ingrid began to feel more comfortable and took the lead, walking up to a closed door. "What's in here?" she asked.

Matt rushed over, pressing his back against it. His demeanor suddenly changed. He looked - upset? Certainly edgy. "It's just a room where I store stuff, it's ... messy."