“Those are hideous.” One corner of his mouth turned up in a naughty smile. “You should take them off.”

“You’re impossible, you know that?”

“I prefer… persistent.” He gestured to his empty plate. “Thank you. It was the best sandwich ever.”

“You certainly know how to make a woman feel good.” Too late, she realized what she’d said, and the spark in his eyes said he knew it, too. “Don’t say it. And don’t look at me like that.”

“Like what?”

Like you’re still hungry. “I don’t know.”

“Yeah, you do.”

“I wonder,” she said, “if you were this arrogant before you lost your memory.”

Hurt flared in his eyes, but it was gone in an instant, his expression shifting into a light mask of indifference. “Probably.”

God, she felt like a heel. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to rub it in—”

“It’s okay.”

Tentatively, she put her palm on his biceps. “No, it’s not. That was insensitive.”

He turned into her, filling her vision with his powerful shoulders. “One thing I know about myself is that I’m not easily offended or hurt.”

She might buy the not easily offended part, but she’d seen how bothered he’d been when she’d left him at the sheriff’s station and now, when she’d brought up his lost memory. She wasn’t going to call him on it, though. She knew firsthand how survival could depend on believing the things you told yourself.

“You definitely aren’t easily hurt,” she said lightly. “Your recovery from nearly freezing to death has been amazing.”

“Clearly, I have incredible stamina.” His voice had gone low and seductive, and she’d just bet he had stamina worth bragging about. “Outside you said it’s been a long time since you had sex.”

And there went that lack of a filter thing again. “More than a year.”

“Why?”

She hesitated, unsure how ready she was for too much detail. “Because I moved here and haven’t wanted to throw myself into the dating pool.” She doubted she’d ever dip a toe in that murky water again.

“You don’t have to date,” he said, as if she was a moron for mentioning it. “Who wants to waste all that time and energy? Just jump straight to the commitment-free sex.”

Although she had absolutely no right to be angry with him, his answer, combined with how easily he’d charmed Tanya, irked her. “Is sex really so casual for you?”

He shrugged. “Why shouldn’t it be? Humans are so uptight about it. It’s just pleasure. It’s what our bodies are made for.”

Humans? As if he wasn’t one of them? “We’re also made for relationships. Emotional connections.” She couldn’t believe she was arguing for something she’d sworn off.

“Mating for life?” He looked like he’d bitten into something bitter and foul. “That might have been ideal when humans had short life spans, but who wants to be tied down to one person until the end of time?”

Tied down. He’d said that before about her house and farm. “So you’re saying you never want to get married? Have kids? Live happily ever after?”

“Jillian,” he murmured. “I don’t even know my last name. How can I say what I want in the future?”

“Shit.” She blew out a breath. “I’m sorry. I don’t even know what I was getting worked up about.”

He’d touched a raw nerve she hadn’t even known was exposed. She certainly had no right to judge his casual outlook on emotional attachments. She hadn’t let anyone in since the day she found out her fiancé was married to someone else. Only Stacey had a place in Jillian’s inner circle, and that was because she’d been there for twenty years.

Shit. She gave herself a slap on the forehead. “I need to call Stacey. She’s out looking for you.”

“I’ll shower while you do that.” He reached out and stroked her cheek. “I’m sorry I upset you.”

He strode into the bedroom, leaving her flustered. She had owed him the apology, not the other way around. Damn, but he had a way of keeping her off balance. As an air traffic controller, she’d prided herself on being calm, cool, collected, even during high-stress periods and hair-raising emergencies. Yet Reseph, with nothing more than a feather-light touch or a few softly spoken words, could throw turbulence right into what was expected to be an uneventful, smooth flight plan.

Get back on course, idiot.

She grabbed the phone and dialed, not giving her friend a chance to even say hello. “Stace. Hey, sorry I didn’t call sooner, but Reseph is here. He’s fine and I’ll call you later—”

“Wait!” Stacey’s voice cracked over the airwaves. “You said you’re with Reseph? When did he get there?”

Jillian glanced at her watch. “An hour and a half ago, maybe.”

“How did he get there?”

“He hitched a ride part of the way and walked the rest. Why? What’s this about?”

Stacey’s pause made Jillian’s stomach knot with dread.

“I’m not supposed to talk about this, but a couple of days ago, the Bjornsens up the road from you were killed—”

“Jesus. How?”

“I’ll give you the details later. But… damn it, there’s no easy way to say this. The Bjornsens weren’t the only ones. I’m sorry, Jillian. It’s the Wilsons,” Stacey said. “They’re dead.”

A crushing press of denial looped around Jillian’s chest and squeezed hard. “That’s not possible. I saw them this morning. I dropped off eggs on my way home from town.”

“What time was that?”

“Around eleven,” Jillian whispered.

Oh, God, this could not be happening. She’d known the Wilsons almost all her life. Maggie Wilson had made her Halloween costumes and had bought tons of Girl Scout cookies. And when Jillian’s father had suffered his first heart attack, Joseph Wilson had helped out with the farm for months while her father recovered.

“Jillian?” Stacey’s voice pierced the buzz of memories in her head. “You okay?”

“I’m fine,” she rasped. “But why would you ask about Reseph? You can’t think he had something to do with it.”

As if summoned, Reseph came out of the bedroom, hair wet, body glistening. He was wearing only a pair of unbuttoned jeans.

“We think it was an animal, a cougar or bear, but it happened three to five hours ago. If Reseph walked, he’d have gone right by their house. He might have seen something. I need to talk to him. Can I come by?”

Numbly, Jillian nodded, then realized that duh, Stacey couldn’t see her. “Yeah,” she croaked.

“I’ll be there in a little while.”

Reseph’s arms came around her, and she went willingly into his embrace. “What’s wrong?”

“The Wilsons… they were my parents’ best friends. I grew up with their daughter. They’re dead.”

He hugged her tight. “I’m sorry.”

“Reseph… you walked by their place. It’s the house five miles down the hill, with the wagon wheel at the entrance to the driveway. Did you see anything?”

“Like what?”

“A cougar, maybe? Or a bear? Even tracks in the snow?”

For some reason, he went taut, just a subtle stiffening before he relaxed. “Do the police think that’s what killed them?” When she nodded, he ran his hand up and down her spine in a soothing gesture. “I didn’t see any cougars, bears, or anything else.”

She knew what anything else could be. Just as she knew that not seeing anything else didn’t mean there was nothing there.

Some demons were invisible.

Eight

Jillian’s friend Stacey was a hardass. Reseph had decided within thirty seconds that he didn’t like her. He did, however, approve of her as a friend for Jillian. Reseph was sure the cop had clawed her way out of some bitter acid pit in hell, but he couldn’t fault her protectiveness of her friend.

She’d walked into Jillian’s house like she owned it, gave Reseph the evil eye, and then interrogated him as if he were the prime suspect in a plot to assassinate the president. Whoever the president was. Not Washington, apparently.

It wouldn’t have surprised Reseph if Stacey had broken out a bamboo cane and a pair of pliers for the next level of questioning. When he told her as much, she’d been less than amused.

No sense of humor, that one.

He’d left Jillian and Stacey alone for a few minutes to talk while he rummaged through the kitchen. When he went back into the living room where Jillian and Stacey were seated on the couch, it was with a cup of hot tea. Crouching at her knee, he put the mug in Jillian’s hand.

“You’re shivering,” he said softly. “Drink.”

Her startled eyes snapped up to his, and he was glad to see that at least they’d lost the stunned glaze. The Wilsons’ deaths had hit her hard, and he’d seen how difficult listening to Stacey question him had been.

“Thank you.” Jillian graced him with a smile that made his pulse kick up a notch before she turned to her friend. “Stace, why are you handling all of this? Shouldn’t the state police be in charge of the investigation?”

Stacey shifted and averted her gaze, and yeah, that chick was hiding something. “The state police are passing on this,” Stacey finally said. She paused for a few taut seconds before she continued in a low, conspiratorial voice. “We’re supposed to keep this under wraps, but there are paranormal investigators coming to look into the killings.”

Jillian’s hand shook so hard that tea sloshed over the rim. “I thought you said animals were responsible.”

“From what I understand, it’s just a precaution.” Stacey eyed Reseph as he grabbed a napkin and mopped tea off Jillian’s arm. “I haven’t seen either crime scene, but I’d feel better if you came into town and stayed with me.”

“I can’t leave the animals,” Jillian said.

Reseph took the cup from her before she spilled more. “Maybe you should go with Stacey. I can take care of the farm.”

“No!” Jillian’s voice was little more than a snarl. “I will not live in fear again. Do you understand that? That… thing… will not win. You can both go to hell if you think I’m running away—”

“Hey.” Reseph took her hand, and when she jerked out of his grip, he took it again, more firmly. “It’s okay. No one is forcing you to run anywhere.” He slid Stacey a give me a nod of agreement right now look, and she did. “If you want to stay, I’ll stay with you.”

Jillian’s face flushed, and he had a feeling she was a little embarrassed by her outburst. She didn’t need to be. She clearly was harboring a trauma that was simmering hot. The release of steam could only be a good thing.

Stacey pushed to her feet. “I need to get back, but Jill, you know if you need anything…” She left the rest unsaid, the bond between the two friends needing nothing further.

“Thanks.” Jillian gave her friend a fragile smile. “I’ll be fine.”

Stacey grabbed her parka and shot Reseph a meaningful stare. “Care to walk me to my car?”

It wasn’t a question. It was an order full of do it or I’ll shoot you subtext. The women in this part of the country loved their guns, didn’t they? Sexy as hell.

Jillian huffed. “Stacey—”

“It’s okay,” Reseph said, heading off any tension. “I’ll be right back.”

He followed Stacey out to her police cruiser, where she rounded on him, a bundle of brunette fury.

“Listen up, whoever you are. Jillian has been through hell, and it’s only been in the last couple of months that she’s come out of her shell. She doesn’t need you hanging around here like some mangy tomcat carrying God-knows-what kind of baggage.”

Mangy? And he really wanted to know what kind of hell Stacey was talking about in regards to Jillian. “It was a demon, wasn’t it?”

“That killed the Bjornsens and Wilsons? I don’t know.”

“No. That put Jillian through the hell you just mentioned.”

Stacey’s expression went utterly flat. “That’s none of your business. I want you out of here by morning. With you gone, maybe she’ll come stay with me.”

Fat snowflakes began to fall in lazy swirls as he casually reached out and braced his hip against the roof of her car.

“Yeah, see, that won’t happen. You have a point about the baggage. And it’s cool that she has a buddy like you to look after her. But she also has me to do that. We both know she’s not leaving her farm, and as long as there’s something out here killing people, I’m not leaving her alone. I won’t let anything, or anyone, threaten her.”

Her chin came up. “What if you’re the threat? Can you honestly say that you aren’t? What if you wake up tomorrow and remember that you’re a serial rapist? Or a drug lord? Or slave trafficker?”

Stacey the Hardass had just tapped into Reseph’s own fears, but her examples didn’t even come close to where his thoughts had gone. He couldn’t explain it, but he got the feeling that if he was going to be a scumbag, he’d make a drug lord look like a playful kitten.

Not that he’d tell Stacey that. “If I were any of those things, I think the last place I’d be is in the middle of nowhere. I’m guessing you don’t have a huge drug or slave problem in your one-stoplight town.”