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  think about was how the way he took me up to his place was like a groom carrying a bride over the threshold.

  It was a reminder of what might have been between us if things had been different.

  Silas paused at the door, still holding me. "What's wrong?" he asked. "You have a look."

  I shook my head. I wasn't sure what the hell I was feeling, only that I was sad. "Put me down, Silas," I croaked. My voice sounded hoarse.

  He obliged, then reached into his pocket for his keys and unlocked the door behind me. "I know," he said.

  "Know what?"

  "You're terrified. I can see it in your eyes," he said. "You want to run."

  "I -" I started.

  "Don't," he said, his tone gruff. "I don't want to hear some bullshit, Tempest. You're not running, this time." He kissed me again, hungrily, his tongue finding mine, and every part of my body cried out for his touch.

  I wanted him. Now, before I listened to that voice in my head, the one making all of the rational objections, giving me all the reasons why I shouldn't be with him.

  Right now, I wanted him.

  I didn't want to think about tomorrow. Only now.

  "Take me, Silas," I whispered. "Now."

  He made a sound under his breath, guttural in his throat, and picked me up. His hands held my ass, and I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist. He kicked the door closed behind him, still carrying me, his lips never leaving mine.

  The apartment was tiny, but we didn't even make it to the bedroom. Silas set me on the counter in the kitchen, yanking my shirt over my head in one quick movement, and I unhooked my bra and tossed it to the floor. He groaned as I arched up to kiss him, my breasts pressed against his chest, and I tugged at the sides of his shirt.

  "Damn shirt," he said, breaking away from me to yank his shirt over his head.

  I inhaled sharply when I saw him.

  "What?" he asked.

  I shook my head. "Nothing," I said. "I just don't think I'll ever get tired of looking at you without clothes."

  Silas kissed me, sliding his hand over my breast. My nipple hardened to his touch, and he stroked it with his thumb, moving it in circles around and around until I was nearly delirious with arousal. "Well then," he said. "Let me make your fucking day."

  I watched appreciatively as he slid his jeans from his waist, stripped naked, and kicked his clothes across the tile floor. When he turned toward me, he was already rock hard. "How's that?" he asked. "Better?"

  I laughed. "Come here and I'll show you how much I like it."

  "How ever will I be able to tell?" he asked, his mouth close to my ear. He unbuttoned my pants and I arched my back on the counter, allowing him to slide my jeans off my hips. After he pulled them down my legs, he stood up, his eyes trailing over every inch of me.

  "Are you going to just stand there?" I asked.

  "Quit your nagging," Silas said, grinning. "You can let me fucking stand here and look at that sweet little body of yours if I want to look at it."

  I blushed under his gaze, but it only lasted for a moment before he was touching me again.

  Back where he belonged.

  His fingers trailed down my sides, and he hooked a finger underneath my panties, pulling them away from my skin. "You're wearing panties this time, huh?" he asked. "I want to see how much you like it." He slipped a finger between my legs, groaning when he felt my wetness. Leaning in, he kissed me so hard I thought he would bruise my lips.

  "Take them off," I whispered. "I want you now. I can't wait." I was practically begging for him. My body seemed to feel like it had been forever, not days, since he touched me

  I craved him.

  When Silas finally had me naked, my ass on the cool surface of the kitchen counter, he didn't waste any time. He entered me in one swift movement, and I clung to the back of his shoulders, my legs wrapped around his waist as he fucked me.

  Only the first few strokes were slow.

  After that, he drove into me with hard, fast strokes, and I arched into him, wanting all of him, as deeply as I could have him.

  "I can't get enough of you," he said.

  I pulled myself against him, tightening my legs around him and guiding him in more deeply, my head too clouded with desire to even utter a word in response. I wanted him melded against me.

  I wanted everything he had.

  I couldn't think of anything except how his cock felt inside me, the sensation of his skin against mine, the way his breath felt warm on my neck.

  "More, Silas," I gasped. It was all I could say.

  More.

  My words spurred him on, and he fucked me harder, bringing me higher and higher like I was riding an ocean wave that was about to crest. I buried my head in his shoulder and clung to him, my nails digging into his skin as he drove his cock deeper inside me.

  "Tempest," Silas said, his voice barely more than a growl. "Come for me before I fucking explode."

  His words pushed me over the edge and I cried out his name as I came, feeling him crash into me.

  Afterward, I sat with my legs wrapped around him and my head on his chest, my entire body still trembling from my orgasm. We stayed like that, nearly motionless for what seemed like an eternity as our breathing returned to normal.

  My ear against his chest, I listed to the thumping of his heart. It made me feel calm. "Your heart sounds like it's going to explode," I said.

  Silas stroked my hair. "You're making me feel like an old man," he said.

  "What?" I looked up at him. "Neither of us are old."

  "You're going to give me a damn heart attack, though," he said, smiling at me. "With what you're doing to me."

  "What am I doing to you, exactly?" I asked, my voice light.

  "You're killing me, bright eyes," he said, kissing the side of my neck. "I can't stop thinking about you. Or fucking you. Or thinking about fucking you."

  I didn't respond. I wanted to be honest, to tell him that I felt the same way.

  I was torn between my instinct to run away and my desire to stay.

  Silas picked me up again. "Hang on," he said. "I'm taking you back to the bedroom. Where you belong."

  I laughed, but kept my arms and legs wrapped tightly around him, only stepping down when he reached the bedroom.

  "Standing up?" he asked. "I was going to put you right into bed."

  "Oh yeah?" I said. "You think you've got that much stamina, old man? You were just whining about how I wore you out."

  Silas reached for my ass and I dodged his hand, jumping onto the soft mattress and landing with a bounce. He scrambled up onto the bed after me, pulling me onto my side facing him.

  "I might need a minute to catch my breath, Tempest," he said. "But there's no chance in hell that you're going to wear me out."

  I trailed my hand over his chest, my eyes taking in every inch of him, trying to memorize every ripple of his muscles, the tattoos that covered his skin. I was sure that, like mine, each picture had a story, and it made me think about how much of his life I'd missed.

  How many stories he had that didn't include me.

  "You know if I stayed, I'd wear you out," I said.

  I wasn't talking about sex, and we both knew it.

  Silas caught my wrist, holding it still. "Look at me," he said.

  "Silas," I warned. But I looked in his eyes, despite my heart's rapid flutter, the fear that pumped through my veins.

  The fear of being known.

  "You think you've changed, Tempest," he said. "Or that the fact that what happened with your parents means that nothing is the same between us."

  "Silas, you and I both know that you finding out who I was - that my parents and I were liars- changed everything."

  "That's bullshit," he said. "You felt what I did in Vegas. The same heat that was there in Vegas is between us now."

  "It's chemistry, Silas," I said. "That's all it is."

  Silas narrowed his eyes and looked at me for a long time. I feared I had hurt him