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  Either it was just a big game to him, or he was totally delusional. She remembered the moment when his expression had suddenly altered to something hard and frightening, and she knew he wasn’t delusional.

  He was dangerous.

  She had to turn him in. She knew it, accepted the necessity, and the pain was so sharp she almost moaned aloud. She had always wondered why women would aid their husbands or boyfriends in eluding the law, and now she knew why; the thought of Price in jail for most of his life, perhaps even facing a death penalty, was devastating. And yet she wouldn’t be able to live with herself if she did nothing and someone else died because she let him go.

  Maybe she was wrong. Maybe she was jumping to the most ludicrous conclusion of her lifetime.The radio announcer hadn’t said all the deputies on the bus had been killed, but that two of them had. On the other hand, neither had he said that one of the deputies was missing, which surely would have been in the news if that was the case.

  And now she was grasping at straws, and she knew it. The deputy’s uniform drying on the railing was too small for Price, and there was no logical reason for him to have exchanged his own uniform for one that didn’t fit. Price was one of the escaped prisoners, not a deputy.

  She had to keep him from knowing she knew about the bus wreck. She didn’t have to worry about anything being on the television until the electric power was restored, and the next time he went to the bathroom, she would take the batteries out of the radio and hide them. All she had to do was periodically check the phone and, when service to it was restored, wait for the opportunity to call the sheriff’s department.

  If she kept her wits about her, everything would be all right.

  “Hope?”

  She jumped, her heart thundering with panic. Price was standing in the door, watching her, his gaze sharp. She fumbled with the broom and mop and almost dropped them. “You startled me!”

  “So I see.” Calmly he stepped forward and took the broom and mop from her hands. Hope took an involuntary step back, fighting a sense of suffocation. He seemed even bigger in the small laundry room, his shoulders totally blocking the door. She had reveled in his size and strength when they were making love, but now she was overwhelmed by the thought of her utter helplessness in a physical match against him. Not that she had entertained any idea of wrestling him into submission, but she had to be prepared to fight him in any way possible, if necessary Running would be the smartest thing to do, if she had the chance.

  “What’s wrong?” he asked. His expression was still, unreadable, and his gaze never left her face. He stood squarely in front of her, and there was no way past him, not in the narrow confines of the laundry room. “You look scared to death.”

  Considering how she must have looked, Hope knew she couldn’t try to deny it; he would know she was lying. “I am,” she confessed, her voice shaking. She didn’t know what she was going to say until the words began tumbling out. “I don’t … I mean, I’ve been widowed five years and I haven’t … I’ve just met you, and we—I—oh, damn,” she said helplessly, dwindling to an end.

  His face relaxed, and a faint smile teased his mouth. “So you just had one of those moments when reality bites you on the ass, when you look around and everything hits all at once and you think, holy shit, what am I doing?”

  She managed a nod. “Something like that,” she said, and swallowed.

  “Well, let’s see. You’re caught alone in a blizzard, an almost dead stranger falls in your front door, you save his life, and though you haven’t had a lover in five years, somehow he ends up on top of you for most of the night. I can see how all that would be a little disconcerting, especially when you didn’t use any birth control and might have gotten pregnant.”

  Hope felt as if there were no blood left in her face.

  “Ah, honey.” Gently he set the things aside and caught her arms, his big hands rubbing up and down as he eased her into his arms. “What happened, did you check the calendar and find out getting pregnant is a lot more likely than you’d thought?”

  Oh, God, she thought she might faint at his touch, the combined terror and longing so intense she couldn’t bear it. How could he be so tender and comforting when he was a criminal, an escaped prisoner? And how could the feel of his strong body against hers be so right? She wanted to be able to rest her head on his shoulder and forget about the rest of the world, just stay with him here in these remote mountains where nothing could ever touch them.

  “Hope?” He tilted his head so he could better see her face.

  She gasped for breath, because she didn’t seem to be getting enough oxygen. “The wrong time—is now,” she blurted.

  He took a deep breath too, as if reality had just taken a nip out of his ass too. “That close, huh?”

  “On the money.” She sounded a little steadier now, and she was grateful. The sharp edge of panic was fading. She had already decided she wasn’t in any immediate danger, so she should just stay cool instead of jumping every time he came near. That would definitely make him suspicious, given how willingly she had made love with him. She had been lucky that his insightfulness had given her a plausible reason for her upset, but at the same time she had to remember exactly how sharp he was. If he knew she had been listening to the radio, it wouldn’t take him five seconds to put it all together and realize she was on to him.

  “Okay.” He blew out a breath. “Before, when you told me you weren’t on the pill, I didn’t realize the odds. So what do you want to do? Stop taking chances, or take our chances?” Suddenly, impossibly, she felt him tremble. “Jesus,” he said, his voice shaking. “I’ve always been so fucking careful, and vice versa.”

  “Do you feel reality nibbling?” Hope mumbled against his chest.

  “Nibbling, hell. I’ve got fang marks on my ass.” He trembled again. “The hell of it is … Hope—I like the idea.”

  Oh, God. In despair, Hope pressed her face tight against him. He couldn’t be a killer, he simply couldn’t, not and treat her so sweetly, and tremble at the thought of being a father. He would have to have a split personality, to be both the man she knew and the man she feared he could be.

  “Your call,” he said.

  He was aroused. She could feel the hard bulge of his erection. Talking about the possibility of pregnancy hadn’t scared him, it had turned him on, just the way she had felt earlier, knowing they were making love without protection. And her body was already so attuned to him, so responsive to his sexuality, that she felt the inner tightening of her own desire. She was shocked at herself, but helpless to kill her reaction. All she could do was refuse to satisfy her need.

  Her mouth was dry from tension, and she tried to work up some saliva. “We—we should be careful,” she managed to say, thankful he had given her this out. Even if he was one of the other escaped prisoners and not the one considered so dangerous, it would be criminally irresponsible of her to continue sleeping with him. She had already been irresponsible enough. She could live with what she had already done, but it couldn’t continue.

  “All right.” Reluctantly he released her. His face was tense. “Call me when lunch is ready. I’m going to go shovel some more snow.”

  Hope stood where she was until she heard the door slam behind him; then she covered her face with her hands and weakly sagged against the washing machine. Please, please, she prayed, let the telephone service be restored soon. She didn’t know if she could stand another hour of this, much less days. She wanted to weep. She wanted to scream. She wanted to grab him and slam him against the wall and yell at him for being stupid and getting himself in trouble to begin with. Most of all, she wanted none of this to be true. She wanted to be completely mistaken in every conclusion she had reached.

  She wanted Price.

  7

  While the stew was warming in the microwave, Hope took the batteries out of the radio and hid them in one of her lidded saucepans. She checked the phone, but wasn’t surprised when she didn’t hear a dia