The Jodi Picoult Collection #2 Read online

  “We’re just trying to build a strip mall, for God’s sake. I’ve got the owner’s signature, all nice and legal on a piece of paper. I’ve forked over fifty thousand dollars, to start. I do everything by the book, and in return, I’ve got temperatures dropping below zero for no reason whatsoever; I’ve got voices screaming in the middle of the night. I’ve got my labor force quitting. Jesus . . . this morning, I got shoved, and there was no one behind me!” He looked directly at Shelby. “I am not going crazy. I’m not.”

  “Of course you aren’t,” she murmured.

  The man ran a hand down his face. “I don’t know why I bothered to come here. You can’t help me.”

  “No, I can’t,” Shelby said. “But I think I know someone who can.”

  Ross sprawled in Shelby’s living room, the volume on the television cranked up as loud as he felt he could make it without waking his nephew. Wires linked his video camera to the screen, as the short tape he’d made at the quarry ran. He paused the image with the remote control, rewound it, and leaned forward to scrutinize it again. But no, the flickering at the corner of the screen was just a reflection—nothing paranormal at all.

  He shut off the television and leaned back, eyes closed. “Waste of time.”

  “That bad, huh?” Shelby walked in and slung her pocketbook onto the couch.

  “Ethan was fine.”

  “I was talking about your date. Are you going to tell me who she was now, or is that a state secret?”

  “Nobody you know.”

  “How can I be sure until you tell me?” Shelby sat down. “What’s with the video camera?”

  Ross set out to change the subject as quickly as possible. “How was work?”

  “Actually, I think I got you a job today.”

  “Thanks, but I don’t think library work is for me. I gave up alphabetizing for Lent.”

  “A. It’s not Lent, and B. It’s not library work—”

  “You’re alphabetizing,” Ross pointed out, grinning.

  Shelby tucked one foot beneath her. “A man came in today, Rod van Vleet. He’s working for the development company that bought a piece of land on Otter Creek Pass—”

  “Where?”

  “Well, it doesn’t matter. What’s important is that he’s all freaked out because he thinks the property is haunted.” Shelby smiled, triumphant. “Guess where you come in.”

  His jaw tightened. “Is this about money? Because if you want me to pay rent—”

  “Ross, stop. I said something to him because I thought it might get you excited. You’ve been moping around since you got here. You’ve barely even left the house in weeks.”

  “You hardly ever leave the house.”

  “That’s different and you know it.”

  Ross got out of the chair and yanked the wires out of the TV, packing up his video camera in its padded bag. “I didn’t realize you had expectations,” he said bitterly. “I didn’t know that it wasn’t all right to just take a breather.”

  “A breather? Are you sure that’s why you came here?” By now she was standing toe-to-toe with him. “Or were you looking for someplace to stop breathing?”

  Ross held her gaze for a minute. “Shel. It was only that once, just after she died.”

  Shelby’s hands came up to Ross’s wrists, pulled them down between them. Her thumbs edged up the sleeves of his sweater, traced the history there. “Once. I go to ask you if you want soup for lunch, soup, Ross, and you’re bleeding out.”

  “You should have let me,” Ross said, gently breaking away.

  “Fuck you.” Tears glittered in Shelby’s eyes. “When you close the bathroom door now, I wonder if you’re taking pills. When you go out driving, I wonder if you’re wrapped around a tree. Did it ever occur to you that you’re not the only person who’s ever lost someone? Aimee died. People die. You’re alive, and you have to start acting like it.”

  His gaze was glacial. “Will you feel that way in a few years, when it’s Ethan?”

  A small sound made them turn toward the doorway, but by then the boy who had heard every word had run off.

  He was wearing a sweatshirt and long pants, and of course a baseball hat, but his face and his hands were uncovered. By the time Ethan reached the quarry—the highest spot in town, with cliffs that pierced the sky—his fingers were swollen like sausages, and so red they ached with every heartbeat.

  Maybe a truck would hit him on the way. Maybe he would burn to a crisp, go up in flames like the pictures of that guy he saw in the Guinness Book of World Records. If he died now, what difference would it make?

  What he knew of the town of Comtosook he had learned from maps, from the Internet. Certainly, he’d been out before—but things looked different in the daylight. He could not tear his eyes away from streets that were full of cars, from the sheer number of people on the sidewalks. He could not know that normally, this town was twice as crowded—by comparison, to Ethan, this sunny world was so busy it took his breath away.

  Ethan knew he was going to die. He’d been to psychologists and doctors and social workers to help him come to terms with the prognosis of an XP patient. He might make it to fifty, but there was every chance he’d only live until fifteen. It all depended on how much damage had been done to his cells before he was diagnosed.

  The way he figured it, this was one of the few things he could point to that made him just like anyone else. At some point or another, all people were going to kick the bucket. The difference was, if he wanted that day to come later rather than sooner, he wasn’t really allowed to live.

  It was only a few more blocks to the quarry; Ethan could tell because the cliffs were looming larger and larger. He did not know what he would do when he got there. Take off his shirt, maybe, until the pain got so bad he passed out. Lie on his back and stare up at the sun until his corneas burned.

  He turned into the entrance of the quarry and stopped abruptly. Leaning against the hood of his battered car, arms crossed, was his Uncle Ross. “How did you find me?”

  “Find you? I was here first.” Ross took a look at Ethan’s sunburned fingers and face but didn’t comment, only handed Ethan one of his own shirts to put on, the sleeves falling down over his hands to protect them from the ultraviolet light. Then he squinted up at the sky. “I figured a kid who had a bone to pick with the sun would try to get right in its face. This is the highest place in town.” He turned to Ethan. “Your mother is frantic.”

  “Where is she?”

  “At home. In case you showed up there, first.” Standing, he opened the passenger door. “Can we finish this conversation inside?”

  After a moment, Ethan nodded. He ducked into the car, pulled off his baseball cap, and scrubbed at his scalp. “Is it true, about you trying to kill yourself?”

  “Yeah.”

  Ethan felt his throat narrow. His uncle—well, he was one of the only males Ethan had any contact with, and he was certainly the coolest one. He’d done totally sketchy things, like skydiving and ice climbing. Ethan wanted to be just like him, if he ever got the chance to grow up. But he couldn’t fathom how the man he idolized most in the world would not just want to live on the edge, but to die there. “How come you did it?”

  Ross reached across Ethan’s body to rap hard on the glass. Then, with a flick of a finger on a console button, the window automatically rolled down; Ethan could smell the bitter fireweed that grew along the road in brilliant regiments. “To get to the other side,” his uncle explained.

  “Oh my God,” Shelby cried, and then she was running down the driveway to yank Ethan out of the car. Ross watched them hold this moment between them, the small grain of calamity now reforming itself into a pearl of relief. They tottered back toward the house, Shelby folded around her son, as if he were still an extension of her own body.

  Ross leaned against the hood, thanking God he’d had the hunch to look for Ethan where he had. He didn’t want to think about what might have happened, had he come home alone, or if Etha