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  They relied on agriculture, and their villages had been located on the floodplains of rivers. Hunting and fishing supplemented their diets. For most of the year, they lived in scattered bands of extended families, but during the summer they would gather. They had no central authority, which meant that in times of war, the Abenaki could abandon their villages, separate into smaller groups, and resurface somewhere far away to counterattack. Often during war, they retreated into Quebec, which led many colonials in New England to think of them as Canadian Indians, and gave them an excuse to take most of their land in Maine, New Hampshire, and Vermont without compensation.

  There were, in 2001, approximately 2,500 Abenaki left in Vermont.

  But whether any of them had ever lived on the Pike property was still a mystery to Ross, even though he’d tried six different Internet search engines and nearly every historical reference book the Comtosook Public Library had to offer.

  He lay his head on the desk, frustrated. Shelby came up behind him and began to knead his shoulders. “Any luck?”

  “You do this for a living?” Ross sighed.

  “I’m going to assume that means you didn’t find anything.” She sat down on the chair beside him, glancing quickly at the reference desk to make sure Ethan was still occupied with his Game Boy. “Vermont isn’t exactly known for its record-keeping precision,” she said. “Most of the old documents are gathering mold on the floor of the town clerk’s office. And even those are pretty much the story of the English who settled the area. I don’t imagine that Native Americans saw the need for property deeds a thousand years ago.”

  “Yeah, and look at where it got them.”

  “You going to quit, then?”

  “No.” He glanced at the screen, luminous and humming. “I’m going to try to read up on some of those Brits. See if their accounts mention any Indian settlements.”

  “Suit yourself. I’m going to take Ethan home.”

  Ross watched his sister from a distance, chatting with the new librarian who’d come in to take over the shift, slipping the strap of her purse over her shoulder, touching the crown of Ethan’s head when she spoke as if her hand had simply been drawn there, a magnet to its pole.

  “Shel,” he called out, as she waved to him from the door. “You ever hear of anyone named Beaumont?”

  “Is that one of those English settlers?”

  “No.” Ross found his hands moving over the keyboard as if they had a mind of their own. The search engine he opened up had nothing to do with historical documents. It was the much more mundane White Pages for the town of Comtosook.

  The librarian who’d just come on duty looked at him over her bifocals. “There’s a biology library on the UVM campus named after a Beaumont. Sometimes we do book loans with them.”

  “Sorry, Ross,” Shelby said, shaking her head. “That doesn’t ring a bell.”

  She pushed Ethan out the door as Ross typed the name into the computer.

  BEAUMONT, ABEL. 33 Castleton Rd.

  BEAUMONT, C. RR 2, Box 358.

  BEAUMONT, W. 569 West Oren St.

  He had not really expected to find Lia’s name listed; her husband didn’t seem the type to grant a woman equal billing. There was no way of finding the Beaumont on the Rural Route, but the other two were local. He signed off the computer and gathered his things.

  “Success?” the librarian asked, smiling.

  Ross found himself whistling. “You could say that.”

  It frustrated Az to no end that he needed some pissant piece of paper to fish in waters that belonged to no one. Who was some game warden to tell him he needed a permit with a stamp on it in order to sit himself down on the shores of the lake and catch as many trout as he could fit into his belly for dinner?

  But he had it, all the same, tucked into the pocket of his shirt just in case he attracted company at six in the morning. He sat back and threaded a shiner onto his hook, then cast toward a patch of water that seemed darker than the rest.

  He left his bail open, so that the minnow could swim away. The fishing line was a neon equator, splitting the lake into two. Az closed his eyes and balanced his rod between his knees. Growing old was still a surprise to him; funny how he could not remember what he had for dinner last night but could tell you, in exquisite detail, about the constellation of speckles on the back of the first trout he ever caught. He could not always catch the name of a friend on his tongue but there were faces from the past that he knew as surely as if he’d sculpted them himself. His spine had curved in the past few years, to the point where Az wondered if he would literally come full circle before it was his time to go, but his mind was so clear he could sometimes feel its serrated edges in the moments before he let loose and sank to sleep.

  Az grunted at the absolute lack of activity on his line. Patience, that’s what his father had taught him, along with which shallows netted the best bait and how to cast so softly a fish heard the splash of the hook only as a memory. But Az didn’t have much patience these days. Patience required time, and he was running out of that.

  The sun, bloodshot eye, lit the lip of the lake. There was a sudden spray of fire overhead. Explosions rose like Roman candles, sliding the sky from night into day.

  The ground trembled beneath Az as a second round of charges went off at Angel Quarry, dislodging more granite to be mined into kitchen countertops and grave markers. His fishing line began to spin out as a trout grabbed onto the shiner. Az counted once, twice, then closed the bail on the reel and began to pull in with a steady hand.

  The fish thrashed into his basket, all the colors of the sunrise caught in its scales. Another detonation ripped across the lake, and this time, Az could see bass leaping in small surprised circles, desperate to escape this unplanned earthquake.

  He baited his hook with another shiner. Sometimes, things just needed a little shaking up.

  Meredith huddled over her microscope, examining a single cell from an embryo that had been recently conceived in a test tube. This one did not seem destined to inherit cystic fibrosis—a small miracle, given that the couple’s other four attempts to conceive a healthy child had failed. She arched her back and smiled: this one would make it. This one would be a survivor. And Meredith should know.

  Lucy had been one of those against-the-odds babies. Not because of a genetic disorder, but simply by circumstance. Eight years ago Meredith had broken off a fading relationship with her mentor, a biomedical engineering professor who had been too busy to accompany her to her mother’s funeral in Maryland. Her mother had only been in her fifties—it had been a heart attack, unexpected and very fast. As devastated as Meredith had been, her grandmother had been even more upset, and it fell to Meredith, at twenty-six, to take care of the details of death. She could still recall the surreal trip to the funeral parlor, where she was asked to pick out the color of satin lining for her mother’s coffin; to choose from a catalog of Vermont-granite headstones. She remembered the graveside service, where Granny Ruby had listed against her, the old woman’s slight weight forcing Meredith to stand tall and solid.

  She made the decision to go to Boston, defend her dissertation, and then come back to Silver Spring to live with Granny Ruby. But four sleepless nights had taken their toll; several hours into the journey north, she lost control of her Civic.

  Meredith awakened in the hospital with a cast on her left leg, bruises on every inch of her body, and a nurse at her side who kept telling her that her baby was going to be fine. Baby? she had thought, or maybe said aloud. What baby? Answers were fed to her like pain pills—an ultrasound meant to check internal injuries had shown the eight-week pregnancy, the butterfly heartbeat.

  She had not wanted to be a single mother. She hadn’t wanted to be a mother, period. All she wanted was her own mother, back. So she’d made an appointment for an abortion.

  One that she hadn’t kept.

  Meredith knew the science behind conception; she understood what parents could and could not pass along to