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“Can you do it without a douche-bag boyfriend?”
“Yeah.”
“Good.” Josh leaned back on the bench, exhausted, and more than a little worried about Grace. But beyond that, there was something new blooming in his chest.
Or rather, the lack of something old. He’d felt like a family tonight with Toby and Anna. A real family.
That was all Grace. It was still Grace, and she wasn’t even in the room. He’d actually believed that he didn’t have anything at stake with her, that it would cost him nothing to enjoy the fun while it lasted. To enjoy her.
But he’d been wrong. He’d had his family at stake, his heart. Everything.
And she loved him. It’d been a shock to hear her say it. After she had, all he’d wanted to do was hear it again, but he quickly realized during her vanishing act that it’d been a mistake on her part. She hadn’t meant to say it at all.
She loved him, but she didn’t want to love him.
He’d found someone he’d never in a million years expected—someone who’d put it all on the line for him, someone to love him—not for being a doctor or a dad, but just for being Josh.
And he’d blown it.
The front door of the station opened and more people arrived. Amy. Matt. Ty. Lucille and her entire posse.
Hell, half the town.
Lucille and her gang were carrying posters that said things like FREE GRACE. One of the sheriffs confiscated the posters when an eighty-five-year-old Mrs. Burland hit one of them over the head. He said he’d arrest her for police brutality, but he was afraid of starting a riot.
Finally, Sawyer came out of the back, leading Grace, on crutches, and everyone started yelling at Sawyer at once.
“She was only protecting Anna!”
“You can’t arrest her!”
“We won’t let you take her!”
Sawyer held up a hand, and the din stopped on a dime. “You people are crazy, you know that?”
The yelling renewed, but again Sawyer stopped them. “She’s not arrested! We just had some questions that needed answers. Seriously, you all need a life. Grace is free to go.”
Grace was standing in the middle of the crowd looking a little bowled over at the support. And also a little unstable on her feet, especially when everyone began to move in too close. Josh waded in, parted the seas, and drew her up against him, crutches and all.
Grace hadn’t seen him coming, but the minute Josh’s warm, strong arms surrounded her, she sighed. “Hey,” she said, breathless. The crutches were a bitch, and all the people were a little disconcerting, but that wasn’t what had stolen the air from her lungs.
Nope, that was all Josh, and the way he’d somehow pushed through the crowd to get to her. It was how he’d pulled her in tight, as if she were the most precious thing to him, as if he couldn’t wait another second to touch her.
She liked that, a lot.
Everyone around them seemed a little crazy, but she realized that they were here for her.
Her.
In her world, she’d always had to earn acceptance, approval, even love. But from the very beginning, it’d been different here. She had Amy and Mallory, who had accepted her as is, and the rest of Lucky Harbor had eventually done the same, no questions asked. She’d never experienced anything like it. It was humbling.
It was amazing.
And then there was Toby and Anna.
And Josh…
Behind them, Sawyer was shoving people toward the door. “Out. Everyone out.” He eyed Lucille’s FREE GRACE sign and shook his head at her.
Unrepentant, she grinned, then turned to Grace. “You did good, hon, protecting the tot. If Dr. Scott doesn’t realize what a catch he has, we’ll all make sure to hit him with our signs when he comes out of the station.”
“Hell,” Josh said. “I’m right here.”
“He ought to make an honest woman out of you,” Mr. Saunders said, ignoring Josh. “If he doesn’t, I will.”
“No, I will,” Mr. Wykowski said, waving his cane.
“Easy, boys.” Lucille looped an arm into each of theirs. “There are plenty of honest women to go around.”
Sawyer pointed to the door. He wasn’t the kind of guy people messed with. If he wanted the place empty, the place got empty, in a hurry. In less than two minutes, it was just Josh and Grace. Even Anna and Toby had gone outside to wait.
In the ensuing silence, Sawyer shook his head, muttered something to himself that sounded like “fucking Mayberry,” and gave Josh and Grace a nod. “I’ll be in the back.”
Then they were alone. Nerves danced in Grace’s belly.
“You okay?” Josh tilted her face up to his, searching her features as if he couldn’t get his fill.
She gave herself permission to do the same. She had no idea what her future held exactly, but for the first time in her life, that was okay. She’d found herself. Here, in this town.
With this man.
And that was enough. She’d found her own way, not because of what her job title was or how much money she pushed around, but because of who she was. On the inside. Which, as it turned out, had nothing to do with numbers at all. “I’m okay. Devon’s not pressing charges.”
Josh let out a breath and pushed the hair from her face, tracing a finger along her temple, tucking a strand behind her ear. “I missed you last night.”
Out of all the things that she’d expected him to say, that was just about last on the list. She pulled back to meet his gaze. “But after I left, you didn’t even call.”
“I thought you needed some space. My mistake,” he said quietly.
“No, it’s mine,” Grace said in a rush, the words needing to get out. “I’m sorry about what I said. It was too soon. I shouldn’t have—”
Josh cut her off with a kiss that made her toes curl. “Don’t be sorry,” he said when they broke apart. “I love you, Grace. I think I have since day one when you jumped into my life with both feet, giving me all you had just to help me out.”
She stared up at him, feeling the anxiety in her chest break free, giving way to hope and love. “You should know that it wasn’t all from the goodness of my heart. It was also for the goodness of my very sad bank account.”
His mouth curved. “Liar. You’d do just about anything to help anyone, even people who only a few months ago were perfect strangers.” And though he kept his eyes on hers, he gestured outside with a jerk of his chin, where everyone in town was straining their eardrums trying to catch their conversation.
They’re trying to see if you’re making an honest woman out of me,” she said.
“Working on it,” he said. “It’d help if you threw yourself at me in front of them.”
She laughed and did just that, flinging down her crutches and hitting him midchest. Her cast weighed her down a bit but he seemed to have no problem catching her. She wrapped herself around him like a monkey and buried her face against his throat, breathing him in. “You haven’t asked me if I’m taking the job.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
She lifted her head. “No…?”
“Either way, we’ll make it work.”
Her breath caught as her heart filled with so much love and hope she didn’t know if she could contain it all. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
Nope. Nope, she couldn’t contain it all, some of it spilled out in the form of a dopey smile. “You really wouldn’t mind dating a woman who lived far away?”
His gaze roamed her features hungrily. “Hell, Grace. I’d go to Australia to visit you. I don’t care about the job, or where you lay your head down at night, as long as your heart’s mine.”
Her heart melted. “I’m not taking the Seattle job, Josh.”
He closed his eyes. “So the offer was from Portland, then. All right, so we’ll get intimately familiar with frequent-flyer miles.”
She slid her fingers into his hair and waited until he opened his eyes and looked at her. “I didn’t take tha