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  Would he? Would he get down on bended knee and beg her not to leave here when the time came, simply because he needed her?

  “Because I’d never ask you to change who and what you are, Jacob. Never.” With that, she went up on her tiptoes and pressed her mouth to his temple. “’Night.”

  “Bella—”

  “It’s late,” she murmured, pressing her lips to his other temple, his jaw, and then far too briefly, his lips. “Gotta get some sleep. You’re starting work tomorrow, you should get some sleep, too.”

  And then she was gone.

  TWO DAYS LATER, BELLA and Willow were just closing up the kitchen when Jacob came in the back door with two cops, one on either side of him. He thanked them and they went back to their perch outside.

  One look at Jacob had Bella’s heart taking a good, hard leap. She could tell herself that she was good and fine and well with everything that had happened until she was blue in the face.

  But she was one big, fancy liar.

  She wasn’t good and fine, not when every muscle in her body tensed with the urge to run across the kitchen and throw herself at him.

  He’d gone back to work, and for two days had been buried under by the backlog, hardly coming up for air. Or so he claimed when he called her at night.

  As for her, she’d been…well, she’d been thinking entirely too much.

  But no matter how much she’d been remembering and reliving, the reality of Jacob in the flesh was so much more potent than the memories.

  He wore a dark suit and tie and his splint, and he looked disturbingly…hot.

  “Wow,” Willow murmured, leaning back against the sink, looking him over with heated eyes. “You clean up nice, Detective.”

  “Thanks.” He didn’t take his gaze off Bella. And those eyes were filled with frustration, temper, hunger and so much bafflement that Bella didn’t know whether to laugh or get rid of Willow so she could have him right here in the kitchen.

  “You hungry?” she asked.

  “Yes.”

  Not for food.

  Those words went unspoken, but they shimmered in the air between them.

  Willow had a bag of popcorn, her favorite lunch, and was dividing a curious stare between them as if they were the latest number-one movie at the box office.

  Finally, Bella looked at her, brow raised.

  “Oh!” Willow let out a little laugh and grabbed her purse. “I’m out.” She looked back at them. “Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do and just so you know, that doesn’t cover a lot of ground.”

  Jacob smiled at her, then turned his attention back to Bella, not saying a word, just giving her that look that never failed to make her nipples hard and her panties wet. “So,” she murmured. “A suit?”

  “I was due in court this morning, had to testify on a case.”

  “Did it go well?”

  “Yes.” His eyes never left her face as he reached out and slowly pulled her in. “Missed you, Bella.”

  Her heart took another hard leap against her ribs. At this rate, she’d be in heart-attack territory in under five minutes. “You did?”

  He pressed his forehead to hers. “Yeah. I’m hot and starving. Come with me, let’s get a pizza and go to my house. It’s going to be a full moon. We can take the horses out on a moonlight ride.”

  “The moon doesn’t come up until late.”

  He slid her a long look that said this again? “So stay, instead of driving back.”

  Her throat tightened. No. No, dammit. She wasn’t going to go through this again. She couldn’t. Not when she knew she was hopelessly, pathetically falling for him. “I can’t.” It took her another extremely long minute—where she pressed her nose into his throat and just inhaled him as if maybe it was going to be the very last time—before she forced herself to pull free. “I can’t tonight.”

  “But—”

  “I can’t,” she repeated. “Listen, I have to go. Let yourself out.” And grabbing a wet cloth, left him to go wipe down the tables in the front room, even though they were perfectly clean since they still didn’t have walk-in customers.

  She ended up just standing there, staring sightlessly at nothing.

  When, finally, she heard the back door close, she sagged into a chair and covered her face.

  The front door opened and Trevor popped his head in. He was wearing surf shorts and a weather-guard tee, and his usual contagious smile. “Hey, what are you doing? I’m going sailing. Come with, it’s gorgeous outside—” He broke off, looking her over. “You okay?”

  “Yes.”

  “Liar.” He took the towel out of her hands, crouched at her side and cupped her face. “You know what you need?”

  “A one-way ticket to the South Pacific?”

  “A sail,” he said gently. “With no worries, no plans, nothing but a few waves. Come on, baby, let me show you a good time.”

  It was such a cheesy line that she managed to laugh, as he’d intended, and he smiled into her face. “Attagirl.”

  JACOB WENT HOME AND stared at his empty house. He looked at his living room and pictured Bella standing before the huge windows, eyeing the view. He saw her sitting on the couch with that light of wicked intent in her eyes. He saw her sitting on his kitchen counter.

  He couldn’t even look at his bed.

  Or his shower…

  Her presence was here in every room of his house, and in every part of his heart.

  He was such an idiot. He wasn’t just messing around with her. Why hadn’t he told her that?

  He could say this was casual until he was blue in the face, he could pretend with the best of them that he was okay with her walking away from Santa Rey, away from him, but he wasn’t okay with it and he never would be.

  And he owed it to her to at least have the balls to say so.

  Undoubtedly, he’d get his stupid heart broken for the effort, but hell if he’d let her go without at least putting it all out there on the line. That decided, he whipped out his cell phone and called her. It went right to voice mail, and he absently rubbed his aching shoulder as he left her a message. “Call me, Bella. I’m coming back to the shop, I need to see you, we need to talk.” He paused, wondering if he’d sounded too scary and would maybe cause her to bolt before he could get there. “I told you that I miss you,” he said, drawing a deep breath. “But what I should have also said was that I love you.” Hoping that would cover everything, he started to close his phone, then added, “I’m on my way. Please—” He closed his eyes. “Please be there.”

  BELLA’S PHONE WAS ON SPEAKER, so both she and Trevor heard the message.

  “Sweet,” Trevor said. “A little too little too late, but very sweet.”

  She was driving, but she took a quick look over at him. How had she never seen the menace just beneath his surface before? And now that she had, how the hell was she going to get out of this without getting hurt? Or worse. “If I don’t call him back, he’s going to come over.”

  “Yes. And find you already gone.” He affected a regretful expression. “So sad.”

  “He’ll look for me.”

  “No, he won’t. He’ll see that your duffel bag is gone—thanks for staying packed, by the way, I’ve got your bag in my trunk. Face it, Jacob is going to assume you’ve done what you’ve been talking about, that you’ve left town. Which you are doing. He won’t try to come after you. He has far too much pride and testosterone for that.”

  She’d have thought so, too, until that phone call. In his voice had been bare, heart-wrenching emotion. For her.

  “Turn right at the marina, Bella.”

  She didn’t want to.

  She wanted to turn left and get back on the freeway and head north to Jacob’s house. She wanted to reverse time, to the time before she’d told Jacob to let himself out, the implication being that he should let himself out of her life while he was at it.

  She wanted to plant both her feet in the ground and make roots. She wanted to tell him she loved hi