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  though he had no idea if her grin was because he hadn’t stayed at Melinda’s or the idea of wiping the mat with him. He suspected the latter.

  The list of things he liked about Jade was very long and growing, he thought as they went downstairs and she pulled off her sweatshirt. He liked how she threw herself into any task with everything she had, including this one—which she wasn’t altogether comfortable with yet. He liked the way her skin glowed. He liked the way she shoved her hair back from her face to stall before getting on the mat, and he really liked the way her nipples hardened and pressed against her T-shirt.

  Yeah, that was his favorite. “Ready?” he asked.

  “I was born ready.”

  Not for me, though he suddenly wished otherwise. They worked for a half hour before she asked for a water break. As she tipped her head back and drank from a bottle he handed her, his gaze drifted up the length of her body where she was draped over a weight machine trying to catch her breath. Her T-shirt was sticking to her, and it made her look tough, like maybe she could kick some serious butt. It also emphasized her curves, making his mouth water.

  Her hair had dared to disobey and was coming out of her fancy twist but he could still see the nape of her neck. The creamy pale skin there was driving him insane. It was the vulnerability of that one little spot, the way a few strands of red silk curled damply to it.

  He wanted his mouth there. Of course he was shit out of luck on that particular fantasy, which could get in line behind all the other fantasies he had filed in his brain under Goddess Jade.

  “Dell?”

  She’d finished her water and was facing him, expression determined.

  He was so going down.

  And not ten minutes later she went for the slam dunk and he was on his knees on the mat, hands holding his junk, gasping for breath and trying not to throw up.

  Yeah, she was not nearly as soft and vulnerable as he’d thought.

  “Oh God. Oh God, Dell, I’m sorry! You said jam my knee up and—”

  “It’s okay,” he croaked, and slowly fell over. “I’m okay.” Or as okay as he could be with his nuts in his throat. Hell, he wasn’t ready to have children, anyway. He felt her crawl close and put her hand on his lower abs. “Back up, I don’t want to throw up on your pretty Nikes.”

  She didn’t back up, she leaned over him, her fingers drifting lower to cover the hand he was using to cup himself. He knew why he was doing it, he was holding on to the goods to make sure they were still there. But she . . . “Jade—”

  “Did I hurt it?”

  “It” twitched. “No,” Dell said, both to her and to his dick’s unspoken and hopeful question of getting lucky.

  “Are you sure? Maybe I should . . . look.”

  He opened his eyes and met her worried ones.

  “I worked at a medical center for eight years, remember?”

  Because he wasn’t ready to move—or let her look, Jesus—he said, “Tell me about the job.”

  “I was in charge of . . . everything.”

  He choked out a laugh. “So what’s so different from now?”

  That earned him a small smile and she wrapped her fingers around his wrist and tried to lift his hand off his groin. Her fingers brushed against him and in spite of the fact that he was still hurting, he got hard. Perfect. “Jade—”

  “If you’re bruising up, we need to ice—”

  “I’m not bruising.”

  She pulled his hand away and stared down at the crotch of his basketball shorts.

  He lifted his head and looked, too, the both of them taking in the very obvious bulge between his legs. “I think I’m going to live,” he said wryly.

  She swallowed hard and wet her lips.

  Groaning, he thunked his head back on the floor. “Not helping.”

  Her gaze met his, and that’s when they heard it. The front door slamming shut. And then Adam’s boots on the cellar steps.

  Jade leapt to her feet and practically ran for her sweatshirt, which she was just pulling over her head when Adam appeared. Jade sent his brother a weak smile. “He might not be in fighting condition at the moment.”

  And then she was gone.

  Adam looked at Dell prone on the mat. “She flatten you?”

  “Yeah.”

  Adam just shook his head. “Food?” Then he went back upstairs, apparently in search of said food.

  Dell rolled to his knees, disgusted with himself. Great way to make her feel comfortable and safe. He scrubbed a hand over his face feeling . . . discombobulated. It took him a minute to realize that was because she’d walked. Usually he did the walking. That’s how it always worked. “I guess not this time,” he said to Gertie, who’d lumbered down the stairs to investigate. Gertie snuffled and plopped down at his feet. She might not have a graceful bone in her body, but she wouldn’t walk away. At least not unless someone bribed her with food . . .

  Ten

  Dell spent Sunday deep in the Bitterroot Mountains with Brady and Adam, working volunteer S&R. Late that night they’d located the lost hiker and flown back to Sunshine.

  Brady went home to Lilah. Adam had a class to give.

  So Dell was on his own, and he crashed early in his own bed. Not that being exhausted helped him sleep. He woke up several times, the latest at dawn when Gertie leapt on his bed and slobbered on his face.

  Her version of the good-morning kiss.

  He shoved her off him and got into the shower. At Belle Haven he rode Kiwi, then let himself into the office just as Jade arrived. He’d called her several times since Saturday night, all of which she’d ignored.

  Which made sense. He’d invited her over for self-defense training, promising to teach her moves to make her feel safe. And then he’d turned into a fifteen-year-old boy and gotten hard in class. “Jade.”

  She had the phone headset on. She raised a finger to indicate she needed a minute. He could see now that she was accessing the center’s messages from their service, typing them into the spreadsheet that she had up on her screen. She was crazy about her spreadsheets. She’d uncovered Peanut, and the parrot was preening and humming to herself. Beans was watching Peanut with avid, narrow-eyed interest.

  Gertie had found the sole sunny spot in the room and was already snoring.

  Jade’s fingers were a whirl on her keyboard. She worked hard here, and she was his responsibility, as much as any of the animals were. He took that very seriously.

  He wanted her to be able to count on him.

  Always.

  Which meant he needed to work on the self-control. The only thing that kept him coming back to the straight-andnarrow was that clearly she’d been hurt. Some fucker had put his hands on her and terrorized her, and seeing her suffer the aftereffects killed him.

  That was not to say that having her sweet, curvy body so intimate with his wasn’t having a toll.

  It was.

  And that toll had kept him up at night. Hell, last night he’d had to get up at two in the morning to abuse himself in the shower.

  He probably should have abused himself again this morning just to cover his bases.

  Jade’s fingers were a blur on her keyboard, but then suddenly she stopped and pulled off her headset. “Twenty-five messages today. Must be Monday.”

  “Jade, about Saturday night—”

  “I never thanked you.”

  This derailed him. “What?”

  She lifted her head and met his gaze. “For spending so much time with me.”

  “Sure, but I wanted to apologize for—”

  “Nothing,” she said, shaking her head. “You have nothing to apologize for. It was my fault. I, um, put my hand . . . there, and then it—”

  She broke off suddenly, eyes locked on something over his shoulder.

  Dell turned around to find Adam standing there, brows up.

  “Don’t stop on my account,” Adam said. “It’s just getting good.”

  Dell blew out a breath and considered killi