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  And lots of presents.

  Because he wasn’t the most organized of men, he sat on his bed and wrapped the things he’d purchased for everyone. Better late than never, he figured with a smile as he unrolled some festive paper and dug in.

  He wasn’t getting together with his family until dinner, which was good. He wanted to see Katie first.

  The nerves surprised him, but as soon as he finished wrapping, he showered, dressed and got into his car.

  Getting to her place took no time at all, but he wasted another moment in rare angst, staring at the dark windows and wondering what the hell he thought he was doing. She’d made it clear over and over again he wasn’t what she wanted in a man. Not that it mattered; he didn’t want to be any one woman’s man anyway.

  He really didn’t.

  So why was he here, sitting in his car staring at her house like a fool?

  Because he was a fool.

  Was she even there?

  Last night he’d been hoping they’d leave work together, maybe have dinner, and indeed spend Christmas Eve together, just the two of them, but those hopes had gone up in flames at Katie’s vanishing act.

  She hadn’t answered her phone, and he wondered now if she’d skipped town. He knew so little about her, really, and yet he felt her knew her so well.

  How could that be?

  And even more startling was how much he wanted to spend time with her. Wanted to talk, wanted to share stuff, wanted to hear her share stuff. He wanted to laugh with her, wanted to make her laugh. Wanted to just…be with her.

  And yet she was doing her damnedest to make sure it didn’t happen.

  Drawing a deep breath, he got out of his car and knocked on her door. From inside came an unmistakable meow, and he relaxed, knowing Katie wouldn’t leave town with her cats alone in the house.

  A few seconds later he could tell she was looking out her peephole. “Hello,” he said to the still-closed front door. “Merry Christmas, Katie.”

  The door remained firmly shut, and he set his palms on the wood as if he could feel her right through it. “Katie? Let me in. It’s—it’s cold out here,” he improvised quickly, setting his forehead against the wood now, needing to be close to her. “You wouldn’t let a man stand out here and freeze to death, would you?”

  “Go home, Bryan.”

  An apology, he decided brilliantly, staring at the door. Women liked apologies. “Katie? I’m really sorry.”

  A rueful laugh escaped her at his soulful tone. “What are you apologizing for?”

  “Um…being a man?”

  “I’m not mad at you,” she said through the door. “I’m just—” he heard a clunk and knew she’d set her head against the wood “—just feeling stupid here.”

  He had to press his ear up to the wood to hear her. “Why?”

  “See! This is just what I mean! It’ll seem really silly to a man who’s never doubted himself for a single second.”

  “I’ve doubted myself plenty.”

  “Uh-huh. Over what?”

  “You,” he said bluntly. “Over you.”

  “I’m just one of too many women.”

  “That’s pretty much my point.”

  Another short laugh. “Was that supposed to make me feel better?”

  “What I mean is, this has never happened before.”

  “What hasn’t?”

  “I can’t walk away. I can’t stop thinking about you. I dream about you, ache for you. I need you, Katie.”

  “You…need me?”

  “Open the door and let me show you.” At her silence, he sighed. “Please? I have a present.” Another trick learned from his sisters, all of whom could be bribed. There wasn’t a woman alive who could resist a present.

  Except this woman, apparently.

  “You said no presents,” she said accusingly.

  “Open the door, Katie.”

  She cracked it. “Why?” she asked warily, one cautious eye greeting him.

  “Could you maybe open it just a bit more?”

  “Well…okay. Just for a— Hey!” she cried when he used his superior strength to let himself in.

  “Sorry,” he said, anything but as he gazed down at her. She was rumpled, her hair wildly rioting about her sleep-flushed face. She wore a pale-rose bathrobe that swallowed her up. Two bare feet poked out beneath the full hem.

  He loved bare feet.

  “This is crazy,” he said, wanting to devour her sleepy, mussed self on the spot. “Tell me what’s wrong.”

  “You mean besides everything?”

  “Well…yes.”

  She looked heavenward, then studied her feet.

  “Katie?”

  She rolled her eyes. “It’s about yesterday.”

  “I figured out that much.”

  “You’re going to make me say it specifically?”

  “Well, since I’m clueless, yes. You’ll have to say it. Specifically.”

  “Okay. You saw…my panties.”

  He stared at her, wanting to laugh, needing to laugh, but at the glare on her precious face he didn’t quite dare. “Well, since I’ve been wanting to see your panties for some time, preferably on the floor, on the door handle, on the ceiling fan, anywhere but on you, I can’t apologize.”

  Her mouth opened, as if she had to do that to breathe. He took the opportunity to reach for her, haul her close and put his mouth to hers. To help her breathe, of course.

  She let out a little sound, which he swallowed. Then she grabbed fistfuls of his shirt. He liked when she did that, a lot, but this time she happened to get a few chest hairs in with the material of his shirt and he was surprised at how much a few little hairs, slowly pulled out of his skin, could burn like fire. “Uh…Katie?”

  “Mmm.” She buried her face in the spot between his shoulder and neck, and he decided he liked that, too, so much he could live with the fire in his chest.

  For her, he’d do anything.

  Which pretty much terrified him now that he thought about it. “It wasn’t the panty thing,” he whispered, holding her as tight as he could. “Admit it. You’re just scared. Hell, so am I.”

  “I don’t like being scared.”

  That made two of them. Not knowing what else to do, he kissed her again, a hot, wet kiss that had them both breaking off, panting for air.

  “Where’s my present, Bryan?”

  Uh-oh. Damn, he should have known better. “Um…close your eyes.” When she did, he reached inside his pocket for a scrap of red ribbon from wrapping his family’s gifts. He’d intended to let her cats have it. “Okay,” he said after a moment.

  Katie opened her eyes and took in the red ribbon tied in a crooked bow around his neck.

  He sent her a crooked smile to match it.

  “You’re my present?” she asked, her voice soft and hesitant.

  “Don’t tell me you want to return it. I didn’t save the receipt. Plus, I bought me on sale, so—”

  “Is it for keeps?”

  Oh, boy.

  “Never mind,” she whispered, covering his mouth with her fingers so he couldn’t deny, couldn’t sooth away that slightly stricken, embarrassed light in her eyes. “I don’t want for keeps, either.” Then she replaced her fingers with her mouth.

  Katie kissed him hard, her heart squeezing so tight she thought it was a miracle she could kiss at all. She’d take what she could get with him and be okay with it. She’d be more than okay. She’d thought she’d never get over her humiliation from yesterday, but somehow he’d done it, he’d made everything okay, just as he had from the moment she’d made her Christmas party mistake.

  Only maybe it hadn’t been a mistake at all. “Keep kissing me,” she murmured, and the words were barely out of her mouth before his head descended again. He kissed her over and over, until they were panting, straining against each other. He ran his hands down her back to her bottom. With a hoarse murmur, he drew her to him, burying his face in her hair.

  “I can’t f