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  'You love her very much,' supplied Miss Wychwood, patting his flushed cheek, and smiling at him warmly. 'She is a fortunate woman! Now you will wish to say goodbye to Lucilla, so we will go up to the drawing-room. I think I heard her come in, with my sister, a minute or two ago.'

  'Yes – well, I must do so, though ten to one she will abuse me for not having any resolution!' he said resentfully.

  However, Lucilla behaved with perfect propriety. She exclaimed, when he told her that he was obliged to return to Chartley: 'Oh, no, Ninian! Must you do so? Pray don't go away!' but when he explained the circumstances she made no further demur, but looked thoughtful, and said that she supposed he would be obliged to go. It was not until he had left the house that, emerging from a brown study, she said earnestly to Miss Wychwood: 'It makes me almost glad I am an orphan, ma'am!'

  Lady Wychwood uttered a slightly shocked protest, and said: 'Good gracious, child, whatever can you mean?'

  'The way the Iverleys bullock Ninian into doing what they want him to do in – in an infamous way!' Lucilla explained. 'Lady Iverley appeals to his better self, and the pity of it is that he has a better self ! I quite see that it is very creditable to have a better self but it does make him rather milky.'

  'Oh, no! I should never say he was milky,' responded Miss Wychwood. 'You must remember that he is very much attached to his mama, and is, I believe, fully aware of the anxious life she leads. I rather fancy she is inclined to cling to him –'

  'Yes, indeed she does, and in the most cloying way!' said Lucilla. 'So do Cordelia and Lavinia! I wonder that he can bear it! I could not.'

  'No, but you haven't a better nature, have you?' said Miss Wychwood, quizzing her.

  Lucilla laughed, but said: 'Very true! And thank goodness I haven't, for it must be excessively uncomfortable!'

  Miss Wychwood was amused, but Lady Wychwood shook her head over it, and later told her sister-in-law that she thought the remark a melancholy illustration of the evils attached to growing up without a mother.

  'Well, they could scarcely be worse than the evils of growing up with such a mother as Lady Iverley!' said Annis caustically.

  Ninian's absence was felt to have created a sad gap in the household; and even outside the household a surprising number of people told Annis how sorry they were that he had left Bath, and how much they hoped it would not be long before he revisited the town. He seemed to have made many friends, which circumstance increased Annis's respect for him: very few young men would have sacrificed their pleasures to so lachrymose and unreasonable a parent as Lady Iverley. She hoped that he was not moped to death at Chartley, but feared that he must be finding life very flat.

  However, some few days later she received a letter from him, and gathered from its closely written pages that although he thought wistfully of Bath and its inhabitants conditions at Chartley had improved. He had had a long talk with his father, the outcome of which was that he was now occupying himself with the management of the estate, and spent the better part of his time going about with the bailiff. Miss Wychwood would stare if she knew how much he was learning. His quarrel with Lord Iverley had been quite made up. He had found his lordship looking dragged and weary, but was happy to say that he was plucking up wonderfully, and had even said that if Ninian wished to invite any of his friends to visit him he should be glad to welcome them to Chartley.

  Miss Wychwood concluded that his lordship had learnt a valuable lesson, and that there was no need to worry about Ninian's future.

  There was no need to worry about anything, of course: Lucilla was well, and behaving with great docility; little Tom's toothache was remembered by no one but his mama and Nurse; Miss Farlow had won Nurse's approval and had begun to spend a large part of the days either in the nursery or taking Tom for walks; and if Mr Carleton had thought better of his intention to return to Bath it was a very good thing, for they went on perfectly happily without him.

  But when, one morning, she received a letter from him her heart jumped, and she hardly dared to break the seal, for fear that she might read that he had indeed changed his mind.

  It did not seem as though he had done so, but although it was a relief to know that he still meant to come back his letter was not really very satisfactory. Mr Carleton had written it in haste, and merely to inform her that he had been obliged to postpone his return. He was much occupied with some tiresome business which made it necessary for him to visit his estates. He was on the point of setting out on the journey, and begged her to excuse his sending only a short scrawl to apprise her of his immediate intentions. He had no time for more, but remained hers, as ever, Oliver Carleton.

  Not a model of the epistolary art; still less the letter of a man in love, she thought. The only part of it which encouraged to hope that he did still love her was its ending. But very likely he signed all his letters Yours, as ever, and it would be nonsensical to read more into these simple words than mere friendliness.

  She found herself in low spirits, and tried very hard to shake off this silly fit of the dismals, and not to allow herself to think about Mr Carleton, or his letter, or how much she was missing him. She thought that even if she didn't succeed in carrying out this admirable resolution she had at least succeeded in hiding her depression from Lady Wychwood, but soon discovered that she was mistaken. 'I wish you will tell me, dearest, what is making you so – so down pin,' said her ladyship coaxingly.

  'Why, nothing! Do I seem to be down pin? I wasn't aware of it – except wet streets, dripping trees, and nothing else to be seen but umbrellas and puddles always does put me into the hips. I hate being shut up in the house, you know!'

  'Well, it is sad that the weather should have turned off, but you were never used to care a straw for the weather. How often have I begged you not to venture out, when it was raining pitchforks and shovels! But you never paid any heed! You said you liked to feel the rain on your face.'

  'Oh, that was in the country, Amabel! It is a very different matter in town, where one can't tie a shawl round one's head, find a pair of stout list shoes and go for a tramp! You wouldn't have me make such a figure of myself in Bath!'

  'Of course not,' said Lady Wychwood quietly, and bent her head again over the robe she was making for her infant daughter.

  'The truth is, I expect, that I need occupation,' offered Annis. 'Now, if only I didn't find sewing a dead bore, or if I had Lucilla's talent for water-colour drawing – have you seen any of her sketches? They are infinitely superior to the generality of young-lady-drawings!'

  'Oh, I don't think sewing or sketching would answer the pur-pose! They don't divert one's mind, do they? I don't know about sketching, for I was never at all fond of it, but I should think it is much the same as sewing, and that I find doesn't divert one's mind in the least – in fact, quite the reverse!'

  'I think I shall embark on a course of serious reading,' said Annis, bent on leading Lady Wychwood down a less dangerous conversational avenue.

  'Well, dearest, I daresay that might answer the purpose, but you have been sitting with a book open in front of you for the past twenty minutes, and I could not but notice that you haven't yet turned the page,' replied Lady Wychwood. She looked up, and smiled faintly at Annis. 'I don't mean to tease you with prying questions, so I'll say no more. Only that I hope so much that you won't do anything you might live to regret. I couldn't bear you to be made unhappy, my dear one. Tell me, do you think I have made this bodice large enough for Baby?'

  Fourteen

  The weather remained unsettled for several days, and it became obvious that the various al fresco entertainments which had been planned by Corisande and her many friends would have to be postponed. This was naturally a disappointment to Lucilla; and after a very short space of time, even Lady Wychwood's patience wore thin, and upon Lucilla's asking, for the twentieth time, if she didn't think the sky was growing lighter, and if it might not still be possible for the morrow's party at the Sydney Garden to take place, she addressed mild bu