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  “But, um, I thought…” I cleared my throat. “I thought you didn’t want me to touch you.”

  “I don’t.” He gave me a feral, hungry grin that sent a shiver through my entire body. “I want you to touch yourself.”

  “We’ve already been through this, Corbin. I don’t want to do that.”

  “Since you won’t tell me your desires, I need some other form of stimulation to ‘get off’ as you say in this century, Addison.” He frowned at me. “Remember, I’m trying to concentrate on sex. But the scent of your sweet blood still fills this little room. Please…” His eyes were almost pleading now. “Help me.”

  It didn’t seem I had a choice. “All right,” I said at last, my cheeks burning. “I…I’ll do it. But I want you to know this isn’t something I’ve ever done for any other guy before. I just…It’s so embarrassing.”

  Corbin’s only answer was a guttural growl. I got the message—I’d better get over my embarrassment in a hurry if I wanted to live. God, how had I gotten myself into this situation? Oh right, by thinking with my heart instead of my head. Or maybe the impulses had come from quite a bit lower…whatever, I was stuck now and this was the only way out.

  Slowly, feeling my cheeks flush with shame, I slid my hand down between my legs and cupped my pussy. I was still wet and sensitive and tender from the orgasm Corbin had given me earlier and I wasn’t sure if I could bear even my own touch. But from the look in Corbin’s eyes, I was going to have to try.

  “More,” he whispered hoarsely. “Spread yourself open, Addison. Slide your fingers deep into you sweet pussy for me.”

  Biting my lower lip again, I did as he said. My clit was swollen and extremely sensitive. I gave a little hiss of painful pleasure as my fingers slipped over the little bud.

  “Good,” Corbin growled as his hand began to move again, slipping slowly up and down his thick shaft. “Now stroke yourself, Addison. Make yourself come for me.”

  “I don’t…don’t know if I can,” I whispered as I continued to touch myself. “Once is usually my limit and I’m so sensitive…”

  “Yes, your soft little body is so sensitive and responsive.” He licked his lips, his eyes trained on mine as I continued to touch myself. “I wish I could taste those sweet juices I see coating your pussy. God, I’d love to feel you coming against my tongue.”

  I caught my breath as I continued to rub, sliding just the tips of my fingers along the side of my clit. I was much too tender to do more than indirect stimulation but to my surprise, it seemed it was going to be enough. The gentle teasing of my own fingers coupled with Corbin’s dirty talk was really doing it for me. In fact, I could already feel my body getting ready to climb the peak once more. God, could I really be this turned on after fearing for my life just minute before? And was I really going to come again?

  Apparently so, if we kept this up.

  “Keep touching yourself,” Corbin ordered, breaking my train of thought. “And keep your pussy open, I want to watch you stroke your aching little clit. I want to watch you come.”

  “Keep talking, then,” I flung back at him, my breath coming faster as I spoke.

  He raised an eyebrow at me. “Talking about…?”

  If my cheeks got any hotter my hair would catch fire. “Just keep on saying the things you’ve been saying. I need stimulation too, you know,” I said for clarification.

  “You like it when I describe what I want to do to you?” His hand sped up a little and so did mine. “You like dirty talk, Addison?”

  “I never have before,” I admitted.

  “Maybe you were never with a man who knew how to do it properly.”

  I nodded. Well, that could be said about most of my sex life. Sex with my ex had always been hit or miss and no one had ever made me come like Corbin had. Then again, no one had ever given me a screaming orgasm, threatened my life, and then decided we should go for round two. We were definitely in a unique situation here.

  “Talk,” I ordered him. “Come on, Corbin. Tell me more.”

  “I wish you weren’t quite so breakable, darling,” he growled softly. “Because what I’d really like right now is to put you on your hands and knees and take you from behind.”

  My breath caught in my throat. “R-really?” I murmured.

  Corbin nodded, his eyes half-lidded with lust.

  “Do you like that, Addison? Do you like to be held down and mounted? I would pin you to the bed, my darling. I would hold your hips and force you to be still as I slid my entire length deep into your unprotected pussy. Would you like that, do you think? Would you enjoy being filled by me?”

  God help me but the answer was yes. Even though I knew it was dangerous and illegal and I had just sworn to never, ever put myself in such a stupid position again, still I couldn’t help myself. I wanted him—maybe even as much as he wanted me.

  “Yes,” I whispered, filled with a strange mixture of shame and arousal. “Yes, I…yes.”

  “That’s good. Very good, my darling. Even though we won’t make love tonight, I like to know that you want to.” He licked his lips and the hand stroking his cock speeded up a little. “I want to feel your hot little pussy surrounding my cock. I want to fuck you long and hard and deep while you tremble under me and give yourself up completely to the pleasure I bring you.”

  “Corbin…” I whispered. My own fingers were flying faster now too and I could feel my second orgasm of the night building inside me. “God…”

  “I want you to be mine in more than name alone,” he growled, fisting his shaft even faster. “I want to fill you with my cock and my cum. I want my scent all over you so that no other male will dare to come near you.”

  Corbin’s voice was getting deeper and more guttural as he spoke and his red eyes were locked with mine. I found myself drowning in his feral gaze, unable to look away. God, the things he was saying shouldn’t turn me on. At no point in my life did I dream of being the exclusive property of a four-star vampire. And yet, somehow, his words were getting me off as much as my own fingers.

  “Oh,” I gasped as my pleasure peaked. I moaned and squeezed my thighs together as the orgasm overcame me “Oh, God.”

  “So beautiful, Addison. So fucking gorgeous when you come.” Corbin gave a hoarse growl and joined me, his cock throbbing in his fist as jet after jet of pearly white coated his rock hard abdomen. But he never looked away. The entire time his eyes held mine and I found myself completely unable to look away too.

  It seemed to last forever but finally the pleasure faded, releasing me from its iron grip. Corbin released me too—or his eyes did.

  Panting, I slid down the bed and turned on my side. Now that my orgasm was over, I was a conflicted mess. On one hand, I had put myself into an incredibly dangerous position and for what…because I wanted to have sex with a vampire I didn’t even like? Well, true, we hadn’t actually had sex and also I couldn’t quite seem to find it in me to dislike him anymore. But still…what was wrong with me? What was I doing? I was not making good choices lately—not at all.

  As I was mentally berating myself, Corbin got up from the bed and disappeared into the small, recessed bathroom for a moment. When he came back he was cleaned up and his jeans were neatly buttoned and zipped, hiding the thick monster of his cock behind their innocent blue denim. And most importantly, his eyes had gone from blood red back to their usual silver-blue.

  “Addison?” he murmured, reaching out to stroke my hair away from my forehead.

  “Don’t!” I flinched away from him instinctively.

  “Sorry, darling. But you don’t have to worry—the danger is over.”

  I looked up at him warily. “Do you promise?"

  He nodded and settled on the bed beside me. “The release I had got rid of the building tension.”

  “After you came this close to ripping me apart.” I sat up in bed and frowned at him. “I thought you said you could do it—that you could have sex with a human without losing control and killing her.”