There was no uproar, no hysteria when they told the fortress what they’d discovered. Malakai immediately dispatched messengers to Wendlyn’s king to beg for help; to the other demi-­Fae settlements to order those who could not fight to flee; and to the healers’ compound, to help every single patient who was not bed-­bound evacuate.

   Messengers returned from the king, promising as many men as could be spared. It was a relief, Celaena thought—­but a bit of a terror, too. If Galan showed up, if any of her mother’s kin arrived ­here . . . She ­wouldn’t care, she told herself. There ­were bigger matters at hand. And so she prayed for their swift arrival, and prepared with the rest of the fortress’s residents. They would face the threat head-­on, starting by taking out the two hundred mortal soldiers that accompanied Narrok and his three creatures as soon as they left their protected caves.

   Rowan seized control of the fortress with no fuss—­only gratitude from the others, actually. Even Malakai thanked the prince as Rowan set about or­ga­niz­ing rotations, delegating tasks, and planning their survival. They had a few days until reinforcements arrived and they could launch their assault, but should their enemy march sooner, Rowan wanted them slowed down and incapacitated as much as possible until help arrived. The demi-­Fae ­were not an army and did not have the resources of a fully stocked fortress, so Rowan declared they’d make do with what they did possess: their wits, determination, and knowledge of the terrain. From the sound of it, somehow the skinwalkers had brought down one of the creatures, so they ­weren’t truly invincible—­but without a body the following morning, they hadn’t learned how it had been killed.

   Rowan and Celaena went out with the small groups that ­were preparing the forest for the attack. If Narrok’s force was going to take the deer path to sack the fortress, then they’d find themselves taking it through pitfall-­laden territory: through glens of venomous creatures, over concealed holes full of spikes, and into snares at every turn. It might not kill them, but it would slow them down enough to buy more time for aid to come. And should they wind up under siege, there was a secret tunnel leading out of the fortress itself, so ancient and neglected that most of the residents hadn’t even known it existed until Malakai mentioned it. It was better than nothing.

   A few days later, Rowan assembled a small group of captains around a table in the dining hall. “Bas’s scouting team reported that the creatures look like they’re readying to move in a few days,” he said, pointing to a map. “Are the first and second miles of traps almost done?” The captains gave their confirmation. “Good. Tomorrow, I want your men preparing the next few miles, too.”

   Standing beside Rowan, Celaena watched as he led them through the meeting, keeping track of all the various legs and arms of their plan—­not to mention remembering all the names of the captains, their soldiers, and what they ­were responsible for. He remained calm and steady—­fierce, even—­despite the hell that might soon be upon them.

   Glancing at the demi-­Fae assembled, their attention wholly on Rowan, she could see that they clung to that steadiness, that cold determination and clever mind—­and centuries of experience. She envied him for it. And beneath that, with a growing heaviness she could not control, she wished that when she left this continent . . . she ­wouldn’t go alone.

   “Get some sleep. You’re no use to me completely dazed.”

   She blinked. She’d been staring at him. The meeting was over, the captains already walking away to attend to their various tasks.

   “Sorry.” She rubbed her eyes. They’d been up since before dawn, readying the last few miles of path, checking that all the traps ­were secure. Working with him was so effortless. There was no judgment, no need to explain herself. She knew no one would ever replace Nehemia, and she never wanted anyone to, but Rowan made her feel . . . better. As if she could finally breathe after months of suffocating. Yet now . . .

   He was still watching her, frowning. “Just say it.”

   She examined the map on the table between them. “We can handle the mortal soldiers, but those creatures and Narrok . . . if we had Fae warriors—­like your companion who came to receive his tattoo”—­she didn’t think calling him Rowan’s kitty-­cat friend would help her case this time—“or all five of your cadre, even, it could turn the tide.” She traced the line of mountains that separated these lands from the immortal ones beyond. “But you have not sent for them. Why?”

   “You know why.”

   “Would Maeve order you home out of spite for the demi-­Fae?”

   His jaw tightened. “For a few reasons, I think.”

   “And this is the person you chose to serve.”

   “I knew what I was doing when I drank her blood to seal the oath.”

   “Then let’s hope Wendlyn’s reinforcements get ­here quickly.” She pursed her lips and turned to go to their room. He gripped her wrist.

   “Don’t do that.” A muscle feathered in his jaw. “Don’t look at me like that.”

   “Like what?”

   “With that . . . disgust.”

   “I’m not—” But he gave her a sharp look. She sighed. “This . . . all this, Rowan . . .” She waved a hand to the map, to the doors the demi-­Fae had passed through, to the sounds of people readying their supplies and defenses in the courtyard. “For what­ever it’s worth, all of this just proves that she ­doesn’t deserve you. I think you know that, too.”

   He looked away. “That isn’t your concern.”

   “I know. But I thought you should still hear it.”

   He didn’t respond, ­wouldn’t even meet her eyes, so she walked away. She looked over her shoulder once, to find him still hunched over the table, hands braced on its surface, the powerful muscles of his back visible through his shirt. And she knew he ­wasn’t looking at the map, not really.

   But saying that she wished he could return with her to Adarlan, to Terrasen, was pointless. He had no way to break his oath to Maeve, and she had nothing to entice him with even if he could. She was not a queen. She had no plans to be one, and even if she had a kingdom to give him if he ­were free . . . Telling him all that was useless.

   So she left Rowan in the hall. But it did not stop her from wishing she could keep him.

   •

   The next afternoon, after washing her face and bandaging a burn on her forearm in Rowan’s room, Celaena was just coming down to help with the dinner preparations when she felt, rather than heard, the ripple of silence through the fortress, deeper and heavier than the ner­vous quiet that had hovered over the compound the last few days.

   The fortress had not been this tense since that first night Maeve had been ­here.