East of Eden Page 142
Adam looked over the edge of the letter at the boys and at Lee. All three were waiting for him to continue. Adam’s mouth shut to a line. He folded the letter, put it in its envelope, and placed the envelope carefully in his inside pocket.
“Any complications?” Lee asked.
“No.”
“I just thought you looked concerned.”
“I’m not. I’m sad about my brother.” Adam was trying to arrange the letter’s information in his mind, and it was as restless as a setting hen scrounging into the nest. He felt that he would have to be alone to absorb it. He climbed into the car and looked blankly at the mechanism. He couldn’t remember a single procedure.
Lee asked, “Want some help?”
“Funny!” said Adam. “I can’t remember where to start.”
Lee and the boys began softly, “Spark up—gas down, switch over to Bat.”
“Oh, yes. Of course, of course.” And while the loud bee hummed in the coil box Adam cranked the Ford and ran to advance the spark and throw the switch to Mag.
They were driving slowly up the lumpy road of the home draw under the oak trees when Lee said, “We forgot to get meat.”
“Did we? I guess we did. Well, can’t we have something else?”
“How about bacon and eggs?”
“That’s fine. That’s good.”
“You’ll want to mail your answer tomorrow,” said Lee. “You can buy meat then.”
“I guess so,” said Adam.
While dinner was preparing Adam sat staring into space. He knew he would have to have help from Lee, if only the help of a listener to clear his own thinking.
Cal had led his brother outside and conducted him to the wagon shed where the tall Ford rested. Cal opened the door and sat behind the wheel. “Come on, get in!” he said.
Aron protested, “Father told us to stay out of it.”
“He won’t ever know. Get in!”
Aron climbed in timidly and eased back in the seat. Cal turned the wheel from side to side. “Honk, honk,” he said, and then, “Know what I think? I think Uncle Charles was rich.”
“He was not.”
“I bet you anything he was.”
“You think our father’d tell a lie.”
“I won’t say that. I just bet he was rich.” They were silent for a while. Cal steered wildly around imaginary curves. He said, “I bet you I can find out.”
“How do you mean?”
“What you got to bet?”
“Nothing,” said Aron.
“How about your deer’s-leg whistle? I bet you this-here taw against that deer’s-leg whistle that we get sent to bed right after supper. Is it a bet?”
“I guess so,” Aron said vaguely. “I don’t see why.”
Cal said, “Father will want to talk to Lee. And I’m going to listen.”
“You won’t dare.”
“You think I won’t.”
“ ’Spose I was to tell.”
Cal’s eyes turned cold and his face darkened. He leaned so close that his voice dropped to a whisper. “You won’t tell. Because if you do—I’ll tell who stole his knife.”
“Nobody stole his knife. He’s got his knife. He opened the letter with it.”
Cal smiled bleakly. “I mean tomorrow,” he said. And Aron saw what he meant and he knew he couldn’t tell. He couldn’t do anything about it. Cal was perfectly safe.
Cal saw the confusion and helplessness on Aron’s face and felt his power, and it made him glad. He could outthink and outplan his brother. He was beginning to think he could do the same thing to his father. With Lee, Cal’s tricks did not work, for Lee’s bland mind moved effortlessly ahead of him and was always there waiting, understanding, and at the last moment cautioning quietly, “Don’t do it.” Cal had respect for Lee and a little fear of him. But Aron here, looking helplessly at him, was a lump of soft mud in his hands. Cal suddenly felt a deep love for his brother and an impulse to protect him in his weakness. He put his arm around Aron.
Aron did not flinch or respond. He drew back a little to see Cal’s face.
Cal said, “See any green grass growing out of my head?”
Aron said, “I don’t know why you go for to do it.”
“How do you mean? Do what?”
“All the tricky, sneaky things,” said Aron.
“What do you mean, sneaky?”
“Well, about the rabbit, and sneaking here in the car. And you did something to Abra. I don’t know what, but it was you made her throw the box away.”
“Ho,” said Cal. “Wouldn’t you like to know!” But he was uneasy.
Aron said slowly. “I wouldn’t want to know that. I’d like to know why you do it. You’re always at something. I just wonder why you do it. I wonder what’s it good for.”
A pain pierced Cal’s heart. His planning suddenly seemed mean and dirty to him. He knew that his brother had found him out. And he felt a longing for Aron to love him. He felt lost and hungry and he didn’t know what to do.
Aron opened the door of the Ford and climbed down and walked out of the wagon shed. For a few moments Cal twisted the steering wheel and tried to imagine he was racing down the road. But it wasn’t any good, and soon he followed Aron back toward the house.
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When supper was finished and Lee had washed the dishes Adam said, “I think you boys had better go to bed. It’s been a big day.”