“God, yes!” she yelled as he continued to slam into her. He would have liked to go slow, soft even, but he couldn’t. He had waited too long. He was too f**king gone to even try to slow it down. “Harder!”

“Oh, God, yes,” Lucas panted as he continued to pounding into her in a fierce need.

He was almost there, and when she arched her hips, meeting each of his thrusts, he knew it wouldn’t be much longer, but then she screamed, “Stop!”

So he did as he looked down at her with wide eyes. “What?!”

“Condom!”

“No, I don’t have any!” he yelled, his erection pulsating inside of her. Her body was clenching his and he knew that she was just as ready to come as he was.

“Ah! You’re clean right?!”

“Oh my God, Fallon, really?”

“Eek! I’m nervous!”

“Don’t be, I’m clean. You are too, right?”

She glared as she pursed those beautiful, sexy lips at him. “Yes!”

“Okay, we’re good,” he said with a smile. She smiled back before he started to move again, but then he stopped. As much as he wanted another little Aiden, he wanted to make sure he and Fallon were married first, so he asked, “Birth control?”

“Yeah,” she nodded, bringing her legs into her arms. The view was delectable, and Lucas couldn’t stop himself for moving into her hard. She gasped as his fingers bit into her hip, slamming into her with a fierceness he didn’t realize was in him. With every slam of his body against hers, she met his thrust, screaming his name. The sexual chemistry was undeniable between them. She made him just as hot as he made her and with one final slamming thrust, Lucas came. He came long and hard, with a loud, long groan as she writhed underneath him. Fallon’s body continued to clench his swollen flesh as he fell unto her, breathing against her hot skin. Lucas took in a deep breath before rolling off her, and looking up at the ceiling.

“It won’t happen again,” Lucas said between breaths.

He felt her eyes on him as she said, “What?”

“I will never listen to another rap song with Aiden in the car, I promise.”

“Thank you.”

“Anytime. Or maybe I should, if this is the way I get punished,” he gave her his cocky smirk and she smacked his thigh as she giggled.

“This was not a punishment, the slap across your face was,” she corrected.

He laughed long and hard before he looked over at her.

“So what was this?”

She smiled as she shrugged her shoulders. “Bound to happen?”

He chuckled as he looked back up at the ceiling. “I couldn’t agree with you more, baby girl.”

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Fallon watched Lucas close his eyes as his breathing slowed some. When she felt his pinkie come around hers, she took in a sharp breath as he slowly fell asleep. It was crazy how everything could be the same between them, when everything was so different. Here she was lying in bed with him like he hadn’t broken her heart or that she hadn’t kept his son from him. It was as if the last seven years never happened and all that mattered was them.

Fallon looked up at the ceiling as he tightened the grip on her pinkie and her heart soared. She felt so good, so thoroughly satisfied. Lucas was one hell of a lover, especially when he put that tongue of his to work. She could come at just the thought of it on her, it was that good. She loved his body, his hands, even his beard along her neck, and oh God, his teeth. The man was a dream, but even still in her sex-filled haze, all she could think was what the hell was she going to do now that she had slept with him?

Fallon had said many times that she would never sleep with him again, that it was a bad idea because she would become addicted again and she had! She wanted to straddle him and have her turn at him, but she knew she couldn’t. She couldn’t do it again; she had to get out of there.

And she would.

As soon as she got feeling in her legs again.

Fallon closed her eyes as she turned, snuggling her nose into his arm. She would let herself enjoy his warm body tonight but it would end tomorrow. She still didn’t trust him, and until she did, she couldn’t do this again. No matter how much she wanted it. So tomorrow, she would leave. Tomorrow, she would live as if she hadn’t just had the best sex of her life. She had to, or she would move right into his bed and never leave. She looked down into his beautiful sleeping face, and her heart broke.

“Why did you cheat on me?” she whispered. She didn’t expect him to answer, but she needed to ask. Just for herself, because come morning, she would be gone.

When Fallon’s eyes opened the sun was just coming up. She glanced over at her bedmate to see that he was close to her, his mouth parted slightly. She licked her lips at the sight of his sexy mouth. She loved how his lips were thin and sweet looking. She loved the little scar along the side of his bottom lip that only she knew was there. No one else could see it since he always kept his beard so long, but she was there the day he got that scar. He was chasing her down the beach and she whipped around to see if he was close, and he was. He was a little too close and her hand that wore the beautiful ring he had gotten her smacked against the side of his mouth, cutting it opened. Fallon smiled at the thought. She had felt so bad, but he didn’t even pay it no mind. He attacked her, throwing her against the sand, where he promptly got her naked and made sweet, glorious love to her.

Fallon’s heart ached as she forced herself to look away and take in a deep breath. She missed those days, those sweet moments they shared. Everything was so much easier then. Fallon reached up and placed her lips softly on his nose. She had to get out of there before he woke up. How she was going to do that was beyond her. All her clothes laid in a ripped up mess beside the front door, not that she minded. She couldn’t even try to get those clothes off if she had tried last night. Lucas had gotten her in such a state of lust that actually doing something worth a damn was pointless. She was putty in his hands.