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  Deep, whiskey-rough, burred. Not the smooth voice of a practiced seducer, but that of a man used to command: completely self-assured, determined. And yet he’d asked, very quietly, “So where are ye now, lass?” as if he truly needed her—

  Grace’s eyes opened again, widening. She had been dreaming, after all; she remembered a snippet now, of Black Niall sitting quietly before a fire. But something was different, as if it wasn’t her dream at all, something outside herself that had drawn her in.

  More and more of the dream unfolded itself. She saw him alone, half naked, with only his plaid draped loosely about his hips. He had evidently been injured, for a rough bandage was wrapped about his left shoulder, the linen pale against his olive-toned skin. Fear licked at her and she wanted to go to him, assure herself he was all right.

  A metal cup was in his hand. He was drinking, staring at nothing, his expression somber. His loneliness, his absolute aloneness, made her ache inside. Then he closed his eyes and abruptly she was there, in his arms, lying naked on his lap while he fondled and sucked gently at her breasts.

  Grace trembled at the memory that wasn’t quite a memory, was more than a memory. Somehow she was lying on the bench and he was crouched over her, his face tense as he thrust again and again. The pleasure rose beating inside her, and she reached up to twine her arms around his strong neck, almost weeping with joy.

  And then, nothing. He was gone, the dream ended, with only his murmured, “So where are ye now, lass?” echoing in her mind, as if she should have been there, tending his wound, offering him the comfort women have always offered warriors.

  She felt a wrench of regret that she hadn’t been there.

  The image of him was sharp and clear in her mind. He sat with his back to the fire and the golden light had glistened on his bare shoulders, broad and powerful with muscle, and a halo limned his long black hair. Equally black hair spread across his chest, and a thin, silky line of it ran down his washboard stomach to the small, taut circle of his navel. His long legs were thick with muscle, the most powerful legs she had ever seen on a human, the delineation of his musculature built on the rock-solid strength produced by a lifetime of swordplay and battle, of controlling a huge stallion with the strength in his thighs, wearing more than a hundred pounds of armor and actually fighting in it. His was the body of a warrior, honed into a weapon, a tool.

  But he was still just a man, she thought with aching tenderness. He bled, he ached, he sat alone and got drunk and grumpily wondered why some woman wasn’t dancing attendance on him. It was her imagination that made her dream he’d been speaking only to her.

  If he had been… if she were actually with him… She would get him to lie down in bed, make him more comfortable. He was probably a bit feverish; a cold cloth on his brow would make him feel better. She didn’t doubt, however, that he would be a terrible patient. Instead of resting he would insist she lie down with him, and soon his hands would be roaming under her shirt—

  “Damn it!” Grace moaned, pressing her hands to her eyes. Her breath was coming soft and fast, and she felt warm, liquid. Her nipples were tight and erect, pushing against the thin fabric of her T-shirt. It was bad enough that she sometimes had erotic dreams about him, but it was a far worse betrayal of Ford that she daydreamed about Black Niall, too.

  The pistol was still in her hand, cold against her temple. Carefully she replaced it and thought about getting back into bed, but she was wide awake. She glanced at the clock. Why, it wasn’t even eleven o’clock yet; she’d been asleep less than an hour. Long enough, however, for Niall to take over her subconscious.

  For eight months she had been dead inside, and she wanted to remain that way. There hadn’t been any laughter, any sunshine, any appreciation of a deep blue sky or the drama of a storm. It was safer that way, easier; if she hadn’t been numb, she couldn’t have survived. She didn’t want any sign of returning life because it would only weaken her. In eight months she hadn’t yet been able to weep, even tears held at bay by the bleak ice surrounding her. Niall was a crack in that wall of ice; one day it would collapse, and so would she.

  She couldn’t afford the weakness he represented. She had to hurry with those damn Gaelic papers, get them finished and out of her mind so Black Niall would cease to plague her. If she could get some measure of revenge against Parrish, perhaps her mind would ease and she could begin to heal, and her subconscious would then no longer need to cling to the dream image.

  Well, sleep was definitely out of the question. Groaning, knowing she needed to rest because tomorrow she and Kris planned to break into the Foundation’s computer system; instead she turned on a light. Her mind was racing; until she calmed, she might as well use the time to work.

  She didn’t bother getting out the laptop, just took her notepad and the remaining Gaelic papers and curled up in the room’s one armchair, a cracked vinyl job she had made more comfortable by throwing a sheet over it. She could still hear the creaking and crackling of the vinyl, but at least now the chair didn’t stick to her.

  She picked up a page and groaned. More mathematical formulas, though, thank God, they were in Latin. Her brows rose in surprise. This was the first time two languages had been mixed in one section. The handwriting was different, too, heavier, plainer. She scribbled the formulas on her notepad, translating them into English. “For twenty years, the proportion of water to weight shall be…” On and on it went, giving the precise fractions for, supposedly, targeting the year to which one wanted to travel. Also included was the voltage of energy required, or at least she thought that was what it was; they hadn’t had any knowledge of electricity other than watching lightning bolts, so what exactly had they been measuring? Energy, yes, but what kind?

  Still, she copied it all down, yawning as she did so. It was like copying down a complicated recipe, though not half as interesting. If anything was going to put her to sleep, this would do it.

  She began reading aloud to herself, droning the words. “‘For DCLXXV years’—let’s see, D is five hundred years, the C is after it so that adds another hundred, L is fifty, the two X’s after it add ten years each, and then a V, which is five. Six hundred and seventy-five years. Getting pretty precise there, aren’t you?” she muttered to the long-ago writer.

  Absently, she subtracted six hundred seventy-five from 1997, just to see what year a current time traveler would end up in, using this exact formula: 1322. “A wonderful year,” she said, yawning. “I remember it well.” What a coincidence; 1322 would have been in Black Niall’s time.

  She turned the page, ready for more math. She blinked at the words, wondering if she was sleepier than she had thought, or perhaps had somehow gotten a sheet that didn’t belong mixed up with the Gaelic papers.

  She read the words again, and chills ran over her entire body. “No,” she said softly. “It’s impossible.”

  But there it was, in Gaelic, and in the same heavy hand that had written the mathematical formulas:

  “Require ye proof? In the Year of Our Lord 1945, the Guardian slew the German beast, and so came Grace to Creag Dhu.—Niall MacRobert, y. 1322.”

  She became aware she was panting, and a shudder wracked her. The page swam before her eyes, the words blurring. The term German hadn’t existed in the thirteen hundreds.

  How could someone who lived in the fourteenth century have knowledge of something that happened in the twentieth? It was impossible—unless the formula truly worked.

  Unless they had known how to travel through time.

  Chapter 15

  KRIS DIDN’T RECOGNIZE HER. THEY HAD ARRANGED TO MEET outside a supermarket late the next afternoon, and Grace had arrived more than an hour early so she could watch for anything suspicious. She hated not feeling able to trust Kris completely, but there was too much at stake for her to take anything for granted.

  She watched Kris arrive in his beloved ’66 Chevelle, the engine rumbling with a muscular cough that had a couple of middle-aged men throwing envious gla