At Last Read online

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  Author: Jill Shalvis

  “Grace,” Mallory admonished.

  “Hello,” Grace said. “This is Matt Bowers we’re talking about. You’ve seen him. Gorgeous, built, sexy-eyed Matt. And he wears a uniform. With a gun…” She sighed dreamily. “I’m sorry, but Amy has a duty to get naked with a guy like that and report back. With details. ”

  Amy disconnected and resumed her hike. Grace was right, Matt was gorgeous and built, in just about every way a man could be, but she’d gotten him out of her system. There’d be no more getting naked.

  At three o’clock, she stood at the top of a cliff looking down on the four small lakes she’d been at the other day. Way down. She could see a few otters playing along the shore of the first lake, and as she stood there in awe, a fish leapt out of the water, executing a perfect gainer before flopping back.

  Her legs were wobbling from the climb. Or maybe it was from looking down from the dizzying height, but in either case, she could hear her grandma’s voice in her head.

  It felt like a promise. I had my hope, but now I had something else, too, peace. Four Lakes gave me peace.

  Amy closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, then opened them again, feeling them burn with emotion. Jesus, what was with her today? But there was no denying the truth. She’d been feeling flickers of hope ever since Sierra Meadows. It was new and tenuous, but it was there. As for peace, she hadn’t been quite sure. When she thought about her life, she knew she’d always lived it to survive. But she was beginning to see that there was more to life than mere survival, so much more. And maybe that was peace right there, just learning that.

  Which left heart, something she’d never believed in for herself and had, in fact, openly mocked.

  But she didn’t feel like mocking it now, and she had no idea if maybe that was thanks to Lucky Harbor, to the friends she’d made here, or… a certain forest ranger that was filling up something deep inside her that she hadn’t even known was empty.

  Matt knocked at Amy’s door. He was early for their date because… well, he didn’t really have a reason, other than he wanted to see her. He had no idea what the night would bring, but if it went anything at all like their other encounters, it wouldn’t be boring.

  Her car was in her parking spot but she didn’t answer. He knocked again, and then when she still didn’t answer, he tried the door. It opened, which didn’t make him feel better—Amy wasn’t a woman to leave her door unlocked. “Amy?”

  Nothing, so he stepped inside. “Hello?”

  Still nothing.

  Her place was small enough that he could see from one end to the next. Her bedroom door was open, and he stepped closer. It looked like a bomb had gone off. A female bomb. Clothes spilled out of the dresser drawers and closet and were scattered across the bed, but no one was actually in any of the clothes.

  The bathroom was damp and misty, as if she’d recently showered. There were girlie things on the counter, tubes and bottles, and the place smelled like sexy woman. A pair of black lace panties and matching bra lay on the floor. Nice. He turned back to the living room.

  There was a small slider leading to a tiny deck area, and it was cracked open. He pushed it further. The thing squeaked like hell and was all but impossible to move, and yet the woman sitting with her back to him didn’t budge.

  This was because she had in earphones that led to the phone or iPod in her pocket and she was singing.

  Off-key.

  She was drawing, too, sketching something from memory, as she hunched over her pad, a pencil in hand moving furiously over the paper, a bundle of additional colored pencils in her other hand.

  He listened to her sing for a second and felt the grin split his face. Guns N’ Roses, “Welcome to the Jungle. ” He cleared his throat, but she kept singing. “Welcome to the jungle, feel my, my, serpentine, I, I wanna hear you scream…”

  Still grinning, Matt reached out and set a hand on her shoulder. Amy nearly came out of her skin. Her pad and pencils went flying, and whipping out the ear buds, she whirled around, leading with a roundhouse kick that would have leveled him flat if he hadn’t ducked.

  “Are you crazy?” she asked when he straightened. “I nearly took off your head. ”

  “You had your music up and didn’t hear me. ” He bent to pick up her pad and pencils, which she snatched out of his hands and hugged to her chest. She was staring at him, breathing fast. Too fast. She wore a strapless sundress with a colorful print that was sexy as hell. She wasn’t in her usual kick-ass boots, but the heels in their place were still pretty damn kick-ass. If she’d connected with his head, he’d still be down for the count. “You’re not wearing black. ”

  She shifted, then shrugged. “It’s Mallory’s. ”

  “You look beautiful,” he said.

  She wasn’t impressed by the compliment. “You just let yourself into my place?”

  “You didn’t answer my knock. I thought something was wrong. ”

  “Well it’s not,” she said. “And I don’t like surprises. ”

  “I’m sorry. ” He rubbed his jaw and considered her. “I scared you. ”

  “I told you. I told you I don’t like it when someone sneaks up on me. ”

  She had told him that, last week on the trail, and his gut clenched hard over how she might have learned she didn’t like to be surprised. Slowly he stepped closer, taking her iPod, setting it down on the chair she’d just vacated. Then he took her pad and pencils and did the same. “Breathe,” he said softly, gently running his hands up her arms and then down.

  She exhaled a shuddery breath.

  He inhaled slowly and deeply, and she did the same, and this time when she exhaled, she relaxed marginally. “Sorry,” she said. “Didn’t mean to take your head off. I left my door unlocked for Riley and forgot. ”

  “No apologies necessary. ”

  She tipped her head up and looked at him. “You’re being sweet. ”

  “I’m not feeling sweet. ” Not even close. His hands dropped to her hips. The material of her skirt was silky smooth and thin. He could feel the warmth of her right through it. She smelled so good he couldn’t stop himself from lowering his head and pressing his face to her neck.

  She slapped a hand to his chest and leaned back. “Are you smelling me?”

  “Yeah. ” He did it again, an exaggerated inhale that made her laugh. “You smell amazing,” he said. “Reminds me of how amazing you taste. ”

  She sucked in a breath and moved against him, just a little rock of her hot bod that finished off the job that the panties on the bathroom floor had started. His lips were at her throat. He sucked on her skin, and the sound she made, the soft, feminine sound of arousal, nearly did him in.

  The next sound that she made came from her stomach as it rumbled. Laughing softly, he pulled back. “Time to go. ”

  “Where?”

  “Food. Wine. Maybe music. ” Taking her hand, he pulled her through her place. “Whatever you want. ”

  “We were already doing what I wanted. ”

  He stopped and glanced back at her with a smile. “Yeah?”

  “Yeah. ”

  His body revved. Down, boy. “I like that idea,” he told her. “I like it a lot. After I take you out. ”

  “You don’t have to. ”

  Okay, he was missing something here, and he stopped, dipping down a little to look into her eyes. “Did you change your mind?”

  “No. ” She shifted and looked away. “I’m just saying, I don’t need the pomp and circumstance before we…”

  “Duly noted,” he said slowly. Yeah, definitely missing something. Which meant they were in trouble because she clearly wasn’t going to spell out the problem and he was clueless. “Maybe I need the pomp and circumstance. ”

  She eyed him with a narrowed gaze. “You need to be romanced?”

  “You think that’s stupid?”

  “No. ”